1. DOWN THE DRAIN

I've been abandon
Shoot and left for dead
Your words are bullets in my head
I'm broken been broken down and ignored
I've been urning to feel something

Something more than the emptiness in my chest
More than the pain in my head
You need something more than what I had to offer

Everything has changed nothing stays the same
All I had to live for has fallen down the drain
All I had to live for has fallen down the drain

Following you down a dead end path
Forever haunted by the memories
A waste of life I can never get back
You were the queen of my darkest days

I tried to love now I learn to suffer all alone
Distrust and hatred are the only things i've ever known

Everything has changed nothing stays the same
All I had to live for has fallen down the drain
All I had to live for has fallen down the drain

Never a chance to forgive
This is the life you choose to live

Never ending visions of you
Infecting my mind and crippling my will
The futures grim my conscions is ill
My heart is weak hollowed out and bleak

Everything has changed nothing stays the same
All I had to live for has fallen down the drain
All I had to live for has fallen down the drain

I suffer all alone

Following you down a dead end path
Forever haunted by the memories
A waste of life I can never get back
You were the queen of my darkest days

I tried to love now I learn to suffer all alone
Distrust and hatred are the only things i've ever known


2. @RECOOPERATED

No one can save you from yourself
No one can hear your cries for help
You left you mother alone to suffer
You left your brother without cover

No satisfaction no reason to live
Fall away no hope for better days

You dwell in heartbreak
You dwell in agony
You dwell in suffering
You dwell in misery

Cold and alone nothing left to live for
Cold and alone like father like son
Cold and alone no one left to love
Cold and alone the days of youth are gone

(Repeat x2)
Wallow in your own sorrow
Wallow there is no tomorrow

Wallow

You fell down the void
All your hopes and dreams are destroyed
Life grew grim and everything went black
Your life is gone and there's no turning back

You dwell in sadness
You dwell in hopelessness
You dwell in desolation
You dwell in desperation

Cold and alone nothing left to live for
Cold and alone like father like son
Cold and alone no one left to love
Cold and alone the days of youth are gone

(Repeat x2)
Wallow in your own sorrow
Wallow there is no tomorrow

The thrill is gone
The thrill is gone move on

The thrill is gone
Happiness and love decay away
For closure we long
Suicide the game you played

Jump from the bridge
Let your troubles fade away
Jump from the bridge
No hope for better days

Jump from the bridge (x2)


3. BETTER OFF DEAD

A fixation on the pain
I have become the worst that I can be
I drown myself in misery.
Locking the chains
Isolating past mistakes
Wearing my failures into extinction

Fuck

Your life desire is crush anything I adore

I find myself at war
Closer to giving in with every breath I take
A pain I can't ignore
I feel the curse surround me
Sinking deeper into me.

I feel so low
I'm sinking slow
I feel so low
If your lies where weight then I'd be drowning

Pleading for forgiveness
As if your actions truly hold significance
A pathetic attempt to hold meaning
A useless embrace

Fuck

Your life desire is crush anything I adore

I find myself at war
Closer to giving in with every breath I take
A pain I can't ignore
I feel the curse surround me
Sinking deeper into me.

I feel so low
I'm sinking slow
I feel so low
If your lies where weight then I'd be drowning

Better Off Dead !!!!

I feel so low
I am sinking slow
I feel so low
If your lies where weight i'd be drowning


4. INSIDE MY MIND

Living life waiting for darkness to come for me
No faith no hope just uncertainty

I was born into suffering

Left to try to pick up the pieces of a shattered hope
Ive become an empty shell, nothing but a hallow soul

You tell me that Ill fucking be fine, when you have no clue whats happening inside my mind
In the face of death, I wave goodbye

I, I wave goodbye (x2)

Feels like Im rotting away, Im losing my fight
with this disease, this plague we call life

You tell me that Ill fucking be fine, when you have no clue whats happening inside my mind
In the face of death, I wave goodbye

This is my life, my personal hell
Im destined to lose, Im destined to fail
Waking up everyday in a cell, that is my life
Nothing to show for the pain I have felt
See a fucked reflection of myself
This is my life, this is my personal hell

I, I look the reaper in the eyes as I scream
Im prepared, Im prepared to die
Mother fucker

Alone inside of my head

Living life waiting for darkness to come for me
No faith, no hope, just uncertainty
No faith, no hope
I was born into suffering