1. CANCER

An abscess
Invincible

Spread throughout the body
Death programmed ineviteably
Times runs very fast
Only few months or years remaining

By the declaration of the diagnostics
Depressions overcome
Life fades so monotonous
Cry for help
But no one can hear it

All attempts of therapy fail
The testament already being written
In mourning facing the demise
I am grateful for redemption

Realese me from this world

Fall into a deep sleep

Agonizing was death

Infect me
Spread

Release me


2. DESTROYED DREAMS

I don´t know what it means
Why I am so sad
A girlfriend from the old times
Who can´t disappear from my mind
Just creeping through the day
How can you sleep silently
And know I am
still alive

You have broken
My emotions

And my heart
Is sad

Do you see the tears in my face
May heart is broken
Do you see how I am suffering at all
I am alive and now I am even stronger

Than the dead
You have destroyed my feelings
And you cough
Like hell
Primarily I am dead

And though
It many
Go on


3. MAD MAN

After a loss
No redemption
To be found
Trying to find one

But also others
Share my suffering
Killing without
Any remorse

Although the will
Opposes
The whole content
Of my surrounding

Has to be erased
Becoming a killer
After realization

Fear of imprisonment
Suicide one to release
Beloved ones
Left behind

Tears falling
In streams
The mourning
Full of hate

But no one
Bears the
Money rules the world
Money means might


4. THE FOUR TORCHBEARERS

The millenium
Ends
Apocalyptic minds
Let it awake

The four lords of
The wind directions
Those of the north, south, east and west
They are the torchbearers of this time
Their fire enlightens the sky
Heaven as black as night
Lets the light shine like four suns
Marching proudly towards victory
The victory of the end

Bloodsoaked shrouds

Highly mounted on their horses

(The torch to the right
And the sword of death to the left )

Only those who fight with the right side

Will survive...


5. LOST IN A STREAM OF TEARS

A shattered view
Drowned instreams of
The rain of agony
The image fading
Pictures of you
Memories filling my eyes with a
Flood and forming to
Aneternal fountain
Of tears
Your face and smile
The thorn in my side
An illusion filling
Me with grief

Words collide
Souls collapse
Hearts cry
Emotions die

As it´s presence regains control
I try to deny
I try to ignore
But can´t turn my eyes off my soul
Until I setlle
The blade
Into throat

Words collide
Souls collapse
Hearts cry
Emotions die