1. THE CAKE

Madness closing in I hardly hear the clown
Cold hearts dominate the charts

Fragments of the truth holiday inside
Small vacations of the mind

Into the eyes of God
Dripping colors of the sun
Into the eyes of God
Bleed mother bleed for me

Brains like we balloons fighting by the cake
Abstract hope false pretence
Petrol emotions dripping from the roof
Frame the world hang it on the wall

Into the eyes of God
Dripping colors of the sun
Into the eyes of God
Bleed mother bleed for me

Into the eyes of God
Dripping colors of the sun
Into the eyes of God
Bleed mother bleed for me


2. LOST IN THE MUD

Morphine amphetamine
I need to fix some cables
High and scared taste of hell
My ghosts are blessed with laughter

My feet below the ground lost in the mud

I'm drinking from the floor
Panic wins the war
I'm drinking from the floor
My soul tries to get home

Naked and alone
My neighbors truly hate me
Chaos misery
My clown is too drunk to care

My feet below the ground lost in the mud
Tongue falling backwards now lost in the mud

Morphine amphetamine
I need to fix some cables
High and scared taste of hell
My ghosts are blessed with laughter

My feet below the ground lost in the mud
Tongue falling backwards now lost in the mud

I'm drinking from the floor
Panic wins the war
I'm drinking from the floor
My soul tries to get home


3. EVOLUTION

Jesus Christ's in the garden house
Drinking wine with his lambs
Hitler sits in the rocking chair
Churchill lights a cigar

Uljanov cracks a joke
Ribbentrop laughs and says
Here's a trick for your enemy
Always come with a smile

In the frontline monkey brains in uniform
Evolution a million failures down the road

Castrated dreams on the battlefield
Broken statues of truth
Faked hope through the empty space
Not a sign of fresh grapes

In the frontline monkey brains in uniform
Evolution a million failures down the road

Retribution - makes us high
Evolution - rigor mortis

In the frontline monkey brains in uniform
Evolution a million failures down the road
Retribution is a chase that makes us high
Evolution - Rigor mortis


4. NOT DEAD… YET

Cold rain self abuse
A feeling of there is nothing new
Barflies in the cage
I drink my hope from the glass that saves

If you see me fumbling
Everything's alright
I know you want to frame me
You self-rigtheous clown

I'm not dead

Treasure boiling dreams
I keep my keys safe inside of me
Freedom utopia
So far I've escaped the drill

If you see me fumbling
Everything's alright
I know you want to frame me
You self-rigtheous clown

I'm not dead yet

If you see me fumbling
Everything's alright
I know you want to frame me
You self-rigtheous clown
Come on fake and try me
Punch me with your lies
I know you want to frame me
You self-righteous clown

I'm not dead yet
I'm not dead yet


5. ABSENCE

Hungry forest waiting outside
Ambush everywhere
Friend indifferent warming me cold
Memories cuts in me

Strings of nothing pounding in me
Eat my time twist my mind
Feel the rhythm dancing in me
Seeds of dreams rot in me

Memories killing my sleep
Believe I've fallen too deep
The absent harmony
Suicide calling on me

Aching memories tearing inside
Hauting deeds can't find peace
Hear my neighbors arguing inside
Plant their dirt I'm so tired

Hungry forest waiting outside
Ambush everywhere
Friend indifferent warming me cold
Memories cuts in me

Memories killing my sleep
Believe I've fallen too deep
The absent harmony
Suicide calling on me

Show me heaven paint it in me
Make my hope meet that goal
Make the rhythm dance with gold
Stains of life play of love

Captured
Totally cold
Pressure
Boiling goals

Got to find
Who I am

Darkness
Seeking blind
Alone
Frightening walls

Got to find
Who I am

Memories killing my sleep
Believe I've fallen too deep
The absent harmony
Suicide calling on me

Show me heaven paint it in me
Make my hope meet that goal
Make the rhythm dance with gold
Stains of life play of love


6. TURN TO GREY

Borderline minds fumbling in the light
Broken heart meditate on magic clouds
Mothers full of shit I can sense your fear
Creator of my hate I can smell your death

I don't want to see me
Don't even want you to care
'Cause every time I think of you
My future turns to grey

Spermshack bitch sucking all she gets
Bleeding in the fields of erotic kicks
Neurotic by the creek senseless near the lake
Put on the face of devoting grace

I don't want to see me
Don't even want you to care
'Cause every time I think of you
My future turns to grey

