1. NUMB

My soul is numb
Dead and frozen
I see the world through cold
Lifeless eyes
Empty and gray
Lost and drowning
I can't bear this terrible suffering
For another day
Free me from the horror
Free me from the pain
Entombed in the graven shroud of a timeless age
Lost
Drowning in a black sea of endless tears
The filthy claws of despair have pierced my heart
My life consumed by tragedy and self loathing
I long to sleep forever in the silent oblivion of funeral realms
The vile poison of eternal sadness
Has tainted my will
I shall drink from the decayed chalice
Of the grave
Welcoming the savage embrace
Of my shining blade
Oh carry me
To the silent oblivion of funeral realms


2. THE LAST BREATH

Today
I felt my spirit die
A soul severed crushed by undreamt of pain
Now only darkness dwells within
Slowly scraping away
All that I ever cared for
Haunted dreams plague me
I can't remember
The last time I felt truly alive
Desperately trying
To make sense of it all
Only torment s real
I saw the colors die
Fading to a grim winter gray
Everything is so cold and meaningless
Again the black storms of despair possess me
Tearing at raw nerves that only know
The terrible pleasures of suffering
This is nothing new
Devoured by loneliness
None can understand
None can see
My true
Identity
For I only live through these words you read
My last breath gone
Suffocated by this human shell
There is no other release
For me
My life
Has begun
To self destruct
It's just a matter of time
Before
I must
Go


3. HOPELESS

Many nights untold
I cursed my wretched existence
Hollow nights spent forlorn
Lying in perfect darkness
Why
Why must I suffer so
I am nothing
I feel nothing
Pain and grief
Have long been my dearest companions
Hopelessness
Complete emptiness is all I know
The soft mournful calls
A piano drones on the in the distance
The same minor chord
Over over and over again
Like some sad funeral dirge
Marching
On and on
A solemn soundtrack
To this affliction
I call my life
A prisoner chained to this nightmarish world
Of utter
Loneliness
Ageless
Left with
A rotting
Spirit
I have summoned
The dark angels of suicide
They come
To carry me home
My frozen heart lies dead in my chest
Never shall I return


4. SPIRIT OF WRATH

Oh great spirit of wrath
Paint the skies with fire and fill the seas with blood
Plague the world with black mists of sorrow
Seal our fate in darkness eternal
Flesh devouring demon legions
Possessed of an undying lust for torture and murder
See the death of innocence
Raped by the blackstone hammer of blasphemy
Happiness a charred memory
Of a time long lost
Cold hatred violently rules a land born of frost
Spawn of hell
Shall rise on brimstone wings
Dark chariots
Of Endless war
Barbaric
Berserker
Rampage
Spirit of wrath
Savage thundering majesty
The howitzers sing of their grim tidings
Relentless deafening waves of machine gun fire
Swept away in a steel storm
Of dismemberment
Tearing at the velvet sky
Screams of anguish rise
No hope remains
As the world is drowned in scarlet rain
Evil death lords undead
Sit upon thrones of ice
Nightmarish howls of victory
As the sun fades into obscurity
Midnight feast
Blasphemy
Eternal
Celebration of misery
A vicious
Reality at last