1. OVERTURE: WELCOME HOME

Lying,
In my bed,
Am I dead,
The struggle, in my head,
The voices,
Myself,
Have buried me down...

Something,
Anything,
Everything,
Is spinning around me,
I'm afraid,
I'm searching for help all around me,
I'm drowning, I can't breathe,
Ashamed of what I am...

At the end of my new world,

Do you feel the end of my world ?

Welcome home in my new world...


2. MY LOST WORD

Don't pretend to know if I'm fine
Don't pretend to be considerate
You see through me like I'm not there,
I'm there,
But your eyes seem not to care
Look I'm there but I disappear
If I'm nothing for you
Could you only be true ?

My lost world is ending,
Carry the loss of you
Can't bear this loss

Hold me back, I'd like to
Save myself from me, I'm drowning

Hold me back, I hope to
Save myself from you, I'm dying

Free me from my chains
I'm tired to be
I'm tired to introduce myself to strangers,
Pretending, I'm all right
Pretending things will be right
If I'm nothing for you
Could you only be true ?

My lost world is ending,
Carry the loss of you
Can't bear this loss

Hold me back, I'd like to
Save myself from me, I'm drowning
(swimming far from the shore, in the dark)

Hold me back, I hope to
Save myself from you, I'm dying

Hold me back, I'd like to
Save myself from me, I'm drowning
(swimming far from the shore, in the dark)

Hold me back, I hope to
Save myself from you,
I'm fading, as I'm dying,
And crying as I'm falling down

I'm fading, as I'm dying,
And crying as I'm falling down

I'm fading, as I'm dying,
And crying
As I'm falling down


3. SHATTERED

You have shattered all my dreams,
You have shattered what we were,
With your little respect of my will,

I've been waiting so long to get home,
Prayin' the world to end, at least to beat,

Hello, I'm down on my knees,
Pull the trigger and fire,
But never let me down,

Hello I'm down on my knees,
Absolve me from my sins
Countdown is released

You decided on your way,
You decided what we were,
With your little respect of my wont,

Tears and prayers didn't change your mind,
Let my world end, at least to beat

Hello, I'm down on my knees,
Pull the trigger and fire,
But never let me down,

Hello I'm down on my knees,
Absolve me from my sins
Countdown is released

Know that nothing could, nothing could
Nothing could, nothing should die...


4. INNOCENCE ENDING

(instrumental)


5. FAR, BEYOND LOVE

I recognized all my blames,
I understood what you meant,
Reflected an image that was not me at all,

So many times, I've tried to stand,
To figure out, to make amends,
But who cared to know if the puzzle was done,

Hide your face behind the mask,
Hide your thoughts to pacify,
How many times I tried to convince you to talk

I'm sick of this state,
I'm sick of it all,
Why did I lose this fight again ?
Why did I lose you in the end ?

Someday, I know,
I'll sail away from you, from me,
The tears will dry after the rain,
The sun will shine to warm my land,

I hope there's still a chance to burn,
The scars you left upon my grave
Far, beyond love, I'm still the same,
Far, beyond hate, my world collapsed...

You recognized all my blames,
Without a defense, you declared,
Guilty of anything, you reproached me indeed,

You drew a distance between us,
You drew a line, I could not cross,

I faced your mask,
I faced your face,
I'm paralyzed,
And I could not help it, no

Someday, I know,
I'll sail away from you, from me,
The tears will dry after the rain,
The sun will shine to warm my land,

I hope there's still a chance to burn,
The scars you left upon my grave
Far, beyond love, I'm still the same,
Far, beyond hate, my world collapsed,
This world collapsed...

What does it mean love ?
There is no more love, ever !
What does it mean hate ?
I feel myself so creep !

Trust ! Who ?
You ?
You lie ! You lie to me !
You broke my heart !
You broke my love !
You broke my trust !

My tears scarred me !
My tears burned my face !
I wanna die !

I really want to die !
I wanna leave this place !
I wanna leave this world !
If only I could ever die !
Please help me ! Please save me ! Please rescue me !

Listen ! Can you tell me !
I really want to know !
Am I so bad ?
So nothing for you !
Nothing at all !

