1. TROUBLES

(Instrumental)


2. SACRIFICE

Can you imagine all the things i do?
When i get sick don't try to follow me
In my world you might be dead or injured
This is not a question of strength
But a matter of suffering
Sacrifice
You believe that people like me are great
But I am from the weakest part
Nobody can understand my thoughts
Don't think I can love because I'm suffering
You'd better stay away from me
If I kill you I will show you my hate
This hate that's growing inside me
This hate is in my eyes
Don't think you should act like me
Don't tell me I am your god
Don't think I am your idol
Don't forget about my reality


3. TO THE DEATH

Facing the light
Facing the dark
Facing the sky
Facing the earth
Facing humanity
It's the only thing
I want to be a warrior
I want to be a hero
Fighting against my fears
I am so desperate
Fighting against the world
I am so confident
I want to be dead
Not to suffer anymore
I want to be killed
To take over my pain
Let me be dead
To be alive forever
Take me to the death


4. VOICES

I believe in darkness
When the light becomes colder
I believe in fire
When hell is waiting for me
Now I'm waiting for death
I know it will not be long
There's a voice in my head
That has told me this last night
Leave me alone
Alone
Why is it just for me
I am cursed
It is always for me
I am cursed
I hear some voice


5. THE MIRROR

Everyday I try to look inside
Everyday I look into the mirror
Every time I see the nothing
Every time I start to cry
Why can't I see myself?
In the mirror
Why I desappear?
In the mirror
In the mirror of my soul
In the mirror of my pain
What's inside my head?
Is it my eyes that fail?
Forget about myself
I feel so desperate
I can't see myself
I am nothing


6. VAPORS

I feel so sad
I've just awaken from a bad dream
My head seems so heavy
My stomach is hurting me
I try to remember what I did last night
I take a deep breath
And I try to get back to reality
I light another cigarette
I think I have drunk too much
But I need to drink again
Life is so short
But it is so long for me
It is like an injury
All my friends are gone
They have left me alone
All I do is wrong
Because I'm not strong
I have to drink some wine
If not I'm not fine
If I don't get high
It is like I die
I am near the end
To reach another land
All I do is wrong
I am near the end


7. BEYOND DISORDER

(Instrumental)


8. MY EMPTINESS

It is the place where I was born
Nothing is left inside
I can see my body left down
But there is no more walls behind
Why don't you leave me alone
I try to remember what is gone
The things that I left when I died
But nothing is left inside
Is it the place where I was born?
Or maybe where I was dead?
For me it is the same thing
I just have the same feeling
The emptiness
Can you answer this question?
Why do I feel so empty?
Why do I see my head body?
My emptiness has killed me
Do you feel my pain
Do you feel my emptiness
Can you hear the silence
The silence has killed me


9. VISIONS OF CHAOS

I'm always alone in this world
My life means nothing
A feeling of emptiness
Inside my head
It is like I will never see
This light again
The darkness of my visions
Is cruel and morbid
Forever burning with angel
In this rotten sky
Thousand miles to reach the light
This is so long

Forever burning with angel
In this rotten sky

And my road follows this sweet rain
I need to destroy my memories
Clash of my troubles
Strange king of despair

In this world I'm feeling so bad
In this hell we are so weak
Forgive me to be still there
I should have deleted myself


10. THEY LIVE

They arrive
They are dead
They come here to catch me
They come here to take me
They will make me suffer
They will try to kill me
I'll be burning forever
I'll be suffering forever
I'm living with fear
I'm dying with fear
They arrive
They are dead
They will make me suffer
They come from hell
They come from heaven
They are dead
But they live
I see them
I can touch them
They can touch me


11. WHITE ROOM

I don't know why I am here
They left me with my fears
I always see the same guys
Like shadows they fly
Like shadows they lie
They keep me in this white room
Approaching day by day the doom
I hear the sound of angels
Ringing like church bell
I wait in this room where the sun never shines
I wait in this room where death arise
Take your drugs they say to me
Eat your dish they shout at me
Don't try to escape from here
You can't run out of here
They keep me in my white room
I am not mad
I have tried to convince them
But they didn't listen
I have tried to kill one of them
But I've missed my aim
My last chance to escape is to die


12. CEPHALGIC RUPTURE

(Instrumental)