1. MURDER I WROTE

Your love is a fallacy
You can't get the best of me
And you don't want to be a big dissappointment
So open wide and don't say a fucking word.
Bitch, I've had enough of this shit
Whad do you have to say for yourself?
Bitch, I've had enough of this shit
Bitch, I've had enough of this shit
What do you have to say for yourself
What do you have to say..
And I will take your breath away tonight
But we can still carry on
My feelings are just as strong
Bury me with your shame
Fuck me with your desire
Your lips quiver from my touch
Tensions rise as I proceed
Your grasp is tight
As I take your breath away
This will be the last time you see me
And I will take your breath away tonight
And you wont get the best of me tonight
It ends here, it ends here
Your eyes turn white as I take your breath away.


2. MAY I HAVE THIS DANCE

These wounds will never heal
I've forgotten how to feel
I lie in this bed
Drowned in my own self pity
With thoughts going through my head
This blade sinks in oh so deep.
Time is up, I blew this chance
Please miss may I have this dance.
If only I could turn back time
I'd leave these burdens far behind
If only I could turn back time
If only I could turn back time.
My time was up, I blew this chance
For the last time, may I have this dance
Please miss, may I have this dance
If I could turn back time
I'd leave these burdens behind.
My time is up, I blew this chance
Please miss, may I have this dance.


3. LOSING MY GRIP

I watched you fade away
From every fucking thing
Your words are empty
This beauty is such a sin
My strength has been diminished
By such a small hand
I watched you fade away
From every fucking thing
I watched you slip away
From everything.
And I fall (pick me up)
Right from your arms (so pick me up)
Pick me up
Cause I feel you slipping from my finger tips.
I'm losing my grip
But why is it I feel you clawing
At my neck
I'm losing my grip.
I'm keeping you alive
Alive in my mind
Why the fuck won't you die?
Am I the only one that's keeping you alive?
But this pain, it feels so real
The pains astonishing, it's all I know to feel
So, slip away
Why was I put in this place?
Why did you leave me here all alone
I watched you slip away
From every fucking thing.


4. DELUSIONS

This can't be real
So open your eyes
Open your eyes
I've been awake in this dream
Oh god tell me this isn't real
You've made me your fucking puppet
As I sit in the palm of your hand
I bleed your name, and your feelings are not the same
She leaves me to die, she leaves me to do inside.
Just open your eyes, take a look at yourself
I've been awake in these dreams for too long.
Ash, is the sky above me
And you are the center of the fucking disease.
I want you to feel the hurt that you have given me,
I want you
I hope I never see you again
Cause I'll never feel you
I've been awake in this dream for far too long
I hope I never see you again
I've been awake in this dream for far too long.


5. FOR WHAT I YEARN

You taste so familiar
Yet I can't recall your face
I know that this was meant to be
But this life is not for me.
Don't try to tell me what to do
My love isn't meant for you
I'm the one who tells you what to do
Hold my hand
Just hold on to my hand
Your eyes are rolling to the back of your head.
I'm going in.
You can't stop me
I'm going in
You know you want it.
The tase of your skin
Makes me wanna fuck you and fuck you
And fuck you again
Fuck
Just hold on to my hand
Your eyes are rolling to the back of your head.


6. ILLUSTRATIONS

I wish that you could hear me now
If only you were here with me
And I can't belive
That you would do this to me
I gave you my everything
This is the way its supposed to be
You were my everything
Baby please don't cry
I keep everything inside
I've failed so many times, at least in your eyes
Forgive me, forgive me, now I know you forgot me,
But I can't forgive you.
I know you've forgotten about me,
But I haven't forgotten about you.
Forget my name
Forget my face
For we are not the same
You've been erased.
Forget my name, my face, you've been erased.


7. HEROES OF JUNE

I can save you
But this is the last time
I let you rot
In your own self-pity
I can save, I will save
What's left of forever.
But this is, will not be the end
I will bind what has been undone
And I'll break this pain away
And I'll save you for another day
I can save you
From yourself
But I, Can barley keep this together
And while your screaming forever
I'll just be here with another
I can save, I will save
What's left of forever.


8. FAMOUS LAST WORDS

Why don't you shut your fucking face..
Shit!!
As I hold you from your tongue
Every word you fucking spit
That was shat from your lungs
Were all fucking wasted
You told me all this shit
Now I feel so stupid that I wish
You don't exist
Wish fucking granted..
OH.. Shut your face..
It's only just begun
My heart is throbbing as I
Do this just for us
With a smile on my face
What will we ever be
No one will ever see
What will we ever be
When will we ever be the same.
With our bodies, buried, 6 feet.
I will never give up
When will you say enough.
Will we ever be the same?
I wish you don't exist, you took this for granted.
I will never give up today. You're not the same.


9. EPIPHANY

(Instrumental)


10. THE WEIGHT OF REGRET

Do you remember?
The last words you said to me?
Neither do I
This weight is getting hard to carry
The weight of my regrets
Now I let it fall
This weights getting harder to carry
As your body has fallen to the floor
With these hands I will hold you forever
As your screaming and crying for more
I regret everything that I said
My life is no longer the same
With these hands I will hold you forever
With these hands I will hold you forever
I know your in a better place.
The only thing that keeps me going
Is the thought of your face.
I, remember.
What have you done?
Is there something more than this?
Will I ever hear your voice again
I never got to say goodbye
I know your in a better place.
The only thing that keeps me going
Is the thought of your face.
I remember us (you ask if I...)
I remember us
(The only thing that keeps me going is your...)
Forgive me. What have I done?
Darling, We were so young
I remember us
You ask if I remember this
Bitch I remember everything
You just werent meant for me.