1. GOODBYE

With the crack of dawn, the bells will ring
And there we'll say goodbye,
We meet again my good old friend
For one discreet last time
You lie in peace, with no soul within
My silent heart remains
And now I have to wander life
In misery and pain

Tears fill my eyes as I look upon your deserted body
Fears fill my mind as I know you won't be there beside me
But someday I believe that we'll meet again, my friend
So for now, I'll just say goodbye
So for now, I'll just say goodbye

In fear I reach for your soulless eyes
Your hand is cold - no lie, you've died
Pretending not is so damn cruel
A darkened soul, my fear is fueled
My life is shattered, descending started
As horror takes my every inch
So until we meet again my friend
In another life another end

Tears fill my eyes as I look upon your deserted body
Fears fill my mind as I know you won't be there beside me
But someday I believe that we'll meet again, my friend
So for now, I'll just say goodbye
So for now, I'll just say goodbye

"Listen to me, my good old friend
As I can see you now down there
Things are not as what they say
I cannot tell you can't explain
I must just ask for one more thing
Don't cry for me, my dying wish
One thing is for sure, we'll meet again
In another life another end"

Tears fill my eyes as I look upon your deserted body
Fears fill my mind as I know you won't be there beside me
But someday I believe that we'll meet again, my friend
So for now, I'll just say goodbye
So for now, I'll just say goodbye


2. MY WINTER SUN

I searched for her, long and hard
In every corner I could find
In every street, in every bar
But lost she was a fallen star

I thought I'd stop, a hopeless man
I turned my head and there she was
Lying cold a soulless life
Her wrists were slashed from side to side

A year has passed since that dreadful night
A nightmare screaming in my mind
It seems unreal, like never done
I've lost my love, alone, ashamed,

Every night she visits me, sadly
She comes to me, with tears in her eyes
She lies by me, and whispers "I love you"
But by morning she's nowhere to be found

I wake up dazed and so confused
Did I just dream or was it you?
I don't believe it was not true
Am I going mad? What must I do?

Trapped in a world of make believe
I think that nothing's what it seems
My winter sun, I know you died
I saw you there with my own eyes

A broken puzzle in my mind
I'm trying to find these missing parts
Trying to melt, dissolve away
That frozen picture, cursed to stay

Every night she visits me, sadly
She comes to me, with tears in her eyes
She lies by me, and whispers "I love you"
But by morning she's nowhere to be found

Last night, an eerie scene took place
She stood so cold an icy face
Aghast inside, a raging fear into my eyes
She bluntly peered

I heard her voice inside my head
"My love, don't cry - your eyes don't lie
My spirit lives forever on, inside your heart
You keep me strong"

Every night she visits me, sadly
She comes to me, with tears in her eyes
She lies by me, and whispers "I love you"
But by morning she's nowhere to be found
But by morning she's nowhere to be found


3. CAN YOU HEAR ME ?

Lost in a world of darkness,
Where light is just a memory
Damned into eternal blackness
Alone I know, I won't be free
So I look above and I scream
With all the strength that's left in me

Can you hear me? I'm sitting in the corner of my life
Can you see me? shine a little light
Can you hear me? I'm sitting in the corner of my life
Can you see me? shine a little light

Trapped in a cage of sorrow
Regrets are all that cover me
Spun in a web of silence
I can't hear the voice that comes from me
So I close my eyes and I dream
Reality is lost it seems

Can you hear me? I'm sitting in the corner of my life
Can you see me? shine a little light
Can you hear me? I'm sitting in the corner of my life
Can you see me? shine a little light

Where am I what have I done
To deserve all this
I try to think but my mind seems blank
I'm stuck alone in a bliss...

Can you hear me? I'm sitting in the corner of my life
Can you see me? shine a little light
Can you hear me? I'm sitting in the corner of my life
Can you see me? shine a little light


4. SUICIDE NOTE

I rise up from the ashes completely torn apart
I'm left to dry the tears from my heart
Forgiven, forgotten, it sounds the same to me
As fate has done its work eventually

An overbearing darkness creeps deep into my soul
I'm forced to play another man's role
Lying and pretending I try to hide myself
As no one has seen beneath this shell
My shell

I write this letter, a poem from my heart
These words you read are sealed with my blood
So if you're reading this, my friend - whoever you are
Know I've gone away, away afar

I write this letter, a poem from my heart
These words you read are sealed with my blood
So if you're reading this, my friend - whoever you are
Know I've gone away, away afar
And this suicide note I leave behind
And this suicide note I leave behind