1. TURN OUT THY LIGHTS AND LET FEAR IN

Remember thy stories
That you used to hear
All those little stories
That filled you with fear
They told you all things
That you shouldn't do
They said to pay attention
But you refused
But you refused
And then somebody whispers,
"Turn out thy lights,
I wanna meet thy things that go bump
In thy night"

So turn out thy lights
Let's see what happens
Turn out thy lights
Throw caution to thy wind
Let's turn out thy lights
We won't know just what scares us
Unless we begin

Creepy and spooky
Sounds inside thy walls
You can't explain just how you feel
As your flesh begins to crawl
Thy hair stands up
On thy back of your neck
Something's happening
That you already want to forget

Don't you know
Some doors
Should never be opened
It goes to show
What some
Will do
For a thrill

And then thy lights come on
And you are all alone
It was nothing but a dream
You are safe at home

So turn out thy lights
Turn them out again
You turn out thy lights and let fear in
So turn out thy lights and let fear in
So turn out thy lights and let fear in
So turn out thy lights and let fear in


2. I STILL HAVE SOME TEARS TO SHED

If I touch a burning candle
I can feel no pain
If you cut me with a knife
It’s all the same
And I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn’t beat it’s breaking
And thy pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it’s not real
And I know that I am dead
Yet it seems
That I still have some tears to shed

I wonder if they notice
That I haven't felt like rain
In thy longest time
And that even though
I'm around so many people
It never gets better
And I wonder
If they like to see tragedy
Out in thy open
Knowing they caused it

When you're gone
I'd hold thy wind
If I thought
That it would bring you back
I'd drink thy sky in hopes
Thy stars could shine
A little brighter
To lead you home


3. IMMINENT DETONATION

I thought you broke my heart
Little did I know
You were planting a bomb

If a kiss was a rain drop
I'd send you showers
If a hug was a second
I'd send you hours
If a smile was water
I'd send you a sea
If love was a person
I'd send you me

I thought you broke my heart
Little did I know
You were planting a bomb

All my memories fade away
As I put thy bottle to my lips
And take a sip
Another
Another
Another
Until it's gone
I'm wasted
Done and over

I thought you broke my heart
Little did I know
You were planting a bomb


4. JUMP JUMP JUMP

Sitting up here with all of you down there

Thy mass whispered
"Jump Jump Jump"
Into thy arms of them
I shook my head
Didn't want to

Jump Jump Jump
Down into thy mases
Of liars haters abusers users
And everything in between

On thy tallest of thy towers
With persuasion in my ear
Did I deserve to be here
And did they deserve to be there

Jump Jump Jump
Off thy tower of your life
Fall into arms
Of everything that thy world has done

Frightened of thy height
But seeing only shadows
Below I hesitated but fingers
Fingers of persuasion temptation
Pushed me down

Jump Jump Jump
Off thy tower
Down into thy masses
Fall into thy arms
Of everything in between
Thy world and back

Falling falling
Down into thy shadows
Hate filled hearts
Twisting my own damaged fate
Thy hands pull and twist
Thy feeding frenzy persists

Jump Jump Jump
Let your fate fall to ash
Your happiness and thy shadows clash
Twisting apart your emotion

Your soul
Is nothing but food for demons
You have become one of them


5. LOVE IS OUR ANTIDOTE

We real cool
We left school
We lurk late
We strike straight
We sing sin
We thin gin
We jazz june
We die soon

We create a feeling like no other
an emotion only for us to feel
And I hold onto this feeling
with thy intent to never let go
fearing it may slip through my grasp
dreaming time will not dilute us
Because time is a killer
But love is our antidote


6. I HAVE NO HEART LEFT FOR YOU TO BREAK

'If you promise to be in my dreams
I will sleep forever and ever'

You see me coming your way
But you do not want to be seen with me
I am a disgrace you say
But why you keep calling me back

I can not let this go on
I must put an end to it
You say you love me
So show me that love

You have hurt me before
But this time it will be different
Because I have no heart left for you to break
I have no heart left for you to break


7. PIECE OF HAPPINESS

Have you ever watched a movie or a TV show
About someone trying to
Make their dream come true
And asked yourself

