Illdisposed : To Those Who Walk Behind Us
Lyrics
1. BLOOD ON YOUR PARADE
Baby come on let it rain
Shower me with blood blood from your parade
You know that I will never fall
I can see the truth I'm not seared
Just like a child when you make me feel
Lost of innocence all between the sheets
And now you cry that's why I don't
I'll provide the blood blood for your parade
Massive temptation
Calling - waiting
Power - beholder
Shifting - blood
2. FOR THE RECORD
So will you notice please this statement made in anger
I've traveled many years just for you to turn your head away
Cannot be any clearer this time I end it all
My mind has played the tricks and for you I will no longer crumble
Take care and don't ever let me catch you here again
Just for you to know I'm cutting all what's tied down
I can do this alone should have done it right from the start
And this is not revenge my brain is working again
This is not an ode it's just for the record
I volunteer to never have to see you again - take care
3. JUST COME AND GET ME
I see you coming from behind
with you lack of morals it was expected though
So what if I've done the things you're telling the world
I will not change
Just come and get me
Just come and get me
Intensifies the lullabies you're telling all your kids
About the man whose empathy does not exist
The blackest heart is always that who beats without a will
This summer never bends this man is not for free
Just come and get me
Just come and get me
Just come and get me
No matter who you are
It's not a shame to feel afraid or did you ever feel that way
When all is grey - then don't be late you know they'll close the gate
In certainties we can believe
But believe me we better not
4. SEEKING TRUTH - TELLING LIES
Obscure night telling lies
Catastrophe even money
She's beautiful a guy can see
Catastrophe telling lies
And we are just seeking and we are
A real Satan telling lies
Reality catastrophe
The more we look the more we lie
The more we take she's beautiful
A man in search
The truth unveiled
But hard to handle
Better to pretend
And then it hit me why even bother with this shit
It's not like there's some medal in the end
Why then even pretend
I'm all for not against
And we are just seeking and we are
5. SALE AT THE MISERY FACTORY
I've cleaned out my closet
But to be here and start again it's almost like it'll never end
You see me as a form and not the man I really am
It takes some company but not from you it brings me down
Misery - factory - misery
There's a sale at the misery factory
There's a yard sale in my head but no buyers seem to come my way
When we were young and not abducted
By our lives of misery I acted out but now there's just pain
Pain - pain - pain
Now there's just pain
Pain - pain - pain
Won't go away
It's like a weight of guilt pressing my shoulders
The broken promises the lies
We choose to deal with this in different ways accepted
And now alone I choose to be just let me be
In misery - factory - misery
6. TO THOSE WHO WALK BEHIND ME
I've live inside the wreckage long
And care not for what others think
The scene is set as I walk alone
To all of you this is what you get
The time is right as I scream upon what's mine
No co-existing
My triumph is tonight
To those who walk behind me
Faster now the pace is high as my blood pumps away
Into shadows of grey I will walk as I fear only me
The feeling is mutual you eyes gave you away
No fertile future again I lead the flock
To those who walk behind me
Walk
To those who walk behind me
7. IF ALL THE WORLD...
Slowly
Let me take you down my life
To make you learn about the facts
There's not so many you won't fall
And if you do I'll pick you up
If all the world could see me for who I am
There would be no more panic
If all the world could forgive and just forget
I wouldn't mind to carry on
But you put me down just down
You hate me you dislike all that I am
You pull my arms you stretch my legs
About to break I can not take this any more
Quiet been kept shut way for many years
Depressive thoughts are kept inside
And my old pal the inner fear
Is living better than ever
If all the world could see me for who I am
There would be no more panic
If all the world could forgive and just forget
I wouldn't mind to carry on
But you put me down just down
You hate me you dislike all that I am
You pull my arms you stretch my legs
About to break I can not take this any more
A life well spent would have no clue
But I can feel my every cell
There's someone out there telling tales
About my private Hell
If all the world could see me for who I am
There would be no more panic
If all the world could forgive and just forget
I wouldn't mind to carry on
But you put me down just down
You hate me you dislike all that I am
You pull my arms you stretch my legs
About to break I can not take this any more
8. MY NUMBER IS EXPIRED
Is it thirteen is it number ten
1971 when life had just begun
Is it my brother born in seventy nine
My two-year daughter or the one I left behind
They lie and smile insist
Better place wanted
I can feel your eyes
Burning in my mind
Expire - dead
Running pulling plugging doing
Chastity I promise not
In figure naked sweating bleeding
All forsaken promise nothing Nothing
The ramblings of a madman poison
Words naked sweating nothing
Nothing poison nothing
Is it thirteen is it number ten
1971 when life had just begun
Is it my brother born in seventy nine
My two-year daughter or the one I left behind
They pull you out it's very intimate
To think they even make the time
All is not to be forgotten
All is not to be forgotten
9. JOHNNY
Just let me say this Johnny man
You hold my utter most respect
And in my vision we are brothers
It's you and us against the world
You and us against the world
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Don't be scared now Johnny man
