1. I AM THE ENEMY

(It never ends.
I lose again and again
My life is a hole filled with dark misery
The pain never ends, it just builds up inside
Like a ticking time bomb i'll explode in due time
I couldn't give a fuck about you
Your beliefs and what you hold true means shit!
When your life is nothing, living is the same as dying
Simply put my life is hell
No matter what you try, no matter what you do
You'll always end up alone, when your life is through
Should be no surprise when you're an outcast in life
My human compassion is gone, my human qualities are long gone
And the hate and the rage and the pain
And the strain of live have left me completely insane
I was born into nothing to this world full of shit
And nothing's changing anytime soon
So I would rather die than listen to you try to compare me to you
Desperate, I never had a future, I never had a way out
Hunted, they hold me down, they locked me out
Hopeless, I am the enemy of all you hold dear
Enemy, I am the end, the evil in this world of fear
I was promised that things'll look up
They lied!
I've lost all sense of love and pride
I'll die, a lonely angry bitter mess
Revenge is the only thing and nothing less
Revenge!
I want to laugh in your face before your last breath
My revenge will befall on all before my own death
I was born into nothing to this world full of shit
And nothing's changing anytime soon
So i'll spit my last breath in your face and shriek to the sky
Fuck you!
Life slips through my fingertips
I rot away body and soul
(I shut my eyes. I close my mind until the day I die
I don't try to pretend
I'm not a disgrace, I know what I am
(I shut my eyes. I close my mind until the end of time
Inside it burns, it twists and turns
I tried to love but i'll never learn
(I shut my eyes. I close my mind, until the day I die
I have no soul left
I'm the walking dead
I rot away
(I close these eyes. I close my mind, until the end of time


2. REDEMPTION DENIED ONCE AGAIN

You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can face another day
Because shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long
And it don't seem like shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like the shit ain't doin nothin' but getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I really despise at what I see.
'Cause pride
Strength, honor, love and life they don't seem to have a lot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
Something inside me way deep down died
And I can't remember when,
I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong...
What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For away to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
A myth made up by a liar who's despair is a void you can slip into forever.
I've been as low as you can go
And I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
But everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere
It's seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One step forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think i've lost hope

I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great

I'm so fuckin' tired of being fucked up all the time
But I can't seem to do it any other way,
Maybe I'm not as strong as you
But sometimes my fucked up life brings me down
When I look around.
My life it didn't make me hard,
It just hardened something deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don't wanna be like this no more,
I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation
Or something to believe in or maybe just, just someone who cared.

I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid.
I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let down.
It's just no way for sure.
I can't remember when a day's gone by
That I haven't thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain't shit and I know I ain't ever be shit.
I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
If I can just look at one person
And see them smile at me and know that they meant it.

Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit


3. MY TIME IS YET TO COME

I sit alone in my dark room
Visions of my life flash before me
Remembering, then thinking, realizing the world has only fucked me over
And the pain mounts
It builds up, it builds up inside, oh yeah (It's time.
I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker
A ticking time bomb motherfucker
So all I want, all I need are reasons, reasons for my anger
Reasons for my hatred and fear
This world around me, so cold and harsh
Not letting up, not letting anyone succeed their hardships
And loses and panic and stress
From my life I can't ever expect any less, I guess
But the human mind and soul can only take so much
I've lost my soul and there's not much of my mind left
(It's time. I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come.
(It's time. I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come.
I stand here and accept the fact I'm alone,
Alone in a world that doesn't want me
I stand here and admit my defeat,
Defeat of everything i've ever tried my hand in
I stand here and acknowledge my loss, the loss of a gentle heart and soul
I stand here and welcome death,
A death that will cost all those who forced me to hate
I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come.
I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time:.
There's never been a place for me in this world
Cold in callous without love is what's me
No more mistakes on my part
Cause I lose when I use my fuckin' heart
I can't go on like this anymore oh no
Cause if I do i'll get hurt even more, so i'll just bottle it up and explode
Vengeance will be mine
For hate's sake, I can't forgive and forget
For hate's sake, from now on no more fuckin' mistakes
For hate's sake, I can't forgive and forget
For hate's sake
For hate's sake, I can't forgive and forget
For hate's sake, from now on no more fuckin' mistakes
For hate's sake, I can't forgive and forget
For hate's sake
Yet another wasted day, another wasted year, another river of tears
Fuck the world and fuck you
(It's time. I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come.
I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come.
I'm a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come.
A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come.