1. THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL

The Downward Spiral

Aaaaaaah!

Unless there are reasons to comfort myself
To provide disguise inside the discourse
The stored procedures, the open positions
On my private stock exchange

Inside I believe
I am wasting my time
To administer the everyday
Semilethal dose

Distract my mind
Purposely, to optimize
The gross resources
And pass towards the undesired bizarre
Success

Uh!
Mess up my mind!

There used to be a stable control device
That would track the line
Now the up-to-date build has advanced to provide
The nonconformist discomfort

And ever faster
Watch for the chance
No, there's time for excuses
When all has been done

Nothing will override the applied designs
Nothing will overrule my mind

Once there is no control device
Never walk the line
Again, now you're free to advance to
The uncontested discomfort

The downward spiral

Down
Round and round
Spinning ever faster
To the final focal point
Reversely defined
Satisfied?
Now go short!


2. FRAGMENTS OF FRAIL DESIGNS

Fragments of frail designs
Trapped at the bottom of the mind
Stare at the frozen instant messenger

Caught …
By cyber colour ethics
You’re taking the path of an energised transcension

Feelings deceive and confine
In the process of building a vision
Misguidance is a threat that lurks
Unnoticed to eyes made blind
Fall a prey to your own schemes

May God have mercy on bare feet that step into the fire

Bound to be disturbance stricken
A daring act

Will a one-track mind ever discover
The objects of desire
Foundations to your own existence, to others a lie
Bites and pieces …

Security seems unimportant in the pursuit of goals
when the essence of bliss lures so strong

Hear these words!
Bonds of a platonic affair
Reason provides instruments to counter the threat …
Through oblivion
Hear these words!

Switch on
Flood new fibre optic power to your veins
There are still these fragments
They’re still after you

Stare at the frozen instant messenger again
The structure breaks on the background
No escape character defined

Once blind, now gone blank


3. APHRODISIAC

Aphrodisiac

Ascend a higher style
Of theories laid down by practice
Contempt for all illusions
Worship each filth from the fountain

Rosaries cry
Torn apart by the Zoroastrian sides
Anorexia blind erection
Affection non-divine

The curse of bliss
Impurification of the righteous man
Give me the elastic pleasure's flare
Give me something more abstract

Something more, well, undetermined
Something to dream at home about

Rosaries cry
Penetrated by the Baudelairean vibe
Intoxication appetite, aspirations
Alibis

Aphrodisiac


4. EDEN LIES OBSCURED

I cannot be more specific
I’m not the one to guide the steps of man
On this trail
Of frustrated loves and battlefields
And broken dreams
To the curse of devastation

Down the path of the burning fire
All the essence of superior power is lost

Self esteem
Measured by the price of gifts from Troy
Advocates of well sheltered creature comfort

Those who speak of a better future
Lie buried under piles of sand
Countless days and nights
You tread the desert without leaving a trace

Will your children flock to my side
To seek shelter under my wings

May a nation stand compulsory negation
May a hard earned safety
Reside behind the Pripyat walls

City of woes
Cringes in fear of mountains looming black
As death descends on its famous playgrounds

Thou shalt not disclose
There’s an end to the Olympic peace
And those pyramids were only meant to be your grave

Those who tell us Sun rises on the west
Never admit their mistakes
Mercenaries, vision makers, the puppet regimes

And if your children flock to my side
I’ll bury them under my wings and cover with a prayer

As I walk the valley of the shadows
I shall feel no fear

As I walk the valley of the shadows
Eden lies obscured

And those pyramids were only meant to be your grave


5. EARN YOUR PAIN

Oppression – Revolution – Pain

Inauguration speeches of false policy
This is the spirit of the time
Dumb bloggers speak their ambitious minds
Constants remain unchanged

The process
To earn your pain
No way to rebound
To earn your ...

Pain stained memories
Withdrawal to shallow emotions
Disseminating the seed of plastic fear

Challenging commotion
Madness sleeps in all of us
Corrective measures fail
And I make no compromise

The process
To earn your pain
No way to rebound
Earn your pain

Oppression
To earn your pain
Revolution
To earn your pain