1. SAVE ME

You try but you're giving up
You walk on broken glass
But you don't care
You think there's no one there for you
And who will understand
What you're going through ?
You bleed
You're problems have no end
Ashamed of yesterday
Hurting your best friends
You need someone to really care
You can't go on this way
Living in despair
In the night
You're thinking
Where did i go wrong ?
Where can i begin again ?
In the night you're crying
You can't go on this way
You're only trying to say
Save me
Save me
Your dreams
You think there's something more
Some give up on their life
For what they're searching for
Your life you have so much to live all
Around you someone needs
What you can give
In the night you're thinking
Where did i go wrong ?
Where can i begin again ?
In the night you're crying
Can't face another day
You're only trying to say
You want to save your life
You want to change your life
You feel like you're all alone
In the night you're thinking
Where did i go wrong ?
Where can i begin again ?
In the night you're crying
Alone you find a way
You're only trying to say
I want to save my life
I want to change my life
I feel like i'm all alone


2. THE BLAME

Somewhere in the distance,
The sound of your voice
Screaming out at your vision of horror
Your friends had no chance,
When you took the last cup of the secret you wanted to keep from the light.
Crying out your anguish,
Pain tearing down from within,
The last sounds you heard from her voice in the wreckage,
Her screaming through flames,
All alone...
"please lord have mercy, for my sins, oh god have mercy, once again..."
Coffins were laid in the wake side by side,
The ritual of sadness begins
The families some silently weeping stood by
The pain of the memories come deep from within
"oh please lord have mercy for my sins oh god, have mercy once again"
I wonder, why did i live ?
When all of their dreams, have been wasted
Oh so young we were then, the years have passed slowly by
My dreams laid to rest, my blame, left me all alone
I live, every moment again trying to forget,
Trying to forgive
All my pain, all my shame
You'll never know
The emptiness i feel
You look into my eyes,
You see through all my disguises
Can you change, the monster i've become ?
When you know i'm to blame
I am to blame living in shame i am to blame...
A minute too long, and an hour so cold
One moment can change you forever,
I can't sleep at night, i still hear her voice
Screaming through flames, all alone
"please lord have mercy, for my sins, oh god, have mercy, once again..."
I wonder, why did i live ?
When all of her dreams, have been wasted,
When i, am to blame ?


3. AM I AWAKE

There are times
Or when, you came into my life like the sun,
Opening up my eyes,
To a whole brand new world on the day,
When you walked into that old cafe
There you are,
Sleeping quietly and i know
You are more than i had ever dreamed,
Your love, reached inside
And changed me and you'll see
How you are more than just a part of me
And i hear the pouring rain,
And i love you once again
Don't take this dream away
Closing my eyes
Kissing your mouth
Holding you close to me
You're all that i can see
Am i awake?
Do you appear?
I fall apart
When you're not here
You're everything i need,
Oh you ; you're more than part of me
I don't know what to say
When love falls down, like a house
Made of cards, it comes crashing down
A heart made of glass brittle in the cold
Don't leave me here this way ,
The only love i've known
Can i feel love again?
Can i ever lose the pain?
Rain falling on my face
Closing my eyes;
Can't hold my tears inside
Wanting you clöse to me
You're all that i believed
As i watch the setting sun
I search for everything i could have done
And the rain falls down all over me
Just let it fall, wash away everything
You'll never know how you really are
Deep down within still a part of me
Closing my eyes,
Kissing your mouth
Holding you close to me
You're all that i believed


