1. LOST HOPE BELLOWS

Fear inside - holding on - cannot cry - never again
My mind - has been- clouded - with pain
Follow me
My time - is now - forever - I wallow
Wounded - bleeding - my eyes - growing dark
Where are these angels that were promised to me?
When will this savior come and rescue my soul?
Lies, all these years I believed in your god.
Fornever for your apathy (Trust me) I will take you away
My kingdom of heaven will be the happiness of my death
For in this hell I've lived for years,
And all men treasure this
Grasp my hand and I'll take you there,
To the palace hereafter
Slipping - away - so cold - alive
Longing to be free
My trance - grips life - one more - final breath
These hands - lifeless - blood soaked - set free
Relinquish apprehension and believe,
These tales I weave are true
Travel this path steadfast and true,
To idyllic but forsaken heights
Crawling through the dirt, Reaching for strength
Left here alone, my death embraces me
Surrender unto this life, a temptress I'll take your hand
And lead you to a sacred paradise
Lost hope bellows, Angelic smile
Wings of Heaven, Simplify
Legacies of kingdom you seek, Havens for dishonesty
Deceitfulness revealed by verses long untold


2. TO SILENCE THE LAUGHTER

Among the flowers we sleep,
Fear is a constant on my mind
For a simple glance from her eyes,
Would, paralyze my life
Your fears long to keep you safe,
The desire so strong,
The taste so sweet
Come hear enchanting sonatas of restless souls,
Lost in this garden
Eternal solitude,
Forever calling for the end and sanguinary release
Am I willing to make this sacrifice,
To walk among restless souls
Failure decides this is my fate,
In life's last day we break for the sun
Torture and lust share my thoughts,
Beauty and blood smelling the dirt
My hunger drives my every move, lusting for a taste
My crimson needs
Follow me through darkened tomorrows
Grave yet pure,
A prelude so tranquil
Exquisite loneliness,
Your end is drawing so near
I quench my godless longing
A frosted wind chills my bones,
A thousand years of pain
My heart would never allow such weakness,
My thirst would never quench
All these flowers are turning to snow,
I starve and you laugh
(Suspend these visions of divinity)
Triumphant I rejoice over thee
If all is dead in my eyes,
Then all is lost in my heart
Lust - intoxicating you. Come -
Come with me join in ecstasy.
Crave - warm bitter tastes of wine.
Blessed - with the tears of immortal souls.
Love - it takes your strength away slave
To desires of nocturnal ways.
Bound now to covenants of blood.


3. IN MOURNING'S SYMPHONY

I slowly open my eyes - just one more time,
I'll see the rain mist the day
It feels as if I slept a lifetime
Wake me.... from this somber sleep
Never before have I felt so alive
So alive
Never before have I been so alive
I hear the whispers of angels,
They speak to me in song
Sad, yet so beautiful, the mourning of a loved one
I've come here for thee - to take you afar
To a kingdom to rule - to dwell among gods
So come down with me - submit to the lust
For pleasures await - and thou shalt not want
My God, What have you taken from me
That face, is that my reflection
No, this can't be happening
My life, stripped away from me
Listen to Celtic winds bring forth hymns of rapture
Why, I'm not ready to die
Hear me, give me another chance
Save me, it can't be my time
Please, don't take me away
I beg of thee let the sunlight dry my tears
I see myself, But I'm no longer there
My soul slowly soars as my pain fades away
I feel so alive, with open wings I fly
Dark, clouded sleep
Awakened by the silence, silence so sweet
The angels sing symphonies mourning me
A gentle sound so cold and bittersweet
Erotic melodies fill my head with dreams of grandeur
I see myself succumb, entranced in symphonic splendor
So alone


4. THE RAVEN'S EYES

Chilling cold comes this night
Sunsets warmth gives way to moonlit skies above
Oh slowly ascending high she guides my flight
far away from this loveless land, I'll fly
Take flight, The raven's eyes are watching my every breath
The cold smile of death is upon my lips
Take flight, my dark angel of mercy
My mother's tears haunt me
Tormenting you, image of anguish and rage
With every dark thought I have
Memories hypnotizing
And every prayer for the end
She deserves so much better from me
Her heart sings in misery
Is it so much to ask for an end to my pain>
Fear blinds my eyes - hinders flight - Lost now
I gaze at the stars brilliant gleam
Oh slowly ascending high they guide my flight
far away to your grieving heart, I soar
No one will cry for me
Tears mean nothing to angels of sacrifice
No one but you, only you
Only you know how I feel
I'll take your pain
And we share this common bond
Bound for all eternity
Fly far away and bring me paradise
Weep not your tears for me
Hear the chilled winds, they whisper
Pity not this one,
For this sacrifice I've chosen
Into stillness I fade
o serene yet still yearning - my eternal bliss
Still the wind calls for this one dark eyed raven