1. BLUE DEVILS

I often get lost in the wake
When the tides come rolling in
I lose my way sinking
Down into my loneliness
I self deprecate to help find
A home in all of this
But I accidentally lost your heart
When I took it for a swim

And maybe it was obvious
Because I told myself it was
That you and I were never going
To last till we were old
And I think I made it obvious
That I was losing hope
Convinced myself that happiness
Was not my own to hold

It feels like a lifetime
I've been out adrift at sea
So when I came across you
I had a hope that you could save me
But I hit you with a rogue wave
Swept you far from by my side
Now I can be alone here
And you'll find hope in other tides

And maybe it was obvious
Because I told myself it was
That you and I were never going
To last till we were old
And I think I made it obvious
That I was losing hope
Convinced myself that happiness
Was not my own to hold

I heard you found an island
I hope it feels like paradise
I'm sure you'll make it work dear
Always admired how you'd tried
Now I can feel me slipping under
The current has its hold on me
Don't wanna wear you down no more
Please go just leave me be

Maybe it was obvious
Because I told myself it was
That you and I were never going
To last till we were old
And I think I made it obvious
That I was losing hope
Convinced myself that happiness
Was not my own to hold

Am I the one? (x4)