Change

Nothing is never the way we want
We travel through times seeking out the cure
To our faith and nothing more
But this is the life we've chosen

Why can't we turn our hate to you?
We feel lost and insecure...

Nothing is ever the way we want
We continue to bounce to sound of war
We concieve the perfect land of the free
By killing our pried and dignity

Why can't we turn our hate to you?
We feel lost and insecure...

...we spend our days wondering why
But truth is just another lie

I feel there's nothing I can do to change
My hate is stronger than you
I'm living with these chains around me
I'm living with the fear beside me
I'm living just for living day by day
I turn the seeds of time and in my everlasting dream
I see the world is changing and knowing that I'm there
I'm changing I'm changing too

Why can't we turn our hate to you?
We feel lost and insecure...

...we spend our days wondering why
But truth is just another lie



I

I'm feeling lost inside my dreams
That's why I never sleep
I live a constant war inside me
And there's no way I can win

I'm traveling in my past and
Through the mazes of my mind
To find the answers to my fears
And the meaning of my life

I don't know where to find...
That faith I left behind (for you)
That hope I kept inside (of me)
I don't know where to find...
me...

Walking down the avenue
Of suffering and pain
I continue to have faith in God
But I know that is in vain

I never wanted to believe
That life was just a game
The more I play the more
I'm lost in my sanity

I don't know where to find...
That faith I left behind (for you)
That hope I kept inside (of me)
I don't know where to find...
me...

But I'm still aware... to dream...

I don't know where to find...
That faith I left behind (for you)
That hope I kept inside (of me)
I don't know where to find...
me...



Innocent Child

I never understood
The way she looked at me that day
She seemed lost in her world
Alone and so afraid
She used to live with such intensity
That it seemed that the world was in her hands

She was one of those girls
That believed in princess and in charmed lands
In poetry and happiness
In evil in certain way she didn't want to believe
She was so pure and she used to say, "I love life everyday"

She's no longer that innocent child
She was forced to grow to survive
In this world of madness and pain
She learned what is walk in the rain
She saw the tru world without lies
And she stopped believing in God...

She doesn't want...
Oh, she doesn't want to feel love again
She didn't believe that the world
Could be this fucking mad
Every day it's all the same
She fights to stay alive
Beneath her smile she hides her pain
She is the victim of her life

She's no longer that innocent child
She was forced to grow to survive
In this world of madness and pain
She learned what is walk in the rain
She saw the tru world without lies
And she stopped believing in God.



The Prison

Sometimes I feel that I'm losing control
I'm drowning in dreams that I just can't let go
Taking this wrong road I learned to survive
Alone in this darkness deceived by my life

I never believed that I could be afraid
I seek and destroy all the feelings I have
I'm living my way and I cannot go back
To that prison...

Where I lost my pride
And renaunced my faith
Where I could not hide
From everything that I hate and contempt
I see...
And I believe that I can change the world but
I can't run away from the ghosts of my past, from the sins of my mind
I just can't run away!!

I'm feeling so lost and so misunderstood
I'm trapped in my past in the depths of my soul
I know I must face all the things I can't see
The demons in my head and the devil in me

It's hard to believe when the world is a lie
It's hard to sustain so much hate in my heart
But I'm living my way and I cannot go back
To my prison...

Where I lost my pride
And renaunced my faith
Where I could not hide
From everything that I hate and contempt
I see...
And I believe that I can change the world but
I can't run away from the ghosts of my past, from the sins of my mind
I just can't run away!!

I can't run away...
From the sins of my mind
I can't run away...