01. Washing The World Away

When will this all be over
How come this never ends
This room keeps closing in on me

This pain could all be over
If I just blinked an eye
Keep holding on to some star
That stops me from
washing the world away

Hey-Yeah Hey-Yeah
Washing the world away
Hey-Yeah Hey-Yeah
Washing the world away

Why cant I get through today
Feeling blind theres only me to blame
But still I find, I tried to hide
Maybe in time, Ill find my way

I feel that no one understands me
Feel so alone
Does anyone feel the way I do
(I just wanna take all this love)

This pain could all be over
If I just blinked an eye
Keep holding on to some star
That stops me from
Washing the world away

Hey-Yeah Hey-Yeah
Washing the world away
Hey-Yeah Hey-Yeah
Washing the world away

So how can i get through today
Feeling blind theres only me to blame
But still I find, I tried to hide
Maybe in time, Ill find my way

I dont think il make it through today
Feeling blind theres only me to blame
But still i find, Tried to hide
Maybe this time, Ill find my way


02. Already Gone

I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone
I wont break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone
Why did I stay here stay for so long
When we're so far gone
I feel so stupid taking this fall
I should have seen it known all along
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss

I will not waste a moment thinking these thoughts
Forgetting comes easy
I never cared at all
Hurt became hate now I'm feeling the strain
There's just too much pain
Falling to pieces get swept away
Left all our pictures some to fade
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss

You don't have to say anything at all
I wont stop you from walking away
I'll do nothing at all

Sitting here I waste a day,
While the memories fade away,
You know I expected so much more from you


03. Someday

Someday I'll talk about it,
One day I'll mention it to you.
Someday I'll be over this,
And strong like you
I'm never changing,
I can feel this way for days and days
Look you straight in the face and fake my smile.

Take this hurt away,
Bring back yesterday,
I could say sorry,
In a thousand ways,
You won't let this be,
Without killing me,
I can't put this bottle down,
As I watch this day fade into night

My blessings,
My faults,
I've learned all the lessons,
But cannot be taught,
Any abuses,
That I've wraught,
No more excuses,
I want it resolved.

With all our eyes
There's no wondering why
Things aren't working anymore
Now I'm feeling fine,
Flying higher,
Got the chance to start again.

My blessings,
My faults,
I've learned all the lessons,
But cannot be taught,
Any abuses,
That I've wraught,
No more excuses,
I want it resolved.

Someday I'll talk about it,
One day I'll mention it to you.
Someday I'll be over this,
And strong like you.
And strong like you

I'm ready to go
Ready to leave
Why don't you answer the rain
Ready to go,
Just watch me leave,
So hard to see,
When I'm on my way down


04. Invincible

I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that's just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me

You know I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew
That's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams
Just to be with you
But you don't know that's nothing like me

Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

Now I'm waking up
I've finally had enough of this wreck of a lifetime
I never thought I'd survive it
Now I'm taking back
All I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life

Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew
How much that's just not like me


05. Falling Away

YOu never did care
Never dared to say
What I disliked about you
What I hated about you so now
I'm breaking all we had in two
Time and time again
I did what you said
Should have left me for dead
And I refuse to do it anymore
There's nothing in this heart left for you

But I'm really feelin like the sunshine is shinin right down on my face
And I'm runnin with the best of them
Oh of the change
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
I would never leave you all alone

How could you leave me lyin like that
When I'm fallin away
You leave me lyin when you know that these are my dyin days

Oh - everything we laughed about
Don't think about none of that
It's just the past
I'll forget something we let pass by
So much to do here but none of it's for you
Sometimes I look on the inside and I swallow my pride
Could things have been easier somehow
Doesn't really matter now
There's nothin in this heart left for you
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone

Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
Still I'd never leave you all alone

Oh I'm falling away
These are my dyin days
All I needed to say -
I have all but fallen away


06. Everything's Wrong

It hurts to be alone in the cell I call my home.
But it heals me in my mind without you by my side.
I feel so down and out and you never knew that about me.
When you fought this all away and now I know it was no mistake.

But it's all gone.

Nothing feels good anymore,
everything's wrong yeah!
Nothing feels right anymore.
I'm a slave to my anger,
everything holds me down,
so I wont try anymore.