Why do they look so happy
Their faces have this indescribable glow
That radiates from deep within their hearts
And can only be captured in that special moment

How does this make them feel this way
There is something in this moment
That only they can feel
And we can only imagine

What does it feel like
If you could ask them this question
They would call it indescribable
And all you can do is take their word for it

Ultimately you end up asking yourself
Why can’t that be me
I ask this question every time
I see moments like this
But I tell myself
Everyone has a chance to do something great
And when my chance comes
I won’t let it pass me by

You have to remember
That all of those characters had to fight
Before they could earn their piece of happiness

Do yourself a favor
Don’t stop fighting
Until you get yours


8. SEE

I see you out of thy corner of my eye
I see you look at me
I wonder
What is going through your mind
I am in such a desolated state
Now I wonder if you even notice

You look but
Do you see what youve done to me
Do you see what I have become
Do you see what happens
When you toy with a person's emotions

Please tell me you see
Please come and tell me you see
And you are sorry for everything

Show me you care
Show me you want me to be okay
Show me you wish you could take it all back
Or erase yourself from my memory
So I don't notice you
Staring at my way every day


9. THIS RAZOR BLADE IS MADE FOR ME

'I don't really like You'

He was playing X-box
When I phoned him
We talked all night lone
He was hypnotized by my husky voice and
Fixed thy date at seven in thy morning
At thy soccer ground

Here came thy chilly morning
He went out from home
I couldn't make out
Cause I had my school
I should've told him but I forgot

He was waiting for me to come
Watching soccer
Getting bored
Sending texts
Making call on my cell
His call couldn't make out
To my cell neither thy text cause
He gotta wrong number

I send him an apology text
We started chatting on thy cell 'till
We've agreed to have a date at six pm

About to tick six
"So damn nervous
Don't know what to wear
Should I try this
Should I try that
Should I try that
Should I try this
Damn confused
Please somebody help me out
Help me out
Gosh"

Finally I went to a date
He took me to thy coffee shop
I was shaking from thy inside
I gave him a goodbye kiss
When we separated on thy crossroad

I went home with a strange feeling
He phoned me,
"You're not a virgin. I don't love you anymore..."
It hurt my heart
I regret thy kiss we had
I cut my wrist by thy razor blade
This razor blade is made for me

I think he is a playboy but
Thy facts that make him no playboy

One
He is a virgin
Two
He never ever has a girlfriend
Three
He never uses playboy perfume
Four
He doesn't have even a single copy of playboy magazine


10. YOU LAY TO REST I WILL JOIN YOU

You held my hand swept me away
Took me on a journey to a place far away
You look into my eyes
You looked into my heart
Walked into my soul
Finding thy perfet place to start
You brought thy sun out
When thy moon was high above
Did everything you knew in thy name of love
You lit up thy fire deep in my thoughts
You planted a seed without soil in my heart
You caused a rose to grow
With thorns white as snow
You gave me thy most perfect gift
You knew just by saying
'I love you'

Shall we go somewhere
Through thy trees and move fast and light
Sun spiralling down

Shall we move again
See thy cement no safety
We find ourselves cold

No more movement now
You lay to rest
I will join you
I pray we sleep soft


11. ZOMBIFICATION

"This guide was brought to you
In conjunction with thy zombie awareness

Council"

In Case of Zombies...

Zombies exhibit poor spacial
Awareness and are therefore easy to sneak up

On.

Always aim for high ground.
You will be more difficult to eat.

Never leave a man behind.

Zombies are slow and dim-witted.
It may be possible to move amongst them

Undetected.

Show no mercy.
She is not your mother anymore.

Firearms make excellent zombie deterrents.
Just remember to aim for thy head.

Zombies have difficult moving quickly.
It should be easy to outrun them.

Sporting goods can be handy in a pinch.

Failure to follow these instructions will
Result in death or zombification.


