1. Cold

Here at the end of summer
I watch the days draw in
The pale light so full of questions
That I cannot move on.
Three years of sinking slowly
I can't take another day
I would give anything
To make it go away

There's nothing worth believing anymore
There is no place we haven't been before
The little things that matter pass away
And leave our garden fragrant with decay

It's just empty space inside now.
Under the barren trees,
Your absence fills the silence
And your voice still haunts my dreams
I can't find a sense of purpose
I can't seem to get a hold
I can't find my peace of mind
It leaves me feeling cold
So cold

2. Dust

Crush me to dust, I am worthless, and must be despised
I suffocate slowly and surely sucked under by my own lies

Crush me like dirt, I have borne all the hurt I can take
I feel the blood slow, I am flowing away, do not keep me here…

I am filled with the fear that you'll leave me right here
With my sickness and hollowed-out eyes
If there's room in your heart, stop me falling apart
I am broken, I can't find my way…

Crush me to dust, do not bear my distrust. You must go
Do not turn back my dear, for I fear I cannot let you go

No forgiveness or peace, no respite in the least,
Just the rain and the cold and the grey
No repentance, no grace in this terrible place:
But I'm going to take it away

Destiny embraces me in arms as cold as snow
Kisses me, caresses me; I think it's time to go now…

Crush me to dust, I am worthless, and must be despised
I suffocate slowly and surely sucked under by my own lies

No forgiveness or peace, no respite in the least,
Just the rain and the cold and the grey
No repentance, no grace in this terrible place:
But I'm going to take it away

Destiny envelopes me in arms as cold as snow
Kisses me, caresses me; I think it's time to go now…
The path I'd set, the life I've lead: pulled down in undertow
I'm drowning now, soon I'll forget. I wish it could be now…

Forgive me…

3. Ride

I tried my luck at keeping hope alive
I tried my luck at staying whole
The voice inside me says it's time to go
Keeps urging me to take control

So I just ride
Yeah, I just ride
I just ride
Just ride

I know my blood, I feel the power inside
I feel the future coming close
The voice inside me knows it's time to go
Keeps urging me to take control

So I just ride
Yeah, I just ride
I just ride
Just ride

The liar feeds on my disease
The liar breathes my hurt
The liar ruins everything
Turns dreams to dirt
No meaning left in silence now
No rhythm in the dark
No sense of possibility
An empty heart

So I just ride
Yeah, I just ride
I just ride
Just ride

4. November

The table set for you now, this one last time
We lay your body gently down, and gather around
A cheap pine box, my covenant, I'll not forget
Your hands once warm and full of love, grown cold in death

My sweet November
To you he flies
All must surrender to her
We all must die

Now Winter holds you in her thrall, the sun turns red
The cold, hard earth is calling you into her bed
How soon our precious love is spent and desolate
The ages waste in passing, erase the dead

My sweet November
To you he flies
All must surrender to her
We all must die

I miss you more with every day
I miss you more than words can say
And, hunted by the jealous grave,
My heart is empty