Why did you lie ?
Why did you doubt ?
Why did you fake it ?

You were my everything, for nothing, for that ?
Is this a game ?
What are the rules ?

I'm so ashamed
I'm so broken

Things will never be the same
My trust will never be the same

I want to die !
I wanna to leave this fucking world !
If only I could ever die !
Once upon a time, far beyond love


6. REOVERTURE AS TEARS GO BY

Somewhere, anywhere, everywhere,
I'm looking for you there,
But nowhere, I can't reach you,
My heart can't deny you
I miss you, I need you,
Ashamed of what I am...

Lying in my bed,
Almost dead,
The struggle in my head,
The voices, coldness,
The blood all around me,
I can't live, don't want to,
Ashamed of what I am...

Everyday seems to recover the past,
It's a picture of you
It's a song that you hummed,

A scar is still there,
But my smile has to fake,
Since you walked away...

And I'm dying,
Memory's dying,
It's just me and the mirror,
Swimming far from the shore,
But you're fading,
Memory's fading
As tears go by...

Something, anything, everything,
Is spinning around me,
I'm afraid,
I'm searching for help all around me,
I'm drowning, I can't breathe,
Ashamed of what I was...

Crying in my bed,
Almost dead,
The struggle in my head,
The voices, their echoes,
The blood all around me,
I can't live, don't want to,
Ashamed of what I was...

Everyday seems to recover the past,
It's a picture of you
It's a song that you hummed,

A scar is still there,
But my smile has to fake,
Since you walked away...
But you walked away...

And I'm dying,
Memory's dying,
It's just me and the mirror,
Swimming far from the shore,
But you're fading,
Memory's fading,
As tears go by...

And I'm fading,
Memory's fading
It's just me and the mirror,
Swimming far from the shore,

But you're fading,
Memory's fading
As tears go by...

I embraced the sadness
You left behind a bunch of tears,
I am the one who said ...œlove is just madness...?,

You torn my world in two,
I bet my soul for you,
Please take me home,
I'm so lost without you...

But you're fading,
Memory's fading...
That's it !


7. SHATTERED WORLD

You have shattered all my dreams,
You have shattered what we were,
With your little respect of my will,

I've been waiting so long to get home,
Prayin' the world to end, at least to beat,

Hold me back, I'd like to
Save myself from me, I'm drowning

You decided on your way,
You decided what we were,
With your little respect of my wont,

Tears and prayers didn't change your mind,
Let my world end, at least to beat

Hold me back, I'd like to
Take me home, I hope to
Save myself from me, I'm dying

Take me home, I hope to
Save myself
Before I'm dying...


8. AT THE END OF MY NEW WORLD... TO BE CONTINUED

I've been broken by my pain,
I said words, I regret everyday,
I'm finally done with that,

I've been chasing all the clouds,
The darkness around, the space between,
Sometimes, I'm still falling down,

But then I hear a silent voice,
As tears go by, listen the voice,

At the end of my new world,
I guess something has changed inside,
My whole world's been changing,

This world you created,
With sorrow that filled me up,
Welcome home in my new world,
My brand new world,

How many times should I try to fake,
I was down, still torn within,
Sometimes so scarred,
I'm finally done with that,

I've been chasing all the shadows,
The pouring rain, the space between,
Sometimes, I'm still falling down,

But then I hear a silent voice,
As tears go by, listen the voice,

At the end of my new world,
I guess something has changed inside,
My whole world's been changing,

This world you created,
With sorrow that filled me up,
Welcome home in my new world,
My brand new world,
My brand new life...

But then I hear a silent voice,
As tears go by, listen the voice,

Lying in my bed,
I'm not dead,
The struggle in my head,
Has not buried me down,

Something, anything, everything,
Is spinning around me,
Ain't afraid,
I'm fine,

At the end of my new world,
I guess something has changed inside,
My whole world's been changing,

This world you created,
With sorrow that filled me up,
Welcome home in my new world,
My brand new world

At the end of my new world,
At the end of my new world,
I'm finally done with you

At the end of my new world,
Do you feel the end of my world ?
Welcome home in my new world