1. A.D.I.D.A.S

Honestly somehow it always seems that I'm dreaming of
Something I could never be
It doesn't matter to me cause I will always be that pimp that I see in
all
Of my fantasies
I don't know your fucking name, so what let's ....
Screwing may be, the only way that I can truly be free
From my fucked up reality
So I dream and stroke it harder cause it's so fun to see
My face staring back at me
I don't know your fucking name, so what let's fuck
All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About Fuckin'
All Day I Dream About Sex, yes
All Day I Dream About Sex, and {x3}
All Day I Dream About Sex, yes
All Day I Dream About Sex {x2}
All Day I Dream About Fuckin'
All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About Fuckin'


2. FREAK ON A LEASH

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me, from me
Life's got to always be messing with me.
(You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain.
(You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash.
(You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased?
(You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema

GO! something on the
So...fight! something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...some things they fight
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Part of me...
Part of me...
Part of me...
Oh...


3. GOT THE LIFE

Hate, something, sometime, someway,
something kick off the front floor.
Mine? Something, inside.
I'll never ever follow.
So give.. me.. some.. thing.. that.. is.. for.. real.
I'll never ever follow.
Get your boogie on...
Hate, something, someway, each day, dealing with no forgiveness.
Why? This shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.
So give.. me.. noth.. ing.. just.. feel.
And now this shit will follow.
God pains me, the more I see the life, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
God pains me, the more I see the life, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something they took from me.
I don't feel your deathly ways.
Each day i feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,
You will never see, so come dance with me.
Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo
ME!
God pains me, the more I see the life, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
God pains me, the more I see the life, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
Got the life.
Got... the... life.


4. FALLING AWAY FROM ME

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flew with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flew with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
It's gonna be better tomorrow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
So down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me, fuck !

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)

Beating me down

(falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me
(falling away from me)

Down, down
(falling away from me)

Into the ground

(falling away from me)
Screaming so sad

(falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me

(falling away from me)
Down, down
Into the ground


5. HERE TO STAY

This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way,
Not by design.
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

I'm here to stay (bring it down) [x4]
Bring it down [x4]
Gunna break it down [x7]
GUNNA BREAK IT!

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

Give anymore. [X4]


6. DID MY TIME

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Arent we suppose to be the same
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me

{Refrain:}
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something to help the pain
Thats why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Arent we suppose to be the same
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me

{au Refrain}

Beaten
I feel so
Insane
I really
Tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me

O god the angers changing me
O god the angers changing me


7. MAKE ME BAD

am watching your eyes
And follow my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh may be bad

All I do is look for you
And when I fix you needed to

Just to get some sort of attention, attention

What does it mean to you
For me, it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh may be bad


8. THOUGHTLESS

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

[Refrain:]
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

[Refrain]

All my friends
Are gone,
They died (Gonna take you down)
They all screamed and cried (Gonna take you down {x4})

I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where,
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get... {x4}

[Refrain] (x2)


9. TRASH

How did it start ?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh and
it's just there for the taking
These little girls, they make
me feel so god dam exhilarated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
But they know, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you ?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience ?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment ?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you ?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you ?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away


10. BLIND

Are you ready?!
There's a place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
To Burn, To Burn, To burn 'cause I'm trying to
Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
I can never find no way to reach my inner self. I'm staying low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to seek through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind!