1. BECOMING NOTHING

Yeah... it's my breaking point.
Mother don't you cry
The hands of god won't save me.
And in this moment, this suffering.
The so called incidence all because of you.
This time... one bullet.
I've kept it for myself.
For you and for me, I live this tragedy

For all the pain.
I gave you hatred.
I let you live.
Becoming nothing

So cut me loose, I will renounce my life.
Will you remember?
Just turn your back.
All for this moment, this requiem.
I am the leper to lead the way.
Do you know me?
Let me, let me die.
Desire for nothing is ending.
Do you know?
Me


2. LOSING PREVENANCE

Blame me for ending untimely my passion to declare what's mine.
I stand still unwilling to reply, for all that matters I feel dead inside.
Bog down in unconcern.
I'm losing my prevenance.
To our obituary
...And to all hope we refuse to see.
Excuse my absence but I don't feel any strain.
And to the cause you bleed for, I cannot relate
Deep down I'm feeling no regrets for letting you destroy what's mine.
I stand still unable to reply, for all that matters I don't care to try.
Excuse my absence but I don't feel any strain.
And to the cause you bleed for, I can't relate.
Determined to fail and we won't feel a thing.
We choose to blind ourselves in suffering

So when you painted an ending was there no place in it for me.
Was it all that you hoped for, was it all you said it would be.
And if I choose to forget you, will that bleed all the sickness in you.
Did you like how you died, sacrifice my nothings for you


3. GHOST OF A CHANCE

Wrath is blinding my eyes.
Your image comes to me in disguise.
Hate has left its scars on me.
Pathetic being...
Never ending.
Never to revive...
Sour thoughts now kill my mind.
Empty visions locked me in this world.
My misery prevails now all my doors are closed.
Face of my hated soul.
Are coming now to kill my screams.
Voices of unspoken words.
Confusing my desires...
Cast me down.
All is lost.
All my hope is gone

Where is my ghost of chance?
To give me for survival a second round.
Where is my ghost of chance?
To give me revival a second breath


4. THE DEVOUR

These words are proof that I have been through this.
This is a diary of pain.
I took it all and still I never broke.
I stood for none else by myself.
I wasn't wrong.
I wasn't guilty.
I didn't care.
I didn't feel
I took the blame asphyxiating.
The tragedy, they have no soul

Cold rejected and empty.
They're counting the scars of our past.
A thousand tomorrows.
They've let them all slip away

Just when you thought you had me.
They said I left they said I turned my back.
But they couldn't prove me wrong.
The shame they felt, the humiliation.
They asked for mercy.
I crushed them down

Cold rejected and empty.
They're counting the scars of their past.
A thousand tomorrows.
They've let them all slip away.
So far they've had no significance.
Don't let them break you, remember me.


5. WAR LOST

Hide inside my scars inflicted by this war.
Still stare away from this place and this world.
Hiding my dreams affected by this war.
We are followed by the, ripper silently.
I try to find a way, not to see myself restrained.
I try to find this strength I need to break this chain.
Hard to keep it low when you have nothing more to gain.
Stand and question reasons lead this place into this

War Lost!
Nothing left to do, sit and die with us.
War Lost!
Thought we had it all, we are going down for nothing

Look away; there is blood on my hands but I should have known.
On my knees through myself to pay where did I go wrong?
Burn inside my dreams affected by this war.
We are followed by the, ripper silently.
Take me down I have to die.
I stand resurrected I look for you.
Bring me down I have to die.
And I stand resurrected I understand


6. ARGUETHINKREPEAT

Atrocities the final exhibits of dying world.
Corrupted liars all around us executing the needs of their prey.
Cyanide these words are killing without a single regret.
Death blooms like flesh eating flowers blossom

Mother Earth.
We left you hopeless.
Mother Earth.
We left you to rot

Blinded yet determined enough to question their truth.
Our world decayed and we are drowning down with you


7. CONFUSED

Broken Betrayed and Confused.
Biding my time for revolt... breath and...
Sanitized and depraved minds.
Scared yet brave kind.
You turn away from what is real.
Locked inside your cell tight.
Imprisoned by your own fight.
You've already lost your war even though it isn't born.
See the lies around.
Everyone is down and out.
Wake up now and join the crowd.
All what's created but no one was expected.
See the reasons now to fight take your last breath and...
Rise.
Break your shackles...
Rise.
Give me my last chance.
Now I'll make you obsolete
Rise...

Break your shackles...
Rise.

Break your shackles with their hate.
Inject their veins with life


8. BLOODSTAINED

Forget your heritage.
You have no testament.
You're just a being prepared to die.
Now you're lying.
While giving me your life.
A stain of blood just spilled aside.
Never Forgotten Always Absurd.
A picture as the rest.
A fail to this test.
I smell the life you've left behind.
Creator of a dying script.
Bounded by fearless guilt.
Where are you now and where you've been?

Feed my existence as I see you become extinct.
See my bitter smile as by yourself renounce your life

Never Forgotten Always Absurd.
Never Acclaimed Always Betrayed.
Now just an image left on the left.
Now just a poem which always compels.
Send a message to the ones who never can deliver.
Send a death certificate to the ones who never blame


9. HALF A MAN

Am I getting through to you when I say you're overrated?
Hedged in your cage of steel feeling so much protected.
But I say I will get over you until you look pale and faded.
And in the future your bitter words will not be able to hurt me

This brings chills...
Chills down my spine.
And dark as night my actions make me who I am.
Today I stand here half a man.
Crushes me down to the ground.
Down to the ground while in ashes I crawl being pulverized

My life, my body my deep black mind
And my sins wear a crown.
Dark as night my actions take their course and now I stand alone.
Expecting that someday relief will come.
Finding the power to stray from the den.
So I can take away all of my pride... deceitful soul of mine


10. FADED ROOM

Stare inside my faded room.
Endless time I spent without you.
Saw my reflection in every shape
All simple things I need all that I crave.
Looking down on me.
And every pain you feel I feel
Unending circle that I'm in.
I lead myself to where I don't want to be

I'm pinned down, strung out I must break the circle that I am in
I need new pace to crawl inside your space.
I need to change the circle that I'm in

So hat you say I will obey.
Follow the rules set for the game.
Show respect only not to myself
Block my emotions again.
I'm overdosed


11. RAIN FALLS

Just pause and see me hang under your promise land.
To the world you create I'm next to be banned.
Bring myself down again can't remember how.
Dragged by fumes of mistrust makes me lost my ground.
Hear me out when I say I'll be up again.
Watch me fall to the top as you bleed for me.
Am I not alive to this day?
Crawled this far in your mud made me lose my ways.
Burnt-out, all gone and I follow you but I'm so driven.
I see hope in this as long as I'm still breathing.
I don't need to feed with your seed.
Because it's so damn infected.
Meritocracy burns.
And I feel like I'm burnt out with it

Rain falls, drowns me and I see as I fall.
Rain falls, drowns me, I lost my faith to them all


12. TO MY DEAREST... UNDER BLACK CLOUDS

(Instrumental)