4. CRISES: DESCENT INTO PARADISE

You turn away,
I close my eyes,
There's nothing more to do
You say goodbye
With one last breath
I lay my head on you
Hearing just one last heartbeat ebb
A kiss before you go
I watch you slip away
You leave me all alone
Watching you go forever now from me
Your life has sailed the tides of time
Too soon you depart from me
Hearing your last words in my mind
I've tried so hard all my life
Watching one of my dreams end
Second chances coming soothe my heart
Future in the making success i pretend
These childish dreams of mine
Never opening my eyes,
Awaken now my mind
I step inside to all the lights of which i breathe
Their innocence i steal through smiles of pain
Forgotten lines and ad-libbed parts
All brilliantly portrayed,
The play is over,
Hiding steps i've swayed
With curtain calls the people roar
The thunder fills the hall
The standing people scream and cheer their love
All want more,
All want more,
No one saw me fall
I tried so hard all my life
Watching one of my dreams end
Second chances coming fool my heart
Future in the making,
Success i pretend
These childish dreams of mine
Never opening her eyes
Slowly losing now my mind
Time stands still
And i wonder how there can be tomorrow
Tears await,
Holding on to my deepest sorrow
Oh please, awaken me from sleep
My nightmare's much too deep,
Shake me now, so i can know reality
I open my eyes and you're not here
And memories come flooding back to me
The smile on your lips,
The look in your gaze,
You're all i could believe
In my dark solitude,
I fight my own destruction every day
No means to an end,
Forgetting my own name.
Sometimes i wonder when this fading of my life began,
The years without your love i ran from who i've become
My life became so desert dry,
So many years of never knowing why
Where did all my passion go for living out my dreams?
You went into another world,
Do not despair, for i will join you soon sinking down,
Into the warm dark ocean it's really not so bad,
As i thought it would be i struggle to rise,
And then i let go so silent serene,
The water closing in over me tonight's the chance,
To save my world nothing's the same,
Don't try to fight it
You say to wait,
Give me more time
But you're too late,
To save my life.
Time stands still,
And i wonder why i should face tomorrow
Tears find me,
And i know i'll never go on alone without you.
Tears await,
And i know someday i'll see you once again,
Time stood still,
When you closed your eyes
Watching you go forever now from me
Your happiness comes to my mind
Seeing your smile meant more to me
Than all the world i could find.
I've tried so hard all my life
Staying with her until the end
Second chances coming soothe my heart
Now i see her waiting for me there,
By the bend
We'll stare into our eyes,
Never leaving me again,
Together throughout time
A kiss before you go
One last time to say goodbye
And when you slipped away
Then my will to live decended down
There's so much we could have shared
When you closed your eyes
You left me all alone
Why did you go?
Why did you go?
Why did you leave me alone ?


5. THE ONLY ONE

Look at all the many you see before you
Do you see anyone you recognize?
You're looking in the mirror
Waiting to see which one appears
You hope to find the one you belong to
Yesterday is gone
I can see it in your eyes
The one you remember
Is nowwhere to be found
You can't believe your eyes
Forget all the things you said
Some days you realize
The voices inside your head
You are the only one
You find yourself undone
You talk to everyone you know
You are the only one...
While you wait for some new revelation
In the dark
Searching for some memory
You make the most
Of your lost situation
Who are you? Which personality to chose?
Oh, can you see the change in me?
Oh, maybe i'm better now
Then the days i were before
I try to find a brand new way
I try to find a smile in your eyes
The one you remember
Is nowwhere to be found...


6. IN MY SLEEP

We walked in twilight's moon,
Appearing in my dream,
You shared with me one kiss
Then you were gone with the light
My vision's grown dim, not remembering your face,
You were only sent to me, in my sleep...
Have you ever known, a dream so divine
You're surrounded by a brilliant light
Have you never wondered why, we all live in such cold reality ?
Without you i'll never sleep
I'll find you, believe me,
You whispered "love is true"
I looked in your eyes, and saw who you were
In my sleep
You told me, you showed me
Our love would never die,
I looked in your eyes,
Remembering our love
In my sleep
Searching for you now looking in stranger's eyes
Around the world in every distant land
Some will never understand
"love" had come to me all alone when i awaken from my sleep
Did we know each other before ?
Perhaps in another time ?
Where can i open the door when will i see you once more ?
Alone i sleep, for you i wait again
Places in my dreams, buried in my mind,
Trying to recall your last words said to me
Words of devotion, for all eternity


7. LAST CANDLE

Colors of night,
Shadows so pale and gray
Cities of white,
Loved ones of yesterday
Sea tombs so deep undisturbed in their sleep
Science was born,
What was the cost?
Arrows have flown,
One frozen child oh,
Light one last candle, and pray...
Feeling so cold,
Eclipse the sun we see,
One flash of light,
Ghosts scream out in it's wake
Science was born man playing like god
New life comes forth all from the glass
Light one last candle
Since we began, we've only lost our way
Light one last candle,
Look in it's flame, remember this and pray
Nation's divided so long now must show all their might
The peace held by death angel's hand
In the balance, is darkness and light
One frozen child, returns to the flame
Shadows move over the earth again
Covering up all of the light
The earth was formless and void once before
When god said "let their be light"
Science was born where is our faith ?
Mankind's folly, restores belief...
Light one last candle...


8. DROPS OF RAIN

Do you know
Where our life comes from ?
Answers from man
Are like drops of rain
Drying in the sun...
What's your purpose for being here?
Philosophies challenge religion you want all the answers too clear.
One ant in it's long vast journey across your apartment floor...
Teach it your technology,
When it learns, i will believe...
Why you have no faith?
Only in your eyes.
Believing only what you see,
Just living through your drops of rain.
Are we just creatures?
Where do or thoughts come from?
Why do we love?
What holds the stars above?
A powerful force holds us in the hand i don't understand why you have no faith?
Only in your eyes,
You try to explain everything,
Living through your drops of rain...