12. ALWAYS ALONE

Alway's alone
In thy shadow of thy day
What's left in your soul
Became totally grey

Thy tree's will shiver
Thy leafs will fall
Most of them will die
Eventually they will all

Every war
Will only lend
Thy same black darkness
A horrible bloodfull end

In thy deepest hatred
Thy faraway core
Thy darkness will spread
You only want more

Your trapped in a wall
Made of hard stone
You will be there forever
In that same crying lone


13. BEING IN LOVE

One look, one touch, one kiss
Thinking how could she lose this?
thy person she did love and need
Her death was something he couldnt concede

Knowing she wouldnt last long
Taking her life was something she didnt get wrong
Loving thy way he looked at her made her blush
Sleeping with him was something they didnt rush

Giving him her all, Giving him everything
Was it a mistake that he proposed to her with that ring?
She realised in love with him wasnt how she pictured in her dream
Things were worse than they did seem

He wasnt in love with her which thy whole time he knew
Lying when he said baby i love you
believing that what he spoke was true
Was her biggest downfall all thy way through

Laying on their bed
So many tiny crystal tears she did shed
Thinking things through and through in her head
Asking why do i live if i live to die?
More and more tears she does cry

Taking out her shiny silver toy
Screaming now he will bring thy final time of joy
Upon her wrist she makes thy one final mark
Going up along her bright blue vein
Wishing he would love her just once again

Tears mixing with thy blood as she just lies here
Slowly she is dying as she realises no one isnear
Hoping she achieved his worst fear
Of coming home and finding her gone

This day was thy worst when we came home
Finding her like we did all i did was blame
For that now i feel nothing but shame

Those were his words exactly as she heard
Hearing this she realised
She was free no more a muttered word
Those three words she realised were not enough to be true
She whispers in his ear baby i still will protect you
Leaving this place her spirit goes confused on what to do


14. FAILED DREAMS

I always
Dream of you pondering
Did you dream of me too
Wanted you to be
Next to me
For the rest of our lives

We had something great
That you through it away

We can not
Get back what we have lost
You betrayed me
I won't play this game
So why do i feel
That it's me to blame

We had something great
That you through it away

I was
Weak with the thought
That something would go wrong
Because our love was so strong
For so long
I thought what we had was real

We had something great
That you through it away

I did not
Think my life could be altered
Your betrayal was the reason
My life changed
Falling away you lost me

We had something great
That you through it away
Don't say one word
We had something great
That you through it away
Sit there in silence
We had something great
That you through it away


15. I AM ALWAYS DEAD TO YOU

I slowly die inside
From all thy times I have cried
I have cried for you

You look at me with your beautiful eyes
You look right through me
Like I was never alive
I am invisible
I always will be to you
For some reason
I knew I would always
Be like this to you

I wish you were missing me
Like I was missing you
But no matter
What I do
I am always dead to you
Dead to you
Dead to you


16. I DAMN YOU

I break you and I glue you
I love you and I hate you
I kill you and I save you
I hurt you and I cure you
I tie you and I free you
I curse you and I help you
I tear you and I sew you
I ignore you and I feel you
I drown you and I rescue you
I destroy you and I heal you
I eat you and I shit you
I drink you and I pee you
I attack you and I defeat you
I forget you and I miss you
I fuck you and I suck you

I cum you
I bury you
I freeze you
I taste you
I breathe you
I sing you
I shoot you
I melt you
I scream you
I burn you
I cook you
I smoke you
I fail you
I trap you
I fight you
I humiliate you
I kick you
I lick you
I pinch you
I puke you
I rape you
I spit you
I slit you
I abuse you
I bother you
I haunt you
I hang you
I hunt you
I damn you


17. I FORGIVE YOU

I'm sorry for what I did to you
All I said it wasn't true
I crushed you and you never deserved
What it was that you heard

You were thy first one I fell for
I loved you then but there is more
You understood me
Through that time
But when I broke your heart you lied

You told me it was all pretend
From thy beginning to thy end
But I knew it wasn't true
Because I knew thy real you

Like me you were misunderstood
I planned to tell you but before I could
You disapeared
You moved away
And still to this very day
I dream on meeting you again
One more time so I can say
Just three little words
Only three words that will set me free

Nothing very complicated
Now here they are
Plainly stated
I want you to know
No matter what we've been through
I want you to know
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you