1. BLACK

This thing,escaping from the outside. My peripheral,gone
I feel nothing on the inside, a plaything for my little..
One fear, I have counting backwards, parasite eating away.
Calm...now is my ocean of disgust but
I just know I'll pass this hate along
It frightens me to think this way
Can't stop, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop.

Tripping backwards I fall...
Deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
Feel a wrinkle in my... deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
If this lasts I'll look through...
Deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
Take my fist and shove me...
Deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper

I can't think of nothing I'd like better to do
Than suffocate this madness.
You've taken all these things away.
I wish I could just be again.

He's dancing on the circles underneath my eyes... I go black
I'd like to dream this all away, but I can't sleep....
I go black
He's dancing on the circles underneath my eyes
I'd like to dream this all away.

I can't feel this.
Stop, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, no

Tripping backwards I fall...
Deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
Feel a wrinkle in my... deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
If this lasts I'll look through...
Deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
Take my fist and shove me...
Deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper
This dog sleeps no more God's fist luck.

Something inside has waken,
And that something is pissed off.
Mary, Mary, dysentery, how does your cancer grow?
I can't feel this.
Stop, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, no

He's dancing on the circles underneath my eyes... I go black
I'd like to dream this all away, but I can't sleep....
I go black
He's dancing on the circles underneath my eyes... I go black
I'd like to dream this all away, but I can't sleep....
I go black...

Something inside has waken,
And that something is pissed off.


2. JOY

This could be the breath inside you
This could be the death that hides
Deeper than the life you never had.
This could be the best one ever
This could be the last endeavor
This could be the hour glass running out of sand.
This is the space between your ears
As empty as your pretty fears
This is forever in a shoe.
And if give me your perspective
Termination is effective
And every bit of bull shit true.

If the devil looked you straight in the eye
And dared you to spit in her face.
As the ground is screaming straight up to meet you
Pray that every body part is easily replaced.

These are the joys that make everything worth living for.
These are the choices for the idiots.
These are the joys that make everything worth dyeing for.
These are the joys, these are the joys, these are the joys.

Watch now as the world spins out from under your feet
And everything you believe... is put away for keeps.
Dare them all to show resistance,
Scare 'em all to death and what you sow...
Is what you reap.
Running through the red light screaming,
This could be your only demon
Same one that's been breathing down your back.
Dangling from the thread that holds you,
That's the one the devil sold you
That same thread is running out of slack.

These are the joys that make everything worth living for.
These are the choices for the idiots.
These are the joys that make everything worth dyeing for.
These are the joys, these are the joys, these are the joys.


3. CLICK

Animal in a group of humans
Paranoid in a home for the blind

This is the montage, this is the enemy
This is the climax, this is the end.
This is the warning, this is the guarantee
This is the coming, this is the best part.

Gasoline to an open fire
Sugar coated feet on a bed of ants
God is a leper, God is a know-it-all
God is a creditor, God is a freak.
God is a mother, God is a hypocrite
God is authority, God is a trucker
We are the criminal and God is cynical.

Castration to an impotant
Lucky number seven gone again

We are the monster, we are the animal
We are the bad seed, we are the worm.
We are enormous, we are adrenaline
We are the red light, we are the anti.

This is the good side to masturbation
Only thing against your forehead
This is the good side to aggravation
Only thing that keeps us alive.


4. MOUSE

I'm crawling back to you on hands and knees mercy.
I've given you everything I have
And the beauty is there was nothing there at all.
This used to be exciting, now it's only habit hiding
Beauty isn't so inviting.

I keep coming back but you keep pushing me away
Further from this mouse who was that man I used to be.

I just can't get better than this
I just can't get better than this
Love like this like dying again
So much luck but I never win
I just can't get better than this
No I just can't get better than this

That someone watching me has gone away for now
What flourished yesterday, has crumbled to the ground
That little light
I loved so much has learned how to shut me down.

I just can't get better than this
I just can't get better than this
Love like this like dying again
So much luck but I never win
I just can't get better than this
No I just can't get better than this

Pretty little liar won't you tell a little fib
And when I come into your bedroom
Will you crawl into my crib
So I can cuddle up beside you & hold you in my arm
I can feel your breath inside of me
That's the very best part

I keep coming back but you keep pushing me away
Further from this mouse who was that man I used to be
Running 'round in circles she keeps swimming through my head
God I love this life but I just wish that I was dead.

I used to be a man,I used to be a man,I used to be a man,
I used to be a man,I used to be a man,I used to be a man,
I used to be a man,I used to be a man,I used to be a man,
I used to be a man, now I'm just a mouse.


