1. SUFFERING

Suffering


2. IN COALESCE WITH FILTH AND FAITH

This is hate and all the passion that goes with it
This is love and all the sickness I feel because of it

Because of you

I crowned you during death
Adornment of my dying bride
In Coalesce with filth and faith
Your salvation deaths embrace

In coalesce with filth and faith

Secrets of my heart pour black like deicide
Cracked mirrors look back and laugh
Thoughts crush my mind

Secrets of my heart pour black like deicide
One of these nights I promise
Ill watch you die

When the tables were turned I'll watch you die (2x)

Lifeless and empty your absence is killing me
Let the past die
You were always dead in my eyes

This is love and the sickness that goes with you

Because of you
This is hate


3. ADORNMENT OF THE SICKENED

The precious passing of a beautiful face
An inhuman perversion from one mistake
Degeneration
Complete removal of the heart
Adornment of the sickened
This is the crowning of the undead
Now I watched in embittered sorrow
And dream of her in death, dream of her in death
On my own back, turned from the light.

4.The Nature of Depravity

The fears of my past are more than real
No script will offer comfort
All I have is the eyes of my nightmares
The begining of the end is upon me

This is the nature of depravity
Only faceless figures wait for me
The eyes of a failed sinner
A body where the dead lay

This is the heart of the sick
The nature of depravity
The fears of my past are more than real

I welcomed the darkness
I let it in


5.INNOCENCE DIED SCREAMING

This is a curse, a plague upon ourselves
Embracing only ruin
Forgetting everything else
What a torturous inversion of life, so empty and torn at the seams
Pulling back the curtain of night, drowning in fear and grief, drowning in fear and grief
The broken crown of an angel, her innocence dies screaming
A beauty so rare and hollow, her eyes now pools of ebony
The broken crown of an angel, her innocence dies screaming


6. THE DISEASED AND THE POISONED

These pages have become a mass grave for thought and reason
This hellish maze inside my mind, a vortex for the diseased and the poisoned
Now I find myself staring at two empty hands and I'll give you everything I have, but its nothing
I'll give you everything, but its nothing
Progression through depression
Passion through deception


7. TO MY DEAD AND DARK DREAMS

In complete darkness and total fright, feeling cold hands scratch at me
Deaths romance wanders like lost love upon this blackened dreamscape
Clinging to past memories like the fading thoughts pf a dream, there but just for a moment
A glimpse and then gone into dark eternity, entwined with the night beneath a crimson sky
To my dead and dark dreams: A toast for thee
Push past these castle gates
My darling, death here awaits
To my dead and dark dreams: A toast for thee


8. SADISTIC EMBRACE

Since the beginning I've been thinking of a way
Since the beginning I knew I couldn't change
I knew from day one that this never had a chance
It's all fake, it's all in the past
Partial understanding of my forced identity; I'm dead inside and it's all I'll ever be
I gave up everything
I gave it all away
Partial understanding of my forced identity; all we have is false hope


9. ANSWERS IN MOURNING

I can't see it but I feel it everyday
I'm watching the rain fall through this broken glass and I'm washing the blood from my hands, washing the blood from my hands
I shouldn't even try, she's right
This time it's gonna take everything that I have, everything that I have
These are letters I'll never send, words that will go unsaid
I want you dead
And bury you in the darkest part of my heart
Your arms were my open grave begging me back
Like a walk through a dead winter park, it was over before the start
These are letters I'll never send
I want you dead


10. AORTIC DISSECTION

Breath out this failure pain
Breath in the sorrow of past regret
Unbearable, this is all I know
Breathing never hurt so bad
Tonight, I gave you everything I had, everything that I had to you
I gave everything to you
Now you see why there's hatred in me
Now you see why there's death in these eyes
This was made to be broken
Just one more, just one more endless night built on sin, built on lies
This is what sickness feeds on
Just one more endless night


11. AMONG GRIM SHADOWS

Hours before the dawn when cold winds offered comfort, a darkness hangs in the air
a seething for the night
The screams of fallen angels
I've learned to love it here
This is where the dark and hate await
My name written among the grim shadows
A poisoned heart now in attack
Tear past the flesh of life
A life buried in black
This castle courtyard, a theater for misery
A throw to unleash the living
The lust of death burns in me
Welcome the night
Arise, the dead are upon us
And with them, my name written among grim shadows
Welcome the night


12. ENTHRONED IN ISOLATION

Summer fades
Winters cold hands embrace me
When will this world need me?
I've forgotten everything, everything, that's important to me
Right now I'm just holding pictures
Painting a memory of a love I used to believe, used to believe
Sitting, watching it all pass in silence; this can't be what I need
This is a winter I'll never last
This is isolation I can't stand
Beyond my thoughts the is a hope that lies within, a hope that lies within
Enthroned in isolation