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OPEN YOUR EYES As I walk along these streets I see a man that walks alone Distant echo of peoples feet He has no place to call his own A shot rings out from a roof over head A crackhead asks for change nearby An old man lies in an alleyway dead A little girl lost just stands there and cries Refrain: What would you do, if it was you? Would you take everything for granted like you do? A boy just 13 on the corner for sale Swallows his pride for another hit Overpopulation there's no room in jail And most of you don't give a shit That your daughters are porno stars and Your sons sell death to kids You're so lost in your little worlds Your little worlds you'll never fix Refrain You turn away As I walk along these streets Soaking up the acid rain Underneath the taxi cabs I hear the streets cry out in vain PRESSURE I just need this to be alright I can't feel this another night I can't take this I come unglued I might breakdown in front of you Necessary to medicate I'm not sleeping, can't stay awake Refrain: Can't see through this Too much pressure Drowning in this Too much pressure If you need me I'll be here Half unconscious to escape my fear I can't take this I come unglued I might breakdown in front of you Necessary to medicate I'm not sleeping, can't stay awake Refrain My head hurts this shit isn't getting me high My chest is so tight, am I going to die My stomach's in knots and the room starts to spin As I wait for this valium to slowly kick in Refrain FADE I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but The thought is too much to conceive I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness that my life became cause Refrain: I just needed someone to talk to You were just to busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made So where were you? When all this I was going through You never took the time To ask me just what you could do I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness that my life became cause Refrain I never meant to fade (away) I never meant to fade IT'S BEEN A WHILE And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you Refrain And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem And consequences that are rendered I stretch myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself aswell And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you Refrain Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste Refrain And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry CHANGE If ever you had said to me before that I would live this life That I am living now I guess it's all so strange To feel the way I do inside But have so much that I could feel some pride for in my life So why is it that I feel like this Refrain: How do I feel? I've been here before, I've felt this Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me To torment again and torture me like it used to I try and try to break away from all the hate I'm feeling For every one of you that's ever done me wrong I need to justify the reasons for the way I'm living I guess I can't cause I don't feel like I deserve Refrain So now the waves they have subsided and my soul is bleeding I can't take away all the shame I feel forgive me CAN'T BELIEVE Respect Respect what is found Respect should be abound Respect everything that you leave I can't believe Refrain: I can't believe And I, I can't believe I can't believe all the travesty Surrounding me, I want to flee I want to flee from everything In front of me here Refrain Never again, trusted in you Fuck everything that you think I should be I stand, never again, never again EPIPHANY Your words to me just a whisper Your faces so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear Refrain: Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles Cause my words get in my way I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away Cause I can't take anymore of this I want to come apart Or dig myself a little hole Inside your precious heart Refrain I am nothing more than A little boy inside That cries out for attention Yet I always try to hide Cause I talk to you like children Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed Refrain SUFFER The more you see the more you do The television's feeding you With what you want to hear Anger and fear Because you suffer The hate you feel won't go away You're all programmed to feel this way To live another day within a world That loves to suffer Refrain: And then I come to find everything's OK Seen this all before But that was yesterday I try to walk right through The messes that I've made Just let me enjoy The life here that I've made Refrain I've tried to give this all to you Can't take anymore to do With this it hurts inside I know why I hide Cause I suffer I tried to keep it all inside Didn't leave me too much pride I forced it all down inside Forced myself To make me suffer Refrain And then I come to find WARM PLACE SAFE Another day inside my world I'm married to you and this road A road that never lets me sleep Theres no way to escape the demons I am forced to keep Refrain: And then I find you here Through your eyes Everything's clear And I'm home Inside your arms But I'm alone for now I mean the best with what I say It doesn't always sound that way I never learned to work things out Cause in my family all we ever seem to do is shout Refrain And I try to sleep The drugs I take Are killing me I think of you To ease my pain But you're so far Now it's time to say goodbye I love you baby please don't cry FOR YOU To my mother, to my father It's your son or it's your daughter Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me? Should I turn this up for you? Refrain: Cause I sit locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said This silence gets us nowhwere Gets us nowhere way too fast The silence is what kills me I need someone here to help me But you don't know how to listen And let me make my decisions Refrain All your insults and your curses Make me feel like I'm not a person And I feel like I am nothing But you made me So do something Cause I'm fucked up Because you are Need attention Attention you couldn't give OUTSIDE And you, bring me to my knees, again All the times, that I could beg you please, in vain All the times, that I felt insecure, for you And I leave, my burdens at the door Refrain: But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors Cause inside your ugly Your ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times that I felt like this won't end, it's for you And I taste what I could never have, it was from you All the times that I've tried my intentions full of pride But I waste more time than anyone Refrain All the times, that I've cried All this wasted, it's all inside And I feel, all this pain Stuffed it down, it's back again And I lie, here in bed All alone, I can't mend But I feel, tomorrow will be OK WASTE Your mother came up to me She wanted answers only she should know Only she should know It wasn't easy to deal With the tears that rolled down her face I had no answers cause I didn't even know you Refrain: But these words They can't replace The life you.. The life you waste How could you paint this picture? With life as bad as it should seem That there were no more options for you I can't explain how I feel I've been there many times before I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me Refrain Did Daddy not love you? Or did he love you just too much? Did he control you? Did he live through you at your cost? Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own? Well fuck that! And fuck her! And fuck him! And fuck you! For not having the strength in your heart to pull through! I've had doubts! I have failed! I've fucked up! I've had plans! Doesn't mean I should take my life with my own hands! Refrain TAKE IT I feel like this won't go away No matter how hard I try to Squeeze my eyes shut so i can't see the pain In you this pain in me In me Refrain: Everything that I can say to you Won't help you Everything you need is right in front of you Just take it I know that I'm really not here To represent what I'm not Clear about in my head sometimes I feel fucked up just like you do Like you do Refrain Try to make it through the daily pain That you feel Maybe tomorrow won't be so bad I know it Cause I once felt that way Nothing I could say Made it go away I lived through this I still feel this I just live for my tomorrow Make it go away Just make it go away She'll make it go away lyrics added by demonsdark - Modify this lyrics
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