1. DESTITUTION

Try to tame your emotions

I have nothing to say anymore
Nothingness is spreading inside me faster and faster
Will I be numb if I give up speaking
Or simply vanish if I am unwilling...to hang on?
All I have is negativity and loneliness surrounds me.

Why don't you stop brooding on and on
Try to open your eyes and awake

First time I heard it
First time I listened
I only resigned myself to thinking you lied
Memories turned to scars
My wings fell apart
And all of a sudden all my plans scrumbled
I stumbled nearly fell
Pretended to feel well
But my eyes betrayed me, exuding hate

I'm getting lost in all this confusion
(Divinity lies inside your body
You have to find it
And learn how to cherish it)
Wanna break away from emotions

...Coz no one ever wants to know
That I am caught in the undertow

How does it feels to watch me fall
And never find time to help me up

Suffered from being pushed aside
I wanna take back my life

So now that I know where I belong
Let me and watch me go

I've turned my life inside out
Desillusions helped me out
I'm drowning in Oblivion
Won't let anyone put me down...


2. OUT OF MY GRASP

So close and so far away from you
I'm dying from
This one way devotion that wears me down
The burden of your blindness unhinges my mind
(I) feel the poison burning inside

Your mere existence keeps me going
But gradually your indifference numbs my senses
You numb my senses

But why do I need to breathe when you don't see me? Tell me...

What's inside survives, but...
...I'll write the end of the story without you...


3. INTO THE MAZE

You've prayed
You've cursed
You've begged and invoked and cried
And trustfully awaited things to swing in your favour while...

...No one ever suffered from...

The masquerade
You seek refuge in
Though you are frustrated
You keep polishing the bars of your jail

After
All I said and done
Do you really feel better?
(You) thought you mastered then you've lost
The real struggle's inside

Venture into the labyrinth
Venture into the maze

The masquerade
You wallowed in
Prevented
The light from resurfacing
Follow your own way
And you will blossom day after day (2x)


4. ORIENS (Ruins and Rise)

The shadows and clouds you've spread over my life
Destroyed the tiny light I had inside
Nevermind the feelings we shared
The end of it all was inevitable
And I was too blind to see
You pleaded guilty before you acted strangely
Pieces of my life scattered like those of a puzzle
And whirl around me