What said is said and I regret
We need to hold this together now
We need need to set this one straight
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Johnny
What is wrong in my life
That I must get drunk every night
Johnny
10. THIS UNSCHEDULED MOMENT
So who look all my passions spontaneity released
I guess I never had this in boredom we believe
The sun is never shining and neither are you
Captivity willingly I long for everything
They round you up for christmas
Then easter takes its toll
You're running through the summer
And suddenly it's cold
That's my year my year of sadness
No time for joy
This unscheduled moment
Please find me please use me
They round you up for christmas
Then easter takes its toll
You're running through the summer
And suddenly it's cold
That's my year
Take it down
I'm feeling down
Slowly
Never feeling joy
They round you up for christmas
Then easter takes its toll
You're running through the summer
Take it down
I'm feeling down
Slowly
Never feeling joy
Run
11. NU GIK DET LIGE SA GODT
Lidt ved siden af er vel en meget god måde
Til at beskrive os og hvad vi var da vi var
Kom altid lidt for sent burde nok havde øvet sig
Men sådan går det jo engang når manden det er mig
Nu gik det lige så godt
Vi gik den samme vej problemet det var mig
Nu gik det lige så godt men alt dit pis og alt dit lort
Kan ikke være din mand Jeg gør det slut
Kom altid lidt for sent det var der grunde til
Men hva' vil du være jeg gider ikke mere
Jeg hader dig - hader dig
Jeg - jeg hader dig - hader dig - hader dig
Nu gik det lige så godt
Vi gik den samme vej problemet det var mig
Nu gik det lige så godt men alt dit pis og alt dit lort
Kan ikke være din mand Jeg gør det slut
Baby come on let it rain
Shower me with blood blood from your parade
You know that I will never fall
I can see the truth I'm not seared
Just like a child when you make me feel
Lost of innocence all between the sheets
And now you cry that's why I don't
I'll provide the blood blood for your parade
Massive temptation
Calling - waiting
Power - beholder
Shifting - blood
2. FOR THE RECORD
So will you notice please this statement made in anger
I've traveled many years just for you to turn your head away
Cannot be any clearer this time I end it all
My mind has played the tricks and for you I will no longer crumble
Take care and don't ever let me catch you here again
Just for you to know I'm cutting all what's tied down
I can do this alone should have done it right from the start
And this is not revenge my brain is working again
This is not an ode it's just for the record
I volunteer to never have to see you again - take care
3. JUST COME AND GET ME
I see you coming from behind
with you lack of morals it was expected though
So what if I've done the things you're telling the world
I will not change
Just come and get me
Just come and get me
Intensifies the lullabies you're telling all your kids
About the man whose empathy does not exist
The blackest heart is always that who beats without a will
This summer never bends this man is not for free
Just come and get me
Just come and get me
Just come and get me
No matter who you are
It's not a shame to feel afraid or did you ever feel that way
When all is grey - then don't be late you know they'll close the gate
In certainties we can believe
But believe me we better not
4. SEEKING TRUTH - TELLING LIES
Obscure night telling lies
Catastrophe even money
She's beautiful a guy can see
Catastrophe telling lies
And we are just seeking and we are
A real Satan telling lies
Reality catastrophe
The more we look the more we lie
The more we take she's beautiful
A man in search
The truth unveiled
But hard to handle
Better to pretend
And then it hit me why even bother with this shit
It's not like there's some medal in the end
Why then even pretend
I'm all for not against
And we are just seeking and we are
5. SALE AT THE MISERY FACTORY
I've cleaned out my closet
But to be here and start again it's almost like it'll never end
You see me as a form and not the man I really am
It takes some company but not from you it brings me down
Misery - factory - misery
There's a sale at the misery factory
There's a yard sale in my head but no buyers seem to come my way
When we were young and not abducted
By our lives of misery I acted out but now there's just pain
Pain - pain - pain
Now there's just pain
Pain - pain - pain
Won't go away
It's like a weight of guilt pressing my shoulders
The broken promises the lies
We choose to deal with this in different ways accepted
And now alone I choose to be just let me be
In misery - factory - misery
6. TO THOSE WHO WALK BEHIND ME
