1. ETERNAL SUFFERING

Loath, I loathe the day, the day you came home
I Feel, such sympathy, for no one
Back in those times, feelings grew free
Now gone, as with yesterday, the empathy that was me

The tides are changing, death encompassing

How was I to know, it would never grow
Regrets don’t elude me
She...

Somber eyes, can’t deny, the pleasure of my alibi
Seeking the one like you, but there’s no one
Please wait for me, all I can request
Who the fuck am I kidding, there’s no hope for this jest

The tides are returning, drowning perversely

In the dark shadows, her jet black hair
Am I dying?
They are...

I live for suffering, is there more?

The lust burning inside of me, this is perverse suffering
The voice, demon, piercing the agony in me

Why must my insides rot? Death from inside out
Placing the blame on you, but I still have my doubts
There must be relief for this, lovelorn melancholy
I promise I’ll think of you, as I enter the sea


2. BECOMING GOD

Someone tell me, what I’m doing
Cold and bloody, shade of dead
Waking up, without a memory
A cold floor, in a dark room
Something’s bleeding, God is it me?
Cold and stained, like twisted paint
Turn my eyes to what’s next to me
Familiar form, blurry sight

Feels soft like skin, cold like concrete
Blue like death and sickly pale
As I focus, it comes clearer
Ripped and raped, some unknown girl

Get the fuck up, run for your life
Got to find out, what happened last night

Got to find out
What’s inside me
Did I do this?
Who am I?

Terrified and running faster
Don’t know where the fuck I am
Serenity in my terror
Time to think and sort shit out
As I run, it comes back to me
All the times I’ve blocked it out
Two are one, now minds together
No more shall I hide myself

I have found myself within me
Can’t deny what I have done
Learn to embrace love of violence
Realize now I am God

With this newfound freedom in me
Weight has lifted, pacify
Taking life is how I’m living
Through each day, intensify
Population, only cattle
Stupid beasts are born to die
Cannibalize, rape and killing
Consume flesh that feeds off life

Feels soft like skin, cold like concrete
Blue like death and sickly pale
As I focus, it comes clearer
Ripped and raped, some unknown girl

Becoming God
Unknowing God
A sleeping God
A vengeful God


3. WITHOUT FEAR (DEMO)

It is time to rise, take me from my bed
Why do I believe your lies
Relinquish your command, harbinger of devastation
Submit to me, or suffer, endlessly

Thorns do not deviate
The direction is clear
Decidedly unknowing
You follow without fear

I suffer for your pain
This is a lost cause
You won’t break free
Your mind is theirs

It is time to end, this, sickly gestation
You’re breeding emptiness in my heart
Left with colloquial depredation
You of unending fallacy

In the moonlight, she draws near
Showing me that I have no one to fear
Forcing me down, head beneath the crown
I am nothing, I am nothing

It’s of no consequence you’re a product of this world
But let me say, you will rot too
I don’t wish this in lieu of you

Thorns do not deviate
The direction is clear
Decidedly unknowing
You follow without fear

I suffer for your pain
This is a lost cause
You won’t break free
I’m lost, just as you are


4. OF SERAPH AND SNAKE (DEMO)

Burning through the soul, it comes in shapes unknown
Sinister delights, evil incarnated
A truth gone untold, for countless centuries
Mankind's true visage, one of seraph and snake
Stealing through the black, preparing for its strike
Pure faith's nemesis, subversive and benign
The masses collide, surging through flesh and death
Accept your nature; spawn of seraph and snake

Place me in my six foot grave
Bless me with your grace
Erase my purity
And blind me endlessly
Place me in my six foot grave
Pile earth upon my face
Mourning visibly
Pleasured internally

Save, save your life
Save your soul
Mine is yours
To drown
Hear us go
A destination, Unknown

Stay away, this carnal incarnation
Break away, the unbalanced mind control
Justify, your evil suffocation
Sanctify
You cant change me, this is the way
Demonstrate, unholy brutal decay
Save my soul, leave my life in its wake

Of Seraph and Snake

I'm bleeding, I'm needing

Running through the dark
You claim to be the light
Dilapidated life
Unholy war
Parasite eating me
Patriarch of insanity
Mindless minion, dead to the real world
Submit yourself, succumb to the fiendish lure

Parasite eating me
Patriarch of insanity
Spiritual bankruptcy
Mind instability
It's true, what I say to you
But you cant deny
Their synthesis of human minds
Truly vain... of seraph and snake