Heonia : Winsome Scar
Lyrics
1. THE CHASE
In this wild forest, indecision will end
Deliverance will come in one way or another
I'll miss you
I will love you
Alone
I have to flee from you
To withdraw from the world
You scarred every piece of my corpse, my mind
My body wants to backtrack
I will have to live by myself, myself
I trust you, I'm too useless to succeed
I belong to you
Scared
Weak
You can't escape
Strong
Fierce
Doubts in my feelings serve his strength
Just one outcome: Hidden life or clinical death
I feel you behind me, laughing at this little haunting party
I don't want to leave you
I can remember the origin of every scar
My legs go faster and faster
Try to understand, I won't hurt you anymore
I need you to bear life
To caress your hair, to kiss your neck
You know the truth
All is your fault
Trees bring me serenity, help me calm down
Accept me
Protect me
Surround me
Encourage me
Please let me be
Don't come closer
I can't stand up to you
The chase resumes
I'm breathless
You abused of your strength
I feel you behind me, laughing at this little haunting party
I don't want to leave you
I can remember the origin of every scar
I have to flee from you
To withdraw from the world
You scarred every piece of my corpse, my mind
My body wants to backtrack
I will have to live by myself, myself
I trust you, I'm too useless to succeed
2. REQUIEM FOR THE NIGHT
When the sun goes, join the darkness
When the moon lights us with his kindly warmth
Life takes hold of me again
And I awake leaving this dreadful day
So I want to dance with the shadows
I let the darkness invade me
Some notes disappear
On the immenseness of the world
And come to knock against my spirit
I love her like you love life
Love her like a woman
Beside whom nothing
Can reach you
I love her
I see her smiling at me
Hear her, who murmurs dreamy words
I touch and taste her calmness and plenitude
Smell and let her invade me
I can live at last again
To leave the world and his routine
Nothing more can reach me
Night makes me lose all my senses
I see her smiling at me
Hear her, who murmurs dreamy words
I touch and taste her calmness and plenitude
Smell and let her invade me
I can live at last again
To leave the world and his routine
Nothing more can reach me
Night makes me lose all my senses
She was the witness of my pains
So much I've contemplated her beauty
Let her take me away forever
Let her take me out of days and blinding light
I can live at last again
To leave the world and his routine
Nothing more can reach me
Night makes me lose all my senses
3. DESIRE
Your desire is nothing for me
My desire
You're the sin of my life
Let the building of the wall
Carry on between us
I don't want to love you
Always the same vision in the night
When my nightmares awaken me
You are here waiting
Eyes closed
I feel your aura
Invading the room
My soul is weak
You know my heart will give up
You are just waiting here
Confidence in your eyes, confidence in your eyes
But your desire is nothing for me
My desire
You're the sin of my life
Let the building of the wall
Carry on between us
I don't want to love you
Another night is coming
I know you will be there soon
I need your presence here with me
The first thing I see
Is the blood on your lips
You are everywhere around me
Smelling me, caressing me
But my will is strong
It's the beginning of the fight
It's the end of the battle
I haven't won
You were aware of that
I can't hate you
Nor disdain you
Your desire is mine
Please hold me in your arms
Hold me in your arms
4. FEARS
I often close my eyes
But I never reach the same place
A quiet place, too quiet
A dark and disturbing place
Where my eyes are blind
My fears rise again
Open your eyes
And live in this world
Where you find your symphony
Close your eyes
And fall with me
Into the depth of your soul
Why am I lost here?
In the place of nowhere
Is my spirit punishing me?
Lost between two worlds
Searching for nothing
Hoping no chance
In this world
My spirit is alive
My soul breathes
My eyes see
In my hell
I can only hear
The silence of the absence
The absence of breath
A breath without life
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It's my mind
I find no exit
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It seems like my past
Rests in peace
It is a soil of sins
It is a soil of desolation
No hope, no future
Even the past is uncertain
Here the fate has no place
Open my eyes
No trace of harmony
No place for poetry
My past is in front of me
A past of decadence
A past of absence
The absence of any presence
In this world
My spirit is alive
My soul breathes
My eyes see
In my hell
I can only hear
The silence of the absence
The absence of breath
A breath without life
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It's my mind
I find no exit
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It seems like my past
Rests in peace
In this world
My spirit is alive
My soul breathes
My eyes see
In my hell
I can only hear
The silence of the absence
The absence of breath
A breath without life
5. A WORLD IS COLLAPSING
I wonder about these empty streets
Empty of sense and life
I wonder about this life
Drowning in my madness
Murderous and destroying fury
I'm deep into the cavity
A world who hasn't anymore
The time to love
The time to live
The moon is changing face
The world doesn't turn anymore
I cry silently in this icy night...
