1. BONE CRACKEN' FEVER

Touch now, what only I can feel
Teach you, a lesson in the surreal
Quivering fit of violent lust
Never shamed to crack
the epidermal crust

Bloodless recoil spits
Elation making fists

Lost but never isolated
Alone & never violated
Mind in chaos unsedated
Brain awash in welcome hatred

Nerves a symphony
Coaxed to mutiny
Subconscience the receiver
The bone crackin' fever
Absorbing power rest
Alive & loveless
Evil rides my back
Ecstatic, hear them crack

Elected, octracized, ejected
Subjected, & rejected
Fever upon me tonight
Caring for nothing in sight

Hammer swinging hits
Cranium shattered splits

Waves of punishment
Swept by tides of pain
All this springs afroth
Walk my shores free of cost

Escapable only now
My vastness calling
Cries, "Le me hear you whisper"
"Crush me" "Kill Me"
Fly...


2. THUNDERHEAD

Damp & without light
Deep & unaccessible
Malevolent, without sight
Mighty & dependable

Thunder rolls, opens up the sky
Clouds cracking, bleed
Tears falling - seems to cry
Head of thunder, seething,
See my smile, voices roaring
In the night, dark marches
Single file, see me smile
I am doom, I'm doom

I walk alone
Stalk this land of frozen wastes
Deliverance, calling numbers
Sunlight's kindness I forsake

Thunder rolls, opening up the sky
Clouds cracking, bleed
Tears falling - seems to cry
Head of thunder, seething,
See my smile, voices roaring
In the night, dark marches
Single file, see me smile
I am doom, I'm doom

I crawl across the scape
Ending life's debates
Spurning all that comes
with the dawn
Unearthly to the core
Born of winter's flame
Encompassing all & more
Thunderhead is my name!
My name!

I'm doom...


3. MACROCOSM, MICROCOSM

One billion miles plus ten
I race towards my goal
Searching through seasons
Ability strains my reasons

Unknown oceans stretch
To horizons strained by grief

A sound a sight a movement
I fight!
Entering behind, into, & upon
Paradox's plane, newest dimension

They seek to suck the breath
From my dying lungs
But requiring much more than one
Failure is their calling

Worlds unfold in vision
Can't pound me into submission
When I whisper your name
Fear will steal you soul

They seek to suck the breath
From impoverished lungs
Requiring much more than one
Failure is their calling

Immensity's reborn truths
Realized in sleepless death
Tells story insignificantly
Small, of one, who tried
To change it all

They seek to suck the breath
From my dying lungs
But requiring much more than one
Failure is their calling!


4. NEVER A KNOW, BUT THE NO

Staring blankly in reclusion
Heaving crippled sigh, disillusioned
I saw the look inside your eyes
Tried to smile with dignity
Filled my head with useless lies
Incapable of humanity

I'd look up to you
With pride & respect
Then turn away reflecting pain
Breeding contempt
I hear you laughing in your head
When you are right & I am wrong
Degradation never ceased
I've suffered so long...

What have I done
To deserve this?
It doesn't matter
For society will pay


5. WE'RE DICKS

I wish I may wish I might
kick your fucking ass tonight
when i prove you wrong
you'll call me a dick

Embarrassed you, you know i'm right
I love to see you cringe, then lie
everbody stops and stares
to look at us
but we don't care

'cause we're a bunch of dicks
We tell it like it is
I know it makes you pissed
'cause we're a bunch of dicks

Fuck off or I'll kill you

I wish I may I might
kick your fucking ass tonight
when I prove you wrong
you'll call me a dick
I told you once, I told you twice
you should've taken my advice
said the chick's a nasty slut
if you don't like it kiss my butt

Fuck off or I'll kill you


6. APATHY

They speak in tongues
But I fear unmistakeable wrongs
Wtiness dulness
Full & complete
Madness elite
Told that it's calm
But world shrieks alarm
Struggle to wake
Generation of lack
Embracing the slack
Apathy won't shake

APATHY

You could care less
Possessions caress
Caring for self
Wallow in wealth
Starving your own
Fields go unsewn
Issues unaddressed
Minds dispossessed

APATHY

Confusion an excuse
Waking hours few
Disown fellow men
Put down in pen
Actionless stalemate
Multitudes disgrace
Believe in limitation
Drawn to expiration

APATHY!


7. THE UNEXTINGUISHABLE

Soaking in need
Fear mighty & strong
Tensions weights heavy
Precious safety, I long
Alone in a sea of fear
Unextinguishable feeling arise
Unable to repel, there can be no,
Compromise

Reluctant reality - smashes illusion
Awaken true vision of insanity
Strain to break free of
Adrenaline shakes
Forcing yourself to lie in wait

Soaking in need
Fear lying in your chest
Driven without mercy
Burning without rest
Alone in oceans deep
Unextinguishable feeling rise
Unable to repel, there can be no,
Compromise

Afloat in dark clutch
Mists licking your skin
Bullet wound speaks
Wound aching within
Hear myriapod creep
As entrapment burrows deep
Panic singing reason
To sleep!

Never see me
Lunacy feeds me
Time won't leave me
Alone!

Sneaking into your mind
The call of the bird
Starving for home
Enemy gunfire is heard

Never see me
Futility needs me
Time won't leave me
Alone...


8. AS OF YESTERDAY

As the candle in the window
I too remember the flame
And I sit thinking that I'll follow
And things will be the same
The same...

As of yesterday
I have been forsaken
And anger crawls through me
When someday never comes

Better days have visited
Stealing my life as thieves
Taking what was wanted
Please don't die in memory

Longing for my past
But no closer to my dreams
Forgiveness at last
Clearly there, but never seen...

As of yesterday, I have been forsaken
And anger crawls through me
When someday never comes
As of yesterday, everything is lost
Remorse slithers through me
When someday never comes


9. WHEN BECOMES TWO

Releasing my hold
To sink into depths untold
Anxiety rising fresh
To strike me stiff with stress

Thoughts of another
Take me places I can't discover
What the hell has past?
Random circumstance - relapse

Hurling through
What time? What place? What self?
Driven into
No clues to find, no help
Can't control you
When one becomes two

Thrown into revision
Brain pan itches with
Memory of decision
Murders I commit
His conscience does
Omit! Omit!

Actions of another
Destroying me I can't recover
Nesting inside of me
Nemisis of tranquility

Hurling through
What time? What place? What self?
Driven into
No clues to find, no help
Can't control you
When one becomes two

Murderous intent
My fould & bloated twin
Goddamn this half life
It's standing up rising again
Mesmerize
Hypnotize
Rectify
I against I

Actions of another
Destroying me I can't recover
Nesting inside of me
Nemesis of tranquility

I'm frightened indecisive
Growing desperation is why
I'm seething life receeding
Destructive path trying to claim me


10. HOW WE SPENT OUR SUMMER VACATION

Jack Daniels goes down fine
alot smoother than any wine
hey baby with the big 'ol tits
come impale yourself upon my dick

Get Fucked Up

Slugged a pint, puked through my nose
fell on my face, but that's how it goes
sucked the beer bong a little too long
Six Tequila slammers, I'm too far gone

Get Fucked Up

Went to the bathroom to take a pee
my dick went wild and pissed all over me
I saw this chick I thought I'd play my ace
I said "Hey baby, will you shit on my face?"

Get Fucked Up