Sinergy : Suicide by My Side

Melodic Power / Finland
(2002 - Nuclear Blast)
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Lyrics

1. I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE

Vengeance piercing through my heart
As I watch you kiss the dirt
And make you swallow your betrayal and sin
Though for now I say farewell
But one day I will return with a smile
As I spit on your grave!

I'm sick...tired of this abuse
I've played the fool for many years
Escape...shelter me from harm

Your lies...pushed me to the edge
I've finally reached my breaking point
Come here...meet your nemisis

Vengeance piercing through my heart
As I watch you kiss the dirt
And make you swallow your betrayal and sin
Though for now I say farewell
But one day I will return with a smile
As I spit on your grave!

Taste this...swift thrust of my blade
It's laced with poison from my veins
Lay there...helpless and afraid

You bleed...I gaze with a grin
A taste of your own medicine
Your tears...please the beast within

Vengeance piercing through my heart
As I watch you kiss the dirt
And make you swallow your betrayal and sin
Though for now I say farewell
But one day I will return with a smile
As I spit on your grave!

Yes, right now I say farewell
But one day I will return with a smile
As I spit on your grave!


2. THE SIN TRADE

Entering into a world darkness
I hesistate even though there is no other way
To bring you back to me

Even in death you have never left me
The sacrifice of another sends me soaring
Into the afterworld

In search for you I encounter Cyane
I go astray to make ammends for slaughtering
The young and innocent

They've closed the gates of eternity
And sent the enslaved souls to wander helplessly
Into the nothingness

An evil force lies waiting there
As Alti casts her spell and closes in
Bonded by death to defeat her
We leave the prison of our bodies
Have our souls unite as one and...

The shamaness chanting furiously
She does the dance of spirits and commands them
To possess the lifeless ones

Begin the clash between good and evil
We'll overcome and the last thing you will hear me say is...
"I have many skills"

An evil force lies waiting there
As Alti casts her spell and closes in
Bonded by death to defeat her
We leave the prison of our bodies
Have our souls unite as one and...

Strike the demons
Make them pay
Drain her power
The sin trade


3. VIOLATED

You've come to me with your tears
But I just walk away in anger
I won't forget the years I lost
You took away my youth

You seek forgiveness from me
I close my eyes and pretend you're not here
I've moved one. I'm not afraid of you
I know you're weak

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back and watch as you fall

Your time will come, so be wanted
I will be back for retribution
Your screams will help me fall asleep at night
And live through the day

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back and watch as you fall

I've say goodbye to the pain
Your presence here cannot destroy me
You can try, but I will stand up
When you knock me down

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back...

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back and watch as you fall


4. ME, MYSELF, MY ENEMY

When I look into the mirror, what is it I see?
Reflection of my greatest enemy

When I listen to myself speak, was is it I hear?
Sounds of hatred, wasting all these years

Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake

Will this feeling ever end?
Lonliness, my only friend
Must be something I have done
It feels like I'm the only one

Who am I, what have I become? I don't recognize
I am everything that I despise

Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake

Lost the war inside my head
The strenght inside has met it's dream

Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake

Will this feeling ever end?
Lonliness, my only friend
Must be something I have done
It feels like I'm the only one

Me, myself, my enemy...


5. WRITTEN IN STONE

I dwell on the times I've had
I can't seem to leave the past
I've lost who I am inside
My spirit has long since died

My eyes, they no longer see
My ears, they don't hear a sound
My lips, they have lost the taste
My hands, they no longer feel

Broken and torn am I withered and worm through time
So where do I go from here? Contunie to breathe this fear?

Your eyes, never see me grieve
Yor ears, never hear my cries
Your lips, never speak the truth
Your hands, never hold me tight

This isn't living, I'm only existing
I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie
So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass
Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone

My soul is made of glass
Weakend from sorrows past
I've lost all the will to try
So I slowly wait to die

How long should I will regret? Why me? I have paid my dues
So lost, how can I be found? I wish time would heal my wounds

This isn't living, I'm only existing
I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie
So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass
Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone

This isn't living, I'm only existing
I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie
So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass
Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone


6. NOWHERE FOR NO ONE

Chaos is my wake up call
Another day of suffering
Waste time staring at the wall
Nowhere to go, no one to see

So many voices are stalking my mind
I can't sleep because they're screaming at me
I can feel eyes that are staring at me
Even though there is nobody here

I'm afraid to go outside
I don't want to face reality
I'm so paranoid inside
It seems like I'll forever be

I'm terrified, dead inside
If I'm dreaming, someone wake me
They've haunted me secretly, all my life
When I'm alone, uncontrolled
Madness leads my every movement
Ot's killing me, can't you see? I'm insane

Hate myself my everyday
I don't want to live to see the night
If my thoughts don't kill me first
I'm doing to end it with a knife

So many voices are stalking my mind
I can't sleep because they're screaming at me
I can feel eyes that are staring at me
Even though there is nobody here

I'm terrified, dead inside
If I'm dreaming, someone wake me
They've haunted me secretly, all my life
When I'm alone, uncontrolled
Madness leads my every movement
Ot's killing me, can't you see? I'm insane


7. PASSAGE TO THE FOURTH WORLD

I've runaway once again
But this time it's forever
I'm going back to the one place
That I can call home

Every where I turn I find another dead end
So I crash and burn, just start all over again

Fourth world I am on my way
Let me fly beyond your gates
You're my last hope for escape
Grant me passage, give me freedom

I long to be where the stars in the sky are my footsteps
Where every cloud is a stair leading closer to you
Why died I leave you at all, can you see when it brought me?
I'm so ashamed of the path I have taken in my life

Fourth world I am on my way
Let me fly beyond your gates
You're my last hope for escape
Grant me passage, give me freedom

I can feel you in my veins
One step closer to your fortress

Fourth world I am on my way
Let me fly beyond your gates
You're my last hope for escape
Grant me passage, give me freedom


8. SHADDOW ISLAND

["Drakkar Anni":]
We are servants of the night
Stalkers, hunters, miscreants
Creatures of a black domain
Sleepless, sunless revenants

["Alan Morton":]
I will defy the seperation
Of darkness and light, this I swear
Fuse them together, unite them as one
Power is mine!

["Aline Cedrac":]
Playing with fire, you're end up burning
Consequence for your mistake

["Drakkar Anni":]
We fear the day for the sun
Await the dusk, sacrifice
We roam the earth, take the flesh
Dwelling among satan's lair

["Aline Cedrac":]
When darkness falls
They appear to blind eyes
When the shadows wake, silence breaks
We stand helpless

["Alan Morton":]
Death! I have brought death to light
Hell! Welcome to hell my dear

["Aline Cedrac":]
Fall! Your fallen fall from grace
Look what you've done

["Alan Morton":]
Come! Join me in damnation

["