But it's all right.

I left without a plan, I knew you would not understand.
It all builds up to this day, made it too hard along the way.
I felt so full of doubt at the thought of running out kills me.
And I kept it close to home but I love being all alone.

When it's all gone.

Nothing feels good anymore,
everything's wrong yeah.
Nothing feels right anymore.
Im a slave to my anger,
everything holds me down.
So I wont try anymore.

And im still hanging on and I tried so hard for you.
And im still holding on and I've tried my best for you.

Oh nothing feels good anymore,
everything's wrong yeah.
Nothing feels right anymore.
I'm a slave to my anger,
everything holds me down,
so I won't try anymore.

But it's all right.


07. Why

Walking madly - feeling strangely and I'm not sure where to go
I got a funny feeling - Have I lost my meaning
I wish I could go home
When you said you were leaving I didn't let it affect me
Sat on the bar and let them flow
Now I'm lost and lonely
I wish you never told me what I didn't want to know

And I will crawl on my own -
I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin beside you dying inside
I don't know

Why I try to save this when all I ever want to do is get as far as I can go
Where there's nothing left of me and
You're now worthless to me you are no more
I'm as far as I can go -
nothing left of me and you

I thought the buzz would help me
I think it just made me crazy
Can't pull me out of this hole
You say you could not save me -
You wouldn't stay to watch me
It was too much on your soul
Now I'm feelin alright to get us back to right
And you're nowhere I can find
No longer living blindly
Just seemed to be bad timing
Cuz you walked into the night
Why


08. Breathing Slowly

Who am I to save you,
To try and tame you,
And now that you are free of me,
But next time when you break down,
Is it me you'll take down,
With you on your knees?

So who was I to hurt you,
To desert you,
When you needed me there,
So now that you've learned to hate me,
You're finally set free,
I fall to my knees,

And I'm breathing slowly,
Like you said to do when you had lost control,
My head spins from God's wind,
That carries you away from me,
Looks like you got away from me,
This time,
For good...

And since those days have passed me by,
I'm in and out of life,
The way you used to be,
You know I always was the strong one,
But now I've come undone,
Sweet Release...(come to me)

And I'm breathing slowly,
Like you said to do when you had lost control,
My head spins from God's wind,
That carries you away from me,
Looks like you got away from me, This time,
You got away from me oh yea,
You got away for good...


09. Anchor

She waits down the hall,
For daddy to bring her out,
She cries,
She cries,
She dies,
A little each day
Yeah, yeah.

Now she's opened her eyes
But she don't know why
She's been taken

I'm losing more,
Than I had to give,
Yeah.
I'm sinking faster now,
With Anchors in,
Yeah.

I'm old and I'm faded,
To a world of my own,
I'm dying alone without you
I guess I'll carry on.

Now she's opened her eyes
But she don't know why
She's been taken

I'm losing more,
Than I had to give,
Yeah.
I'm sinking faster now,
With Anchors in,
Yeah.

Now I can't open my eyes,
When I'm living.
Now I can open open my eyes
When I'm living.


10. Drown You Out

Today was unexpected
Nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I'm standing on the ledge
My foot creeps closer to the edge
Freinds all know what to say
To make me puish them away
What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see

I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out

So mamy days of silence
Too many destructive ways to vent
I hope they set something free
Didn't know they were out to kill me
Today I'll turn it all around
Pick myself up off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out
Force all the demons down
Stand up and set it straight
Get it right before it's too late
For now I'm feelin fine
Left all the pain behind
It's time to live my life
I finally got it right

I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay
But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in
throw this all away and start again


11. Never Coming Home

I'm planning my release
Tonight I'll speak the words I never
Thought I'd ever have to say to you
Hope it stings you so deeply
For a moment you might see me
And I'll leave you there alone
One more thing that you should know
I'm not ever coming home

Think we should finally let this go
We both know it's the end of the road

All I ever needed
Someone to believe in
Anything that I could do
Maybe there's something beautiful
Hidden deep in my bones
I'll get as far as I can go
Where I run, you never will know
When you're left there lying alone
Know I'm never coming home

I think we've had enough time to know
So know that when I go
It's the end of the road
Know where I go, it's the end of the road
It's the end of the road
I'm never coming home
See, i'm never coming home