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Band's list Nu Metal Korn Untouchables
CD, Released date : 11 June 2002 - Epic Records / Immortal Records (USA)
Produced by : Beinhorn Michael, Recorded at : Conway Recording Studios
Style: Nu Metal

RATING SOM : 12/20
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Tracklist
1. Here to Stay
2. Make Believe
3. Blame
4. Hollow Life
5. Bottled Up Inside
6. Thoughtless
7. Hating
8. One More Time
9. Alone I Break
10. Embrace
11. Beat It Upright
12. Wake Up Hate
13. I'm Hiding
14. No One's There
Bonustrack
15. Here to Stay (T Ray's Mix)

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Lyrics
1. HERE TO STAY

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they get it in the way, not by my side
So I'll take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

My mind's done with this
Ok, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away ?
Take back what's mine
So I'll take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the vein

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down !
Gonna bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore


2. MAKE BELIEVE

I'm thinking of
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Somehow making me feel sane

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm hate to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

I'm thinking of
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

Your life, I hate it
Oh God, can I reclaim ?
Stop and help me

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

The shit seems to follow


3. BLAME

So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word
It's getting ugly
So I'm ugly

Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart

So I thought you disappeared
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely ?
Yes lonely

Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Hoping, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are

The time is coming
God is saying
You're really happy
What a game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over and you're to blame
The time is coming
You've gone insane
You're feeling happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over and you're to blame

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Hoping, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are


4. HOLLOW LIFE

Feeding the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole am I making
I can't escape
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Fearing to fall
And still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Is there ever any wonder
Why we look to the sky
Searching space
Asking why ?
All alone
Where is God ?
Looking down
We don't know

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say
Am I alive ?
Am I asleep
Or have I died ?

(Haunting me)

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found

(Something takes a part of me)

What to say
Am I alive ?
Am I asleep
We fall down

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life


5. BOTTLED UP INSIDE

It ain't fading
Man I got to let it out
Am I quitting ?
Screaming nothing ever come out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out

Give me some courage
Beating me down the book sometime
Are you laughing at my body ?
I hate and slide
I hate and slide

I take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart is breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out

The hurt rising
Soon it's going to tear my soul out
It's not kosher feeling like I'm on my way out

Give me some courage
Beating me down the book sometime
Are you laughing at my body ?
I hate and slide
I hate and slide

I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside

Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind
You're going to pay this time

I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside


6. THOUGHTLESS

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me ?
You think it's funny ?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me ?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when your done making fun of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me ?
You think it's funny ?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me ?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when your done making fun of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

Got my monkey ? x17
Gonna take you down

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
(x2)


7. HATING

My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why can't I relate ?
Feeling all like who is scared ?
What's mine
Holding on to faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed ?

I can't take
We have a star
I can't take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I can't wait
I'll take what's mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find

I cannot leave this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find ?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed ?

I can't take
We have a star
I can't take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I can't wait
I'll take what's mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find

All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feed inside
Is there something wrong with me ?

I can't take
We have a star
I can't take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I can't wait
I'll take what's mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find


8. ONE MORE TIME

Always it's coming
And here starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved?
Each time it happens it's always the same
I look down and it starts to fell

And all I see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all that's mine
One more time

Always this teasing
Sometimes I lose faith
Where is my strength to hold on ?
Facing existence
How can I relate?
Do I stand here or move on ?

And all I see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all that's mine
One more time

Falling through this space and time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen
Why can I not break this spell ?
I'm in darkness
Is this hell ?
Falling towards this hole I see
This is how it has to be

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all that's mine
One more time

One more time


9. ALONE I BREAK

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man ?

Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man ?

Am I going to leave this place ?
What is it I'm hanging from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place ?)
Is it always black in space ?
Am I going take its place ?
Am I going to leave this race ?
(Am I going to leave this race ?)
I guess God's up in this place ?
What is it that I've become ?
Is there something more to come ?
(More to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man ?


10. EMBRACE

Life is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will they keep fucking with me
There's no where else to go

So I walk but seem to crawl
For I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot find my way

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the events in place

My life, worry, lifeless story
Give up beating
I'll start bleeding

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will they keep fucking with me
There's no where else to go

So I walk but seem to crawl
For I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I can not find my way

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the events in place

What really do I have to follow ?
Nothing makes sense at all
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall

I'm bringing me down x3
I'm bringing me...down

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the events in place


11. BEAT IT UPRIGHT

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on ? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground)

Ass up high
Make a motherfucker cry
It's so good that I could die
Help me stay alive

The time is right
I want to feel it good tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it uptight

I'll behave
Oh my god
Make me beg
My god
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my god)
Come on beat my ass for fun (get down, get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high
Make a motherfucker cry
It's so good that I could die
Help me stay alive

The time is right
I wanna feel it good tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it uptight

We're gonna ride
I got my tongue inside and outside now
Don't try to run and hide
Yes it's true what they say about my kind

Are you ready for a good pounding baby ? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on ? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high
Make a motherfucker cry
It's so good that I could die
Help me stay alive

The time is right
I wanna feel it good tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it uptight


12. WAKE UP HATE

We got no fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck ?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

I am the burden of my everything
And of its scar
I'll be reborn in hatred
Feeling I can't love no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

We got no fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck ?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up

I am the falling of my happiness
It is no more
Stop loving
I'm still hating
Till I can not hate no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

I'm, I'm filthy
Wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
Take me away

We got no fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck ?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up


13. I'M HIDING

Maybe I'm insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe I'm the same
Nothing to take me higher
Tell me where to start
Think I'm at the end
Right now feeling pain
Make it go away

Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm a liar
Maybe we're the same
Nothing can start the fire
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away

These places all I ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
I'm looking back and they are mine

I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time and lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly

I'm trying to find a better way
But I'm trapped
Can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly

Maybe I'm insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe I'm the same
Nothing to take me higher
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away

These places all I ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
I'm looking back and they are mine

I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time and lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly

I'm trying to find a better way
But I'm trapped
Can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly


14. NO ONE'S THERE

You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they'll be erased
Do you think they will remember ?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be ?
No one hears because
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these meaningless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time to leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
They don't see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what's in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears because
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these meaningless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time to leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding ?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you ?
My soul is bleeding
I am searching
Am I blind ?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me all the time

To all these meaningless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time to leave these places far behind


15. HERE TO STAY (T RAY'S MIX)

(See lyrics on track 1)

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