...But nobody wants to hear me
Your image in my spirit
Your voice in my soul
A last remembrance
Before a last breath
Your voice in my soul
We are alone, we sleep alone
We dream and dance all alone
We sail, shadow amidst shadows
Lost souls amid ghosts
All hope is vain
Your world collapses under our feet
Forsaken by all and by myself
I jump, flying away to the sky
The moon is changing face
The world doesn't turn anymore
I cry silently in this icy night...
...But nobody wants to hear me
Your image in my spirit
Your voice in my soul
A last remembrance
Before a last breath
Your voice in my soul
6. BROKEN TOYS
Broken toys in this deserted room
Reflection of my vanished innocence
Little voice of my past
You triggered my explosion
I was a little thing, full of hope
Fragile as my porcelain dolls
You destroyed them with all your anger
I fell in the obscurity, never went back
We are the same character
In the ironic story of life
Trying intensely to fight each other
Slave of one another
I'm back on the battlefield
Dad and mum are here
Showing how much they love you
I've seen your smile of victory
Marveling at your faultlessness
I read only perfidy in your eyes
Sisters for eternity
You stole my identity
All my life I dreamed of uniqueness
I've hated you to be stronger than me
I've hated you to be like me
To be like me
Sisters for eternity
You stole my identity
I'm back on the battlefield
Dad and mum are here
You have no mercy
7. THE AWAKENING
(Instrumental)
8. DESPAIR
My life was boring
But it will finish soon
I feel my blood escaping from my veins
No regret, she's coming for me
No return, I've already had my chance
Hope for a new world, a renewal of myself
Frozen wind whisper inside myself
He says: “Come with me through the river”
Shadows invade me
Shadows attract me
Despair is calling me
Darkness brings night and death
Despair is inside me
Wilderness is the image of my life
I'm now dead, what kind of way may I choose?
You have no right to choose
Who's speaking? What am I hearing?
I want to decide my destiny
I am dead, let me enter your kingdom
It wasn't your turn, relive as a ghost
Where am I? What is this room?
Am I finally in this new world?
I opened my eyes and saw my body
It was lying on the bloody floor
Facing my death, I realized that the voice told me the truth
Lost on earth, I am condemned to cry over my loneliness
Despair is calling me
Darkness brings night and death
Despair is inside me
Wilderness is the image of my life
9. MIRROR OF LIFE
Alone in this white room
The cold is taking hold of me
Some voices are drifting to me
But I see no faces
I'm alone
And nobody around me
I'm alone
Like I've always been
What is this voice?
Is my spirit talking to me?
Is my soul examining me?
I must awake
My eyes are open
And my senses are wide awake
But I can't move and extricate myself
My image is reflected by this mirror
I'm like I've never been
Like I've always wanted to be
With the life I've always dreamed of
Beautiful like the moon
Dark like the night
Gloomy mirror of my spirit
Reflecting what I've always desired to be
Won't you let me live this life
And let my past be forgotten?
Angel lost in the night
Am I dreaming?
Accept who you are
Will I awake
And love around you
And live again this past
Or stay forever in oblivion
That I've always wanted to run away
Is this reflection really mine?
This can't be me
It isn't my life
I've fallen, blood has run
Mirror radiating my desires
Show me what I must do
To be free
And live at last in peace
Angel lost in the night
Am I dreaming?
Accept who you are
Will I awake
And love around you
I've fallen
Or stay forever in oblivion
Blood has run
10. TO DIE IN SILENCE
We consider ourselves the masters of this world
We tamed him, cultivated and exploited
Mother earth gave us everything
We offer her agony
Flames on my trees
Roads on my skin
My rivers are bleeding
My life is escaping
We ask her today
To forgive us
But she has no strength
She has no strength
We ask her today
To forgive us
Her breath doesn't reach us anymore
We arose from her breast
She brought us up
As a mother to her child
She gave us everything
Guardian of the forests went away
And we choke more and more
The earth is not immortal
And men close their eyes
They get lost themselves
Their good intentions will not suffice
Fairies, elves and spirits ran away
The creatures of forests left
We kill those who stay
Feel sorry for us
Sorry for us
We want to live in a paradise
And we recreate hell
Our life counts but
Others is of no import
The earth is not immortal
And men close their eyes
They get lost themselves
Their good intentions will not suffice
Fairies, elves and spirits ran away
The creatures of forests left
We kill those who stay
Feel sorry for us
Cause we saw everything coming
And made no movement, no movement
11. LONELINESS
Leaves of trees are fiyng away
Mist is falling
The sun is escaping
Moon is joining us and men are dying
Alone, I'm alone
Loneliness, dreadful feeling
A world of absence
Nature of silence
Wind who doesn't blow anymore
No more children are playing
No more babies are being born
Love exists no more
Even wars are stopping
Universe is stopping his insanity
Run against time
There's nobody on the streets
No more words are pronounced
Grey and silence
Penumbra and absence
Alone, I'm alone