5. D.T.

She, who was once debutante...
Shaking and pale bird of despair.
All that used to glisten...
Naked and frail food for the worms.
Vanity is nothingness in vain.
He, all of one. Torn in two...
Standing alone losing the war.
Forced to set the devil free...
Burning the wings feed to the wolves.
Sanity is something left for the few.
Heaven's nothing more than a room with a view.

One man's trash is another man's plunder.
And if it looks painful it must be for pleasure.
Thinner than blood. Thicker than leather.
One glance away and it's already gone.

Shame, who was waiting patiently...
Love for the dead devour the weak.
Trust was a box to hide beneath...
Living a lie soul for sale.
Curiosity could poison the world.
That same curiosity broke this girl.

I'll be your father and
I'll be your preacher man.
You play the master and
I'll play the gimp.
I am forever and yours is to never
Leave the ground again.
I'll be your father and
I'll be your preacher man.
You play the master and
I'll play the gimp.
I am forever and yours is to never
Leave the ground again.

I am forever as yours is to never
Leave the ground again.


6. BITTER

I've learned everything I ever knew from you
I know I'll always be your little star, but
I've done these things that show me
Just how stupid I was for
believing you now I'm alone.

And I can't feel anymore
I can't feel

I'm finally opening my eyes to reality
This wasn't meant to be. That's what they've said.
All of my friends I've seen come and go over again
Like the passing of seasons gone dry

And I can't feel anymore
I can't feel

And as I wonder I sleep in somber
They've pulled my number and now I know this is the
End of my summer it's pulling me under
And all of my life has been one long goodbye


7. CELLOPHANE

Apparently we've taken this as far as it can go.
But most of us don't realize how much there is to know.
I counted on my apathy to walk me through this park.
But all that I keep doing's running blindly in the dark.

I can see and I can feel
But I can't breathe and soon I will die.
I can see and I can feel
But I can't breathe and soon I will die.

Repeatedly I hear you say that it's the best that I can get.
But none of this covers up the cracks of my regret.
I can't be much more than this - hermaphrodite anarchist.

I can see and I can feel
But I can't breathe and soon I will die.
I can see and I can feel
But I can't breathe and soon I will die.

This is the only breath left to
Take now and you are the one I
Hate now but I will be on my best behavior until I see you
Fuck up and then you'll be on my
Hit list. I'll keep you for my own
Selfish and you'll be praying to God that
I don't keep you as long as you
Kept me. Pray to your God you
Kept me. Pray to your God.


8. AWAKE

The truth is absolution in decay.
The truth is denial turning grey.
The truth if far from being near.
The truth has never been so queer.
The truth has never seen the sun.
The truth is the burning of the gun.
The truth is fear worn on your sleeve.
And the truth is just about to leave...forever.

I've got lies to keep me warm at night.
Lies to keep my senses clean.
I've got lies to share my sweetest dreams.
And I've got you to lie to.

The truth is scratched into these walls.
The truth the sky's about to fall.
The truth is spoiling in the ground.
The truth is nowhere to be found.
The truth is that you'll always be alone.
The truth is what you kill is what you own.
The truth is redemption in disguise.
And the truth is all about the lies.

I've got lies to keep me warm at night.
Lies to keep my senses clean.
I've got lies to share my sweetest dreams.
And I've got you to lie to.

I've got you to cherish all my secrets and
keep them as alive as when I first
Broke you fragile entrance into this
life of demons just like you are, cause you know
I was there to see it all.
I was there to see it all.
I was there to see it all.
I was there to see her fall.


9. BLUE

And I will always succumb to you.
And I will always see it through.
A poison dart into the cashier...her body hits the floor.
Little heather passerby, a van pulls up...an open door
Goodbye
Forever
Careful attention to detail.
If you keep quiet I'll never fail.
A crowded room, another trophy..to fill an empty space
The soothing silence of the room,
The color washed...from her face.
Here it comes again.
A quiet stare into forever.
Lost beneath the sheets of never.
It's all nothing blue.

Yes I will always succumb to you.
To this forever, I'll be true.
Another day, another cinder...to staple to these wings.
Another care, another problem...for all these little things.
A stronger cross to bare the witness...
Of what we've both become.
And after all is said and done, my kingdom came...
And now I'm done.

There comes a time to kill the weak off.
There comes a time to make them pay.
It's just enough to make me happy.
It's just enough to make you go away