1. IN SELF-DEVALUATION

Enter this room of ancient waste
Can you hear the lost souls cry
Soon you will share their fate
Eternally haunting this place

Slowly I bore my nails into your skin
To define the edge of death
Experience the fusion of pain and affection
Rename your existence so far

As I clutch you with my arms of thorns
Sorrow creates a new way of love

Agony, driven to the peak
As I close my door
Hundreds of tormenting thrusts and cuts
Delivering you to my soul

As I clutch you with my arms of thorns
Solace exists in self depreciation

Scream if you feel like screaming
Salvation closed its door before your eyes
Die, if you feel like dying
Your hope has been erased anyway

As I clutch you with my arms of thorns
Solace exists in self depreciation
Sorrow creates a new way of love
Be my bride and let us vow
In blood, in tears, in agony


2. POLLUTION OF THE MIND

By pushing my distorted face against the bars of this cage
I try to eliminate these ramming thoughts haunting my head
Lying in a pool of mud surrounded by dark-brown mist
The burden dwells deep in me,
It seems to pull me into void

Voices sing the hymn of the dead
And dress my fear in apathy
Calling me to emerge from below their flesh
And carry the evil seed

Born into a net of agony, torment of a weakened man
A fate that suffers from a lie, force existence to deny

Brainwashed soul, blood-soaked mind
Brainwashed soul, dead inside

Voices sing the hymn of the dead
And dress my fear in apathy
Calling me to emerge from below their flesh
And carry the evil seed

Overdose of pain, pollution of the mind


3. SOURCE OF SORROW

How can I pacify
The war inside my head
Neither knowing who fights whom
Nor knowing why

What's the seed of the weed
That grew inside my head
Its roots will bore into my thoughts
Until they bleed

My body in heaven my soul in hell
Why is that grief, noone can tell
Searching my memories, searching my mind
Emptiness is all I can find

I want to die
But I don't know why
Something spoiled my soul
Step into light
Cross my sight
Tormenting source of sorrow

Ecstasy of misery
A moth inside my head
Silently it eats my senses
Releasing insanity

Wandering in hope and fear
Towards my farthest depths
With every step the path grows longer
Only death is near

My body in heaven my soul in hell
Why is that grief, noone can tell
Searching my memories, searching my mind
Emptiness is all I can find

I want to die
But I don't know why
Something spoiled my soul
Step into light
Cross my sight
Tormenting source of sorrow

Wandering in hope and fear
Towards my farthest depths
With every step the path grows longer
Only death is near

My body in heaven my soul in hell
Why is that grief, noone can tell
Searching my memories, searching my mind
Emptiness is all I can find

I want to die
But I don't know why
Something spoiled my soul
Step into light
Cross my sight
Tormenting source of sorrow

How can I pacify the war inside my head...?


4. ON THE DAY I DIE

Distant voice of malice engraved in my brain
Whispering the unknown to drive me insane
I look into the mirror and see the bloody rain
Prediction of mayhem, prophecy of pain

I close my eyes at dusk to dream the dream again
Visions of anxiety that will come again
Morbid devastation reflected in my eyes
Wicked, evil silence provoking inner cries

...And when the stars begin to shine
Victory will be mine
On the day I die
The stars begin to shine
Victory is mine
This day I'll die

Rinse the blood of hatred out of my veins
With poison of a lethal spring, bring it to an end
Sharp blade of destruction, today I am your flesh
Vultures of oblivion, today I am your prey

...And when the stars begin to shine
Victory will be mine
On the day I die
The stars begin to shine
Victory is mine
This day I'll die

I can feel the flames
Wake your hate, become...
Reaching for my soul
...one with violence
They're burning from inside
I can feel the fire
Ease your pain become...
Longing for my flesh
...one with violence
To free my vicios side

Rinse the blood of hatred out of my veins
With poison of a lethal spring, bring it to an end
Sharp blade of destruction, today I am your flesh
Vultures of oblivion, today I am your prey

...And now the stars begin to shine
Victory will be mine
On the day I die
The stars begin to shine
Victory is mine
This day I'll die


5. TRUE LOVE

I sit in my room with a knife in my hand
I'm really sick ‘cause I don't understand
Why you love me this way
I told you that I love you but you didn't stay on my side

I'm here in my room and I fucking cry
My wrists are slit open, just a few seconds and I'll die
In the mirror of my soul, a reflection of my inner fears
Alone in the dark, hidden from the outside,
A lake of tears
And you still ain't here
My soul is lost in nowhere

I remember your beautiful, blue eyes
I was so blind but now I realize
That you didn't give a fuck about my life and me
I can't take how you fucking bitch cheat
It makes you deserve death
I hope you choke on your own breath

But don't think you're safe, I'll take you with me
You are so fucking dead as a human can be
Now I put an end to my worthless life
We rot in hell, forever you'll be my wife

Somewhere between flesh and bones
Pulled-out guts and graveyard stones
I drink your guilty blood
Noone can help you, not even god