1. EXTINCTION / RESURRECTION

There was a time that I would hate myself
Searching for solace
Consumed my loneliness
There was a time my identity was lost
And my everthing was torn to pieces
(She nearly killed me)
(It's like she's breathing down my neck)
She nearly killed me
Just like a vampire on my neck
Draining my entity to emptiness
Two worlds apart I cannot live this way
Why did I promise...
Why did I promise to change?
Till the day I die
I will never change
Try to burn me alive with conformity
(You can stab me with the knife of conformity)
But it's too late, let go of me
This is who I am
I will never change!
But I'm haunted by the memory
Of a promise that I couldn't keep
And I can't escape this guilt inside me
It never sleeps


2. DEAD BY DAWN

Dead by dawn
Nothing can save me now
Now I lay before you
With 24 hours to live
Falling into darkness
Torn to pieces
Reduced to this
Giving up...
No it's not the answer!
Giving up...
Running from the cancer
I run from an un-escapable fate
Dead by dawn
I'll be buried in the ground
Before you wake close your eyes
Save our pictures from the past
In your dreams
Now it's time to say goodbye
Time for one last kiss
Buried beneath my lungs
Dies the bitter taste of regret
3 seconds to live...
2 seconds to live...
1 second to live...
Nothing can save me now!
Can you save me now?
Here I lay before you
A fragile Mannequin
I lay motionless...
I close my eyes...
It's time to die...
Dip me up in a body bag
Now I can rest tonight!


3. FEAR OF FAILURE

I have seen where the frail die
They are slain by their weakness
The fear to try
They are the fallen, and they have cheated themselves
Break this bridge now
When did you sacrifice?
When did you dedicate your life?
To strive for something more
Did you eliminate...
The walls standing in your way?
And rise from the fear of your failure
Did you give your heart...
Your blood?
That s why you have become forsaken
You have lied to yourself
And you have died because
You did not give enough
And you ll regret this till the day you die
You have lied to yourself
And you have lied to us all
We will rise up
And you will die with a bleeding heart
Envious!


4. MISERY

Feed Her To The Sharks!
Twelve months of misery
Stab me in the heart and watch me bleed
I was nothing but a puppet
Strung by the hands and feet
And I'm...
Searching
For a reason
To believe you re fucking lies
Oblivious
Your treason
Is killing me inside
With the smile
Of a thousand knives
Stone cold in her malice
She walks away
(She walks away from her deviance)
Oblivious to everything
Her black heart sleeps in a dead dream
No willingness to compromise
Cos she thinks she s royalty
Stab me
In the heart
And watch me fucking bleed
Stab me
In the heart
And watch me
Fall to pieces!
With the smile
Of a thousand knives
Stone cold in her malice
She walks away
Twelve months of misery
Stab me in the heart
Watch me bleed
Bury me
In a blood soaked tourniquet
Oblivious
Blinded by the greed
In your heart
Stab me in the heart
Watch me bleed
Stab me in the heart
Watch me bleed
You fucking bitch!


5. MURDER MONOGAMY

I defy this lying world
The place of broken dreams
Beat my chest with an iron fist
On my heart of purity
It won't be long before the rain comes
Falling from the heavens
I sing this song in desperation
Cause I fear that we are killing ourselves
Confess you were never content
To be with no else but me
We regress because you undress
Fucking anything that you see
(Now we say goodbye... to this monogamy)
Get out
Right now
Or this will fucking end in violence!
It's too late
She's lost her way
For all she knows is
Everything's OK
Can't you see that
All we had is lost
I'm trying to bury the dream alive
You have destroyed yourself
For the last time
Certainly
She's lost her way...


6. NEPTUNE DOES NOT HAVE A TRIDENT


Down in the water
Drowned by the sea
She sleeps in a floating graveyard
Waiting for me
And it destroyed my heart
It takes a man to kill the beast
(It takes a man to kill the monster)
Lacerate, cut this life away from me
Paralyzed, I survived to kill the enemy
Cut this life away
Open my eyes to a brand new day
I must never let this life sleep away (with no regrets)
No regrets
My emptiness is gone
For I have wept too long
Waiting..
For these scars to mend
So I can carry on
(It takes a man to kill the monster)
(It takes a man to defeat the beast)
Clarity, I can see for the first time
I rise from insecurity
And so I...
Embrace until the end
... to what I fucking sold
I must never let this life wither away
Down in the water
Drowned by the sea
She sleeps in a floating graveyard
And she's waiting for me
Down in the water
Drowned by the sea
Lies the emptiness
That lived inside me
Down in the water
Drowned by the sea
Dies the sickness
The poison
That mutilated me...
Let the fucking bitch drown!!


7. MY BLEEDING HEART SWIMS IN A SEA OF DARKNESS

Watch as I wither away
And fall into darkness
Again...
When will I break away...
The chains to my dying heart?
Falling to darkness will I fade away?
When will I see this day...
Before my hope is lost?
Falling to darkness will I waste away?
Have I wasted my time watching others live?
They will surpass me
Have I been wasting?
I've been wasting my life
I am the sheep
Eaten by the wolves tonight
Release me
From this world
Just let me go
Free my eyes
From deception
Now I refuse to wait
In the shadows of my past
Falling to darkness will I fade away?
Now I must break away
And reclaim everything I've lost
(For I have wasted away)
When will I break away the chains to my heart?
My bleeding heart swims in a sea of darkness
(In the sea of darkness)
(Hope is not lost)
Swimming to save my life
My bleeding heart will never die
I won't succumb to the darkness
Watch as I break away
The chains to my heart
I will now embrace
And weather this storm
And you will die with a bleeding heart
Envious!!


8. OUTTA MY WAY SATAN...GARD!

Will I fall to pieces?
Standing strong
Hope is all that remains
I have shed my blood
I have wept these tears
Am I forsaken?
Am I set to fail?
My dreams are yet to become reality
And my time is running out
Searching for the answers
Hoping for a change
How long...
Until my world comes crashing down?
Will I fall to pieces?
On this darkest day...
Will I rise from ruins?
To victory...
Will I fall to pieces
On this darkest day
Will I rise from ruins
To victory
I WILL NOT REST
I WILL NOT SLEEP
UNTIL THIS CURSE IS LIFTED FROM ME!!
And I will not
Spend another day
In this Hell
Will I fall to pieces
On this darkest day
Will I rise from ruins
To resurrect my dreams?
I'll never fucking burn in hell!


9. THE BEAUTY OF FALLING

I watched her die
Waste away
And crumble to the ground
Fallen from the grace of paradise
She wonders why
She... wonders... why...
Let me tell you...
The day she slipped from reality
Was the day she locked herself away
To scream a silent scream
Looking back she had everything
More promise than you could ever dream
I could see her falling...
I watched her die
I watched her eyes fall back
To see her smile fade away
And she screams...
Let me go
Let me walk alone
Leave me in the dark
You have held my hand
For far too long...
Now this face is a memory
And I am left with nothingness
She meant the world to me
Looking back she had everything
More promise than she could fucking see
I could see her falling...
Down
Let go...
And she screams...
Let me go
Let me walk alone
Leave me in the dark
You have held my hand
For far too long...
Goodbye my love
All that's left in my heart
Is memories...
But it wont be long
Before this darkness dies
And the sun rises up