Borderline minds fumbling in the light
Broken heart meditate on magic clouds
Mothers full of shit I can sense your fear
Creator of my hate I can smell your death

I don't want to see me
Don't even want you to care
'Cause every time I think of you
My future turns to grey


7. CHEAP GLUE

Sidekicks cigarettes empty jars
Rushing down cold boulevards
Blind nuns street whores holy cows
Pick a rose with a loaded gun

I don't know what I'm doing here
Seems to me I'm just choking the fire

My dear too many voices in my head
My friend I'm sorry

High speed nosebleed suicides
Fold the nights with a broken heart
Slack rope dry hope cheap glue
Memories cuts on this middle route

I don't know what I'm doing here
Seems to me I'm just choking the fire

My dear too many voices in my head
My friend I'm sorry

Goodbye

Sidekicks cigarettes empty jars
Rushing down cold boulevards
Slack rope dry hope cheap glue
Memories cuts on this middle route

My dear too many voices in my head
My friend I'm sorry
My dear too many voices in my head
My friend I'm sorry

Goodbye


8. A NOTE FROM YOUR WICKED SON

Too drunk to sleep
Too cold to dream
But as I write these lines
I still hear your lies
You were never there
To ease the pain
You were never there
More than to bring me down

Well did you find relief
When you skipped away

Don't count me in
Don't expect me to show up
Don't expect me to attend
At your funeral

You were never there
When I held my breath
You were never there
In my talks with death
You sure did your best
To plant the dirt
Well I did my part
But you never dropped that guard

Well did you find relief
When you skipped away

Don't count me in
Don't expect me to show up
Don't expect me to attend
At your funeral

Don't count me in
Don't expect me to show up
Don't expect me to attend
At your funeral

You woke my hate
You changed my fate
You choked my youth
You despise the truth
You live a lie
It drags you down
You woke my hate
And where it takes me

I don't know


9. EVERLASTING

Hold your tears
Learn defense
Build a wall
Eat the fake

False pretence
Read the lines
Go within
But not too deep

You build me up - I build you up
And you drag me down in the mud
You boil my dreams - I boil your dreams
And you spit them out in the cold
Everlasting lie
Truth laying dead on the ground
You build me up - I build you up
To drag me down in the mud again

Hold your tears
Save the day
Seek the trail
Or be the slave

You build me up - I build you up
And you drag me down in the mud
You boil my dreams - I boil your dreams
And you spit them out in the cold
Everlasting lie
Truth laying dead on the ground
You build me up - I build you up
To drag me down in the mud again

You build me up - I build you up
And you drag me down in the mud
You boil my dreams - I boil your dreams
And you spit them out in the cold
Everlasting lie
Truth laying dead on the ground
You build me up - I build you up
To drag me down in the mud again


10. FALL

(Instrumental)


11. BORN INTO THIS

Retribution will come my way
Deceivers will have to pay
No matter what your eyes tell
All fakers of my past will have to pay
Celluide minds depraved of life
Standing in the way to refill my fire
Pissing out time kissing up to lies
Deformed sanity declares the time

I will drink no more soaped lies
It's goodbye the clown is dead
Celluide minds depraved of life
Deformed sanity declares the time

Wash this dirt away
Fill my soul again
Wash this dirt away
Fill my soul again

Retribution will come my way
Deceivers will have to pay
Pissing out time kissing up to lies
Deformed sanity declares the time

Wash this dirt away
Fill my soul again
Wash this dirt away
Fill my soul again


12. JAKE

Come all you fakers I'm baking the bread
I promise it will blow you away
Spread the news boys I'm dressed for the dance
Jabbing punching giving you hell

Every time that I fight you
Revolution's on my sleeve
Taking my hatred to new heights

Crazy or sane who's keeping the score
What matter's I will punch where it counts
Fearless and proud kinda liking the pain
I promise you won't see me down

Every time that I fight you
Revolution's on my sleeve
Taking my hatred to new heights
I'm no Jack Johnson
And I can't dance like Sugar Ray
But I've got more guts that the rest

Come all you fakers I'm baking the bread
I promise it will blow you away
Spread the news boys I'm dressed for the dance
Jabbing punching giving you hell

Every time that I fight you
Revolution's on my sleeve
Taking my hatred to new heights
I'm no Jack Johnson
And I can't dance like Sugar Ray
But I've got more guts that the rest