1. INTRO

Instrumental


2. STARING THROUGH NEW EYES

Here`s none so sure as future
'Cause it`s a mistery
Someone who made no fault
Has misdirected me

I`ve obeyed my flesh
And not my soul
Emptiness in my head
Must stop it grow

Staring through new eyes
The past was full of lies
Staring through new eyes
A skull disguised

Sworn enemies in shizophrenia
A heart and a brain
Who`ll win this fucked up fight?
It is so insane!

A neverending story
If life replaces death
I won`t continue following
And stop my growing breath

Now is this the truth or just one more lie
Or am I damned to search for me and for I?

You took my voice
It was my choice

Emotions were so sick
The guts so cold and warm
Somwhere I did belong
I have never felt strong

Time was wasted
Blood is tasted

I can`t control myself anymore
Manipulation controls my core
Are we pawns with many kings?
When are we going to spread our wings?

No more tears
No more love
How can we face the end with disgust?

It is insane!!!


3. STRANGE

Down in the abyss
If my soul
It was hidden for so long

A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange fucked up feeling
Known so well

I found out that I hate this life in anger
I found out that I love this life in war

This life in anger is what I love
This life in war is what I hate

Can`t you understand my fear of the future
Can`t you understand this absurd despair

This is what corrodes my insides
This is what destroys my fuckin` mind
Can`t escape of these two sides
Soon they`ll fuckin`make me blind

You`ve been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don`t bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine

Down in the abyss
Of my soul
It was hidden for so long

A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange fucked up feeling
Known so well
This is hell !!!

Raped, no story to tell
Strange but known so well
Forgotten but always here
Reality, you are my fear

You`ve been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don`t bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine


4. SCARS

Demotivated in life
Bound in chains
Covered with sores
A scar remains

Timeless creation
Not only flesh and bone
There`s nothing left
Nothing to understand

Day by day we`re getting older
Day by day life feels colder
Down and down
Again and again
Rising high through wounds and stains
The cuts are deep
Not in my skin
The string of hope`s becoming thin

Fuck this life
After death
Never ever
Rest in peace

Crawling in the fucking dark
Never healed of this disease

No more tears i want to waste
I won`t spend grief on this disgrace
The war is over- it never ends
What I will leave is my stench
Only the scars will remain
They`ll remind me not to fail


5. PLEASUR TO HATE

No peace in this life
I can`t live this hate
It´s driving me insane
Can´t live without it
No peace of mind
No peace without pain

Something in me died
I feel so rotten
I have failed to love
These eyes cry blood
No peace of mind
Flesh is weak
No peace in this life
Sweet pleasure to hate

Every night I bath
In seas of blood
In my dreams the light
Slowly turns away

Can it be healed
Is there a place to free me
Waiting too long is my disease

The screams in my mind
Are always getting louder
Insanity not far away

Feelings of suicide
I won`t let you rise
My own desicions
There won`t be a dice
Feelings so sick
Can I escape
Pleasure to hate
Pleasure to fail


6. EMPTINESS

Slowly it grows
Alifetime forgotten
Hate and despair
Caused by the past

So many things to change
But I feel weak
So many things forgotten
The wounds so deep

Wasted time now wasted tears
Hid the scars through all the years
Hidden despair and hidden lies
What can free me from my mind
My fucked mind

Blood is tripping
Out of my veins
I can`t stand the hate and pain

Can`t sleep
Can`t wake up


7. ALONE WITH THE SUN

Can`t you see the beauty in disguise?
And can`t you see the darkness in the light?
Everything is fine even if nothing`s allright
Is there really no way in sight? No!

Cover me
I am not in danger
Leave me be
With you I can be free

I`m alone,alone with the sun
And I am scum, but I am not numb
I`m alone,alone with the sun
No space to run...one with the sun

Do we really need peace of mind
For the way of our lives?
No!

Hurt me
Will I ever fall
Disgust me
I love it all

Do we really need peace of mind
For the ways of our lives
In the end it might will be
Only wars can make us free

Son of the sun
One with the sun