I've live inside the wreckage long
And care not for what others think
The scene is set as I walk alone
To all of you this is what you get
The time is right as I scream upon what's mine
No co-existing
My triumph is tonight
To those who walk behind me
Faster now the pace is high as my blood pumps away
Into shadows of grey I will walk as I fear only me
The feeling is mutual you eyes gave you away
No fertile future again I lead the flock
To those who walk behind me
Walk
To those who walk behind me
7. IF ALL THE WORLD...
Slowly
Let me take you down my life
To make you learn about the facts
There's not so many you won't fall
And if you do I'll pick you up
If all the world could see me for who I am
There would be no more panic
If all the world could forgive and just forget
I wouldn't mind to carry on
But you put me down just down
You hate me you dislike all that I am
You pull my arms you stretch my legs
About to break I can not take this any more
Quiet been kept shut way for many years
Depressive thoughts are kept inside
And my old pal the inner fear
Is living better than ever
If all the world could see me for who I am
There would be no more panic
If all the world could forgive and just forget
I wouldn't mind to carry on
But you put me down just down
You hate me you dislike all that I am
You pull my arms you stretch my legs
About to break I can not take this any more
A life well spent would have no clue
But I can feel my every cell
There's someone out there telling tales
About my private Hell
If all the world could see me for who I am
There would be no more panic
If all the world could forgive and just forget
I wouldn't mind to carry on
But you put me down just down
You hate me you dislike all that I am
You pull my arms you stretch my legs
About to break I can not take this any more
8. MY NUMBER IS EXPIRED
Is it thirteen is it number ten
1971 when life had just begun
Is it my brother born in seventy nine
My two-year daughter or the one I left behind
They lie and smile insist
Better place wanted
I can feel your eyes
Burning in my mind
Expire - dead
Running pulling plugging doing
Chastity I promise not
In figure naked sweating bleeding
All forsaken promise nothing Nothing
The ramblings of a madman poison
Words naked sweating nothing
Nothing poison nothing
Is it thirteen is it number ten
1971 when life had just begun
Is it my brother born in seventy nine
My two-year daughter or the one I left behind
They pull you out it's very intimate
To think they even make the time
All is not to be forgotten
All is not to be forgotten
9. JOHNNY
Just let me say this Johnny man
You hold my utter most respect
And in my vision we are brothers
It's you and us against the world
You and us against the world
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Don't be scared now Johnny man
What said is said and I regret
We need to hold this together now
We need need to set this one straight
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Johnny we're sorry won't you come on home now
We miss you won't you come on
Johnny
What is wrong in my life
That I must get drunk every night
Johnny
10. THIS UNSCHEDULED MOMENT
So who look all my passions spontaneity released
I guess I never had this in boredom we believe
The sun is never shining and neither are you
Captivity willingly I long for everything
They round you up for christmas
Then easter takes its toll
You're running through the summer
And suddenly it's cold
That's my year my year of sadness
No time for joy
This unscheduled moment
Please find me please use me
They round you up for christmas
Then easter takes its toll
You're running through the summer
And suddenly it's cold
That's my year
Take it down
I'm feeling down
Slowly
Never feeling joy
They round you up for christmas
Then easter takes its toll
You're running through the summer
Take it down
I'm feeling down
Slowly
Never feeling joy
Run
11. NU GIK DET LIGE SA GODT
Lidt ved siden af er vel en meget god måde
Til at beskrive os og hvad vi var da vi var
Kom altid lidt for sent burde nok havde øvet sig
Men sådan går det jo engang når manden det er mig
Nu gik det lige så godt
Vi gik den samme vej problemet det var mig
Nu gik det lige så godt men alt dit pis og alt dit lort
Kan ikke være din mand Jeg gør det slut
Kom altid lidt for sent det var der grunde til
Men hva' vil du være jeg gider ikke mere
Jeg hader dig - hader dig
Jeg - jeg hader dig - hader dig - hader dig
Nu gik det lige så godt
Vi gik den samme vej problemet det var mig
Nu gik det lige så godt men alt dit pis og alt dit lort
Kan ikke være din mand Jeg gør det slut
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