In this wild forest, indecision will end
Deliverance will come in one way or another
I'll miss you
I will love you
Alone
I have to flee from you
To withdraw from the world
You scarred every piece of my corpse, my mind
My body wants to backtrack
I will have to live by myself, myself
I trust you, I'm too useless to succeed
I belong to you
Scared
Weak
You can't escape
Strong
Fierce
Doubts in my feelings serve his strength
Just one outcome: Hidden life or clinical death
I feel you behind me, laughing at this little haunting party
I don't want to leave you
I can remember the origin of every scar
My legs go faster and faster
Try to understand, I won't hurt you anymore
I need you to bear life
To caress your hair, to kiss your neck
You know the truth
All is your fault
Trees bring me serenity, help me calm down
Accept me
Protect me
Surround me
Encourage me
Please let me be
Don't come closer
I can't stand up to you
The chase resumes
I'm breathless
You abused of your strength
I feel you behind me, laughing at this little haunting party
I don't want to leave you
I can remember the origin of every scar
I have to flee from you
To withdraw from the world
You scarred every piece of my corpse, my mind
My body wants to backtrack
I will have to live by myself, myself
I trust you, I'm too useless to succeed
2. REQUIEM FOR THE NIGHT
When the sun goes, join the darkness
When the moon lights us with his kindly warmth
Life takes hold of me again
And I awake leaving this dreadful day
So I want to dance with the shadows
I let the darkness invade me
Some notes disappear
On the immenseness of the world
And come to knock against my spirit
I love her like you love life
Love her like a woman
Beside whom nothing
Can reach you
I love her
I see her smiling at me
Hear her, who murmurs dreamy words
I touch and taste her calmness and plenitude
Smell and let her invade me
I can live at last again
To leave the world and his routine
Nothing more can reach me
Night makes me lose all my senses
I see her smiling at me
Hear her, who murmurs dreamy words
I touch and taste her calmness and plenitude
Smell and let her invade me
I can live at last again
To leave the world and his routine
Nothing more can reach me
Night makes me lose all my senses
She was the witness of my pains
So much I've contemplated her beauty
Let her take me away forever
Let her take me out of days and blinding light
I can live at last again
To leave the world and his routine
Nothing more can reach me
Night makes me lose all my senses
3. DESIRE
Your desire is nothing for me
My desire
You're the sin of my life
Let the building of the wall
Carry on between us
I don't want to love you
Always the same vision in the night
When my nightmares awaken me
You are here waiting
Eyes closed
I feel your aura
Invading the room
My soul is weak
You know my heart will give up
You are just waiting here
Confidence in your eyes, confidence in your eyes
But your desire is nothing for me
My desire
You're the sin of my life
Let the building of the wall
Carry on between us
I don't want to love you
Another night is coming
I know you will be there soon
I need your presence here with me
The first thing I see
Is the blood on your lips
You are everywhere around me
Smelling me, caressing me
But my will is strong
It's the beginning of the fight
It's the end of the battle
I haven't won
You were aware of that
I can't hate you
Nor disdain you
Your desire is mine
Please hold me in your arms
Hold me in your arms
4. FEARS
I often close my eyes
But I never reach the same place
A quiet place, too quiet
A dark and disturbing place
Where my eyes are blind
My fears rise again
Open your eyes
And live in this world
Where you find your symphony
Close your eyes
And fall with me
Into the depth of your soul
Why am I lost here?
In the place of nowhere
Is my spirit punishing me?
Lost between two worlds
Searching for nothing
Hoping no chance
In this world
My spirit is alive
My soul breathes
My eyes see
In my hell
I can only hear
The silence of the absence
The absence of breath
A breath without life
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It's my mind
I find no exit
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It seems like my past
Rests in peace
It is a soil of sins
It is a soil of desolation
No hope, no future
Even the past is uncertain
Here the fate has no place
Open my eyes
No trace of harmony
No place for poetry
My past is in front of me
A past of decadence
A past of absence
The absence of any presence
In this world
My spirit is alive
My soul breathes
My eyes see
In my hell
I can only hear
The silence of the absence
The absence of breath
A breath without life
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It's my mind
I find no exit
My heart is lost
And I can but cry
Two worlds at war
It seems like my past
Rests in peace
In this world
My spirit is alive
My soul breathes
My eyes see
In my hell
I can only hear
The silence of the absence
The absence of breath
A breath without life
5. A WORLD IS COLLAPSING
I wonder about these empty streets
Empty of sense and life
I wonder about this life
Drowning in my madness
Murderous and destroying fury
I'm deep into the cavity
A world who hasn't anymore
The time to love
The time to live
The moon is changing face
The world doesn't turn anymore
I cry silently in this icy night...
...But nobody wants to hear me
Your image in my spirit
Your voice in my soul
A last remembrance
Before a last breath
Your voice in my soul
We are alone, we sleep alone
We dream and dance all alone
We sail, shadow amidst shadows
Lost souls amid ghosts
All hope is vain
Your world collapses under our feet
Forsaken by all and by myself
I jump, flying away to the sky
The moon is changing face
The world doesn't turn anymore
I cry silently in this icy night...
...But nobody wants to hear me
Your image in my spirit
Your voice in my soul
A last remembrance
Before a last breath
Your voice in my soul
6. BROKEN TOYS
Broken toys in this deserted room
Reflection of my vanished innocence
Little voice of my past
You triggered my explosion
I was a little thing, full of hope
Fragile as my porcelain dolls
You destroyed them with all your anger
I fell in the obscurity, never went back
We are the same character
In the ironic story of life
Trying intensely to fight each other
Slave of one another
I'm back on the battlefield
Dad and mum are here
Showing how much they love you
I've seen your smile of victory
Marveling at your faultlessness
I read only perfidy in your eyes
Sisters for eternity
You stole my identity
All my life I dreamed of uniqueness
I've hated you to be stronger than me
I've hated you to be like me
To be like me
Sisters for eternity
You stole my identity
I'm back on the battlefield
Dad and mum are here
You have no mercy
7. THE AWAKENING
(Instrumental)
8. DESPAIR
My life was boring
But it will finish soon
I feel my blood escaping from my veins
No regret, she's coming for me
No return, I've already had my chance
Hope for a new world, a renewal of myself
Frozen wind whisper inside myself
He says: “Come with me through the river”
Shadows invade me
Shadows attract me
Despair is calling me
Darkness brings night and death
Despair is inside me
Wilderness is the image of my life
I'm now dead, what kind of way may I choose?
You have no right to choose
Who's speaking? What am I hearing?
I want to decide my destiny
I am dead, let me enter your kingdom
It wasn't your turn, relive as a ghost
Where am I? What is this room?
Am I finally in this new world?
I opened my eyes and saw my body
It was lying on the bloody floor
Facing my death, I realized that the voice told me the truth
Lost on earth, I am condemned to cry over my loneliness
Despair is calling me
Darkness brings night and death
Despair is inside me
Wilderness is the image of my life
9. MIRROR OF LIFE
Alone in this white room
The cold is taking hold of me
Some voices are drifting to me
But I see no faces
I'm alone
And nobody around me
I'm alone
Like I've always been
What is this voice?
Is my spirit talking to me?
Is my soul examining me?
I must awake
My eyes are open
And my senses are wide awake
But I can't move and extricate myself
My image is reflected by this mirror
I'm like I've never been
Like I've always wanted to be
With the life I've always dreamed of
Beautiful like the moon
Dark like the night
Gloomy mirror of my spirit
Reflecting what I've always desired to be
Won't you let me live this life
And let my past be forgotten?
Angel lost in the night
Am I dreaming?
Accept who you are
Will I awake
And love around you
And live again this past
Or stay forever in oblivion
That I've always wanted to run away
Is this reflection really mine?
This can't be me
It isn't my life
I've fallen, blood has run
Mirror radiating my desires
Show me what I must do
To be free
And live at last in peace
Angel lost in the night
Am I dreaming?
Accept who you are
Will I awake
And love around you
I've fallen
Or stay forever in oblivion
Blood has run
10. TO DIE IN SILENCE
We consider ourselves the masters of this world
We tamed him, cultivated and exploited
Mother earth gave us everything
We offer her agony
Flames on my trees
Roads on my skin
My rivers are bleeding
My life is escaping
We ask her today
To forgive us
But she has no strength
She has no strength
We ask her today
To forgive us
Her breath doesn't reach us anymore
We arose from her breast
She brought us up
As a mother to her child
She gave us everything
Guardian of the forests went away
And we choke more and more
The earth is not immortal
And men close their eyes
They get lost themselves
Their good intentions will not suffice
Fairies, elves and spirits ran away
The creatures of forests left
We kill those who stay
Feel sorry for us
Sorry for us
We want to live in a paradise
And we recreate hell
Our life counts but
Others is of no import
The earth is not immortal
And men close their eyes
They get lost themselves
Their good intentions will not suffice
Fairies, elves and spirits ran away
The creatures of forests left
We kill those who stay
Feel sorry for us
Cause we saw everything coming
And made no movement, no movement
11. LONELINESS
Leaves of trees are fiyng away
Mist is falling
The sun is escaping
Moon is joining us and men are dying
Alone, I'm alone
Loneliness, dreadful feeling
A world of absence
Nature of silence
Wind who doesn't blow anymore
No more children are playing
No more babies are being born
Love exists no more
Even wars are stopping
Universe is stopping his insanity
Run against time
There's nobody on the streets
No more words are pronounced
Grey and silence
Penumbra and absence
Alone, I'm alone
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