1. FIRST ROW IN HELL

Today was the very first day that I felt alone that I felt it slipping away
Today was the very first time I toyed with the idea of throwing it all away
Today I felt a scorching flame, kneel down and obey misery
My ego was thrown in my face
This is the first row in hell

I can not feel, not see the pain
Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?
Today I was told that I was weak
My only goal was to stay far away from pain
Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?
All is lost now


2. INTERNAL SUICIDE

I smile and nod my head, I appear to be a decent man
I move through these different worlds
I pretend to take interest in what you say
Why can´t you just vanish or die at my command?

I wish I was given a quota of kills
Internal Suicide

I´m the in in sanity, the ab in normal
I´ve come to terms with the fact that I am mearly a drop in the dark wide ocean
Insignificant but the ripples I leave are eternal

I wish I was given a quota of kills
Internal Suicide

Everyday I war the face you want me to
I must cage my despise buried deep inside
Everyday I fight to survive yet another day
There is no such thing as compromising

I wish I was given a quota of kills
Internal Suicide


3. THE OTHERS

Read my mind, I can't control these feelings.
You are no exception - I'm here for killing you.
Like a pawn I'm being moved to my destruction.
Nothing can stop me.

I've got the riffle pointing to you forehead and I pull the trigger, helpless.
The panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind.
I can't understand what I have done.

[CHORUS]
Weap again.
I promised you, to meet with the visitors.
I'll take you to The Others.
The Others will come.
The Others will come.

The demons - The Others.
They are your - Your masters.
You're enslaved with - With the others.
You're bound to - To the hatred.

Your're cold you find it hard to breathe.
Your pulse is getting weaker for each and every second.
You are insecure and afraid to die.
Die now...


4. TO THE PROMISED LAND

A quest for you and I where we can see the land.
This dream for me is closer to reality.
We keep in mind it's safe for us to old our hands.
As we begin our journey to the promised land.

When this quest has end we will find the truth.
There will no place just as our dream-like paradise.
Now we just want out but there's no turning back.
As we are stuck here in our promised land.

We are traveling through a peaceful and calm place.
Something tells me we are wrong, why are we here?
Now we just want out but the light has turned to black,
and we are stuck here in our promised land.

There will be no place just as our dream, just pain.


5. DAEMON TO DAEMON

Like a knife cuts through you.
With open eyes. Eye, behold the light.

I feel whole and complete, this dream untrue.
As your soul drifts away I feel pain.
I fuck my sins, I await my death.
The clouds uncovered the moon, it danced over the trees.
As I covered in blood, I prayed to my God.

Daemon II Daemon.

I feast on your guts you fucking whore!

Like a knife slit your veins.
With well-shut eyes. Eye, behold the dark.

I enter thee...


6. REBORN

My eyes are turned invards. I bend my spinal cord like countless times before. I am Reborn
My body aches as I fall down to the ground
I´ve rejoined with the pain

All these emotions, all silent moments, they fell like a thousand razor blades dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be. I am Reborn

I flee. I hide, behind masks I control what you see when you look at me

I am not the one that was the day before. I am not the one I used to be
I used to be free. I used to be me. I´ve lost a piece of me to the dark

All these emotions, all silent moments, they fell like a thousand razor blades dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be. I am Reborn

This vicious parts of me need to be silenced so I bathe in pain once again
It´s conducted of free will, the price I pay is none compared to the reward
It´s way too much to take so every now and then I slightly open the door of madness and air some of the pain, it´s crucial, it´s the one thing that keeps me from going insane.

All these emotions, all silent moments, they fell like a thousand razor blades dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be. I am Reborn


7. EVERYDAY HERO

There is a darkness all around
I don´t like what I´m turning into, slave obey
There is pain inside. I dont like what it makes me do, slave obey

An impulse travels from my brain to my hand, a moment of hell, not mine but yours
I will not bleed, nor die, cause I am alive

I cannot see what I´ve done to you bit I´m ashamed of things I wish upon you
I won´t disregard my list for your blood
I cannot... I will not, kill myself. I do not like your pain... pain

An impulse travels from my brain to my hand, a moment of hell, not mine but yours
I will not bleed, nor die, cause I am alive

My hands are red, my mind is blandk, your empty eyes stair at me in an aweful accusing way
Stop, please stop! You saw it coming, I told you, I fucking told you, there was one one way out

I see the past, it´s all dark with a clear trail of vlood through time, slay again
I know the future of mine, I just can´t shake the urge to kill, so slay again


8. BLACK THIRTEEN

Tonight I walk the same round.
The shadows has left me,
the worries are left alone.
Tonight I will not look back.
Cause this time I will be, finally free.

If there was a god.
He would have been me.
This is my Black Thirteen.
I hold the world in my hands.
I mold it like clay.
Untouchable unstopable no remorse
only me.

Come on take my hand let me drain your body.
You signed on the dotted line with your blood.
I've kept my promises now it's time.

Come on walk with me and spin the wheel of fortune.
You can use the time to say goodbye,
if the numbers let you down.
You've seen yourself through my eyes
rolling the dice.

[CHORUS]
I roll the dice, play with life, one more time
Be my Black Thirteen.
I closed my eyes, screamed inside and realized.
Be my Black Thirteen
Time stopped, my blood froze to ice.
Be my Black Thirteen.
I took the vacant place and I shall rest with
number thirteen.


9. THEY ALL DIE

Take my life and spare the ones that live in fear and yet are numb.

I fear for what they are.
I'm afraid for what I saw.
The pain in me keeps building up inside.

Pain and misery, I don't know.
Is it all worth it in the end?

(solo Edvardsson)

[CHORUS]
They all die - When the armies arrive at dawn.
They all die - Creep up inside, eating their way out.
Kill me know - Please don't let them get to me.

The pain unleashed ...
Spreads darkness across the sky.
Brings forth the worst in man.
causes humans to fight within.
Oh please don't let them get to me.

Take my life and spare the ones that live in fear and yet are numb.
Use me as I was your own and cast some light upon their homes.
Break my bones and use my soul just leave them be please set them free.
Light the torch and spread the word that my prayer has been heard.


10. ANGEL SONG

At my daily visit to the graveyard, visiting my loved ones grave
Someone was watching me as I put the flowers next to the stone
She approached abd said it was time
She appered to be and angel here only for me

I never thought that I would die without saying goodbye
I never thought that I would leave everything behind
I never thought it would be now, I just want to stay
I never thought it would be in such a painful way

I ran away, I tried to forget what I´ve been told
I could not accept, I never thought of it like this
What? Is this how it´s like?

Ut didn´t matter how fast I ran
She was always there, waiting for me
She took up a knife and started to cut me everywhere

Her eyes were black, full of hate and I was really scared
She took up a knife and started to cut me everywhere