I Despise : The Authentic of Pain

Death Metal / Germany
(2003 - Self-Released)
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Lyrics

1. BEHIND EYES

Here we go!
You fill the lines with an insane moral
This bitter poetry of smashed dreams
Another song for you a song about me
Bite the lips, taste the red
The crossways drives mad
The worm inside is growing
In bad luck this determination
Life is holy like a whore in this frustration!
Deep down in the dirt where nightmares grow and live
Six feet down it comes to you what is left from this?
What is left from this?
It's a lesson in joy and pain?
Is it about love and hate?
It is from birth to fucking death?
We carry our mask and don't let take a look behind
Don't take a look behind!
From birth to fucking death why do we try to hide?
Some might not working round put yourself aside fuck!
You look at me and smile fuck off you bitch and die!
You look at me and smile use my weakness for your gossip Fuck off you bitch and die!
You've taken a look behind my eyes.
And then I show you what's behind these eyes!


2. DEMONS CONLICT

Demons Conflict
So fucked up only peaces what why?
Her eyes this beauty it's blinding
No way to explain this fucking situation!
Feeling awkward tiny points, lead one thing to another Blackened thoughts behind bloodshot swollen eyes No link? D-train circle
Am I stoned?
This is a beating down euphoric depression!
A talked smile shows off that lie
Another drink another try
To kiss what's holy goodbye!
Who or what
Something is leading; it has no meaning crashed by myself
I am my own parasite
I destroy mine
Went to another
I am divided
There's no left or right
There's no fucking wrong or right
There are demons on both sides
Can't combine these demons these evil twins
I live trough them they're killing me
These roots have grown too deep
A negative outlook keeps remaining
For myself I think, I know, I feel what I get is real
You don't you loose You don't you loose
You don't! You loose! No excuse for this (our) violence; You should know that you destroy your luck
You have destroy it have destroy it destroy this luck


3. CHAMBER DREAMS

A feeling in the in the belly, so sore you never felt Sinking to the knees vomit your past and wind out
The future in the hand the pulse runs a-way from you
The chamber takes you in it takes revenge on this abuse
A media created trend
Take your life; take your own life in hand
Anticipated end We all knew you die, pump in hand
Pump in hand!
Lost without love behind the station control
This game is much to fast
And you're going to loose your mind
The voices in the hand head pull the strings human being Jump off a building, bridge or in front of a train
And what if you give yourself a headshot?
To this song - who's to blame?
Who's to blame? Ask society! Give me the frame!


4. DISBUILD

A plan to create slaves
To feed the hungry mouths
Growing addicted generations
With no chance to turn
Our children are left in the darkness
Without a chance to turn
The way of living
Calculation without education
Our children in the dark
In fear no hope
Living hand to mouth acquiring fall behind
The upper ten divides
They earn our hate!
Our children in the darkness without a chance to turn
To many walls less bridges
States left to burn
Never, never was anything given it only takes
Nothing, nothing only an invisible fist in our pockets Never, never we'll have a word we'll never get a vote
The children in the darkness without a chance to turn
To many walls less bridges
States are left to burn


5. GRACE

Grace Reign reaches the climax
Tear of agony in fields of roses.
What's this thing?
An overdose of our emotions
Bow down a line
Fears are nothing
Everyone gets what he deserves
Trapped in circles still searching for something new
Feel treaded like a fucking dog who is kicking?
Two corners are inside looser and winner fused as one There's a war there's war
Who will it become
I inhale take another trip another fuck up another hit
Hope stands in this reality
Hope stands in this reality
Confusion perplexity despair
What drives me to despair is it what you have left
Or is it still there
She's fucking here


6. BLACK CASE

(Instrumental)


7. ON THE THRONE

On the Thorne
Take a look around and see
Who's at fault the few who thing
They have the command
We have to resist boycott revolt to bring us to one level Where's the strength? The power? Is it cash?
Are we their ants their bees?
Refuse the system resist the law
We don't give up we well rise again
One feet in front of the other
We clime that mountain with the peoples power
To reclaim back what's ours
We sit on the throne again
Through boycotts and revolts we reach our goals
No money no consumes
No taxes who has the power?
We don't wanna up we will rise again
One feet in front of the other
We clime that mountain with the peoples power
To reclaim back what's ours
We sit on the throne (again)


8. LET ME BLEED

(Instrumental)

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