1. MY OWN WAY

Living in misery
Time is my enemy
Constantly wondering
What will become of me
The book of spoken word
Continues to turn
Wishing it would burn
Erase what I have learned

I can see the end
But I'm not afraid

I want to look away
And hide from this fate
Turn my back today
And begin to fade
This burden on me
Has made me weak
The pain I'll ignore
As I beg for more

Am I worthy
To be betrayed
Come and save me
Make me believe

Hold your head down
And look away
I have failed you
My own way

I
Failed
You
My own way


2. ANGRY GOD

The time has come
When he will judge us all
The ground begins to crumble
We have to take the fall
He chose us over them
We only let him down
We are beyond saving
Forgiveness can't help us now

How can we please an angry god
We're lucky he doesn't kill us all
He loved us for so long
But this destruction can't go on

The truth be told
We are a dying breed
But why should we live
We destroyed everything

We won't last a minute
We are not forgiven
How could we betray
An angry god...
An angry god...

The time has come
When he will judge us all
The ground begins to crumble
Enjoy the fall

How can we please an angry god
We're lucky he doesn't kill us all
He loved us for so long
But this destruction can't go on

How could we betray
This angry god
This angry god


3. TRUTH AND LIES

Come forth my dark prince
So I can sleep again
True love I distaste
When I have hatred within
One dreams embrace
Is all that I seek
To wash it all away
And push your hatred deep

I want to hide your truth with lies
Block out all that I despise
Hypnos lay me down to sleep
Serenity I may meet
Cause my mind is in madness
Chaos from which she would speak
Seek peace within myself
Through the power of a greek
Don't need the witching hour
Need dormancy eternally
I want the lies you create
To escape reality

When the moment finally comes
And I begin to fade
I'll slowly close my eyes
Start to disintegrate
Falling into darkness
Reliving memories
Remember what you taught me
Was nothing but misery

Truth and lies

Separate your truth from lies
And let me fall between
Enter my final state
Where I may rest in peace

Truth and lies


4. DEEP INSIDE

A still frame in my mind
Of getting hurt for the last time
Even though I walked away
I still thought of what to say
I can't rebuild this self esteem
But I'll write the next scene
Slowly expose it all
Watch and enjoy as you take the fall

Take a breath and close my eyes
I'll bury the pain deep inside

I recall every time
Everything you've done to me
I can't be afraid
To make you feel the same

How pathetic do you think I am
Enough that I won't take a stand
The days are gone of being afraid
Now it's your turn to walk away
Not before I tear you down
Pull you apart and rip your heart out
Think twice before you fuck with me
I'm done, living in agony

I recall every time
Everything you've done to me
I can't be afraid
To make you feel the same

Sadness looks good on you
Show it off with pride
I'll hurt you once
But still I won't be satisfied
This pain should fit you too
Just stuff it down inside
I'll hurt you once
And then I'll slowly step aside

Take a breath and close my eyes


5. STRUGGLE BETWEEN

I bite my tongue and grind my teeth
Your secrets become hard to keep
This silence is trying me
And I'm becoming weak

It hurts me to make this mistake
An empty promise I'm about to break
Forgive me before it's too late
But please hurry I'm about to cave

There's gotta be a way
The secret remains
Just not with me
Just not with me

The struggle between
My conscience and me
My heart and mind
Do not agree

I know I've never let you down
But you're adding thorns in my crown
You put all your faith in me
That's before I came clean

There's gotta be a way
Your secret remains
Just not with me
Just not with me
(Just not with me)

The struggle between
My conscience and me
My heart and mind
Do not agree

Do not agree


6. VIGILANTE

The gun is locked and loaded
You'll listen to her now
She's walking down the street
Can you feel her pain

It radiates in waves
It penetrates your soul
It's like the saddest song
Played at your funeral

What happens now
What happens next
When justice dies
A vigilante shall rise

To take revenge
On the life taken away
You won't see her cry
There's no tears left in her eyes

What happens is your fault
It was not meant to be
But evil will always prevail
When good men do nothing
Do nothing
Do nothing
You did nothing...