1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. BREATH DEEP THE CINDERS

Look into my eyes and see all the pain
I slowly lose my mind
Drifting further away
I never could accept the ways of the world
An outcast with regret
Destined to die alone

Born to suffer to the end
Life, I just can't comprehend
Hate, that I can't dismiss
Love simply does not exist

What they see is real is a delusion to me
The god they have embraced is such a disgrace
When, when will the ever learn?
Escape, escape is to burn ...

How could I believe that
I could succeed in this land of filth?
I have lost the will...
... To live

Time has come for me to leave this earth in flames
Burning alive,
Redemption will come with my death

I torch the walls all around in this dark room
Hping that the fire will engulf me soon
Patiently, I wait as it arrives
The end is here at last

Smoke fills the vacant air
I begin to breathe in deep the cinders without a care
My life begins to...

... Fade away
Slowly dying, continue to breathe it in
As the flames come upon
And scorch my flesh
Enjoy every moment as I feel my own death
I am one with the ashes.


3. VAST BUT DESOLATE

The dawn breaks
From this peaceful sleep, I awake
I breathe the air
Enjoy the beauty of life without despair

The joy I feel, to be alive
Just seems so unreal
I make my way out to face the world, to start this day

But something seems so wrong
Where has everyone gone?
There are no signs of life
Did they all just die?
Why did they just leave me there to live with this misery?

I look around
Is there one soul left to be found?
My growling fear is that there really is no one here

Whispers heard all around me but speak not a word
It has to be all in my head or is this all a dream?

The memory of the past continues to haunt me
Playing tricks with my mind
Only one cure for this disease
Searching for the bitter end
There's no reason to gon on
An end to life just seems right
To join the others who have died
A land so vast
Now desolate at last.


4. ANHEDONIA

(Instrumental)


5. THE AIR IS STILL

A great land once flourished with life
Once had shined so bright, grows dim

Humanity, denied their only right to life, has died

The earth, now just a shell of a
World we once knew before it withered away

So peaceful yet bleak
The light and the warmth of the sun is gone
Left in space to decay

The stars have left the sky
So black, in the dark of the night
The cold of an endless chill
The air is so still...

The air is so still.


6. A LONG SILENCE

She promised me love
Eternally
The light of the world will soon leave me
Sick of her life and the pain that it brings
She shoots herself dead right in front of me

Her blood stains my face
A long silence throughout this place
I just can't believe that something like this could happen to me
My unborn son still inside her, drowning as she bleeds

The hurt that I now feel
No! This is not real
The joy and all of the love we had is gone

Why couldn't she see
How this devastates me?
To see the death of my wife
Right before my eyes

Into a fetal form,
I lie beside her on the floor
The thoughts inside my head tell me I should be
Joining her in her death...
Tho suffer togheter

A calm has come over me
I plainly see how it should be
To be with my family
Lying dead with them for eternity...
In complete misery

I take the gun from her cold, bloody hand
I place the barrel deeps inside my own mouth as far as I can

Closing my eyes
I pull the trigger
Putting a hole right through the back of my head

I fall to the floor
Bleeding there motionless next to my bride
As the silence fills the room once again...
At the end of my life.


7. LIFLESS IN MY ARMS

(Instrumental)


8. VEINS SPLIT WIDE

The days are slowly passing by
Each new day is the end of life
Growing sick of all the lies
I hate myslef,
I just want to die

I feel so all alone
Locked inside my home
The visions that I see
foretell my destiny

Chorus
My veins split wide
I refuse to live this worthless, useless life

The burning fire and desire
I once had, has faded away
All the passion and the love for my life is gone, destroying my faith

Repeat Chorus

Why can't I care about living life?
It's just a waste to me
The pain to reality, a loss of hope
The end is all I see

Pierce the blade into my wrist cutting open my vein,
I bleed out
The time to end this is now
Next gash goes into my neck second artery split
I feel weak
Collapsing down to my knees

Giving in to my death
Passing out in defeat
Everything turn to black
The end is complete.


9. CATHARSIS

This life is so unfair and the world just doesn't care
This hurt I have inside has no where left to hide

Release from this prison
There is truly no reason
To go on in this hell
Cleanse the earth of myself

Left with such distress
Each day a fucking mess
The happiness has died
My death I can't deny

I place a bag over my head
And tie a rope around my neck

The air grows thin
A solemn state
How great if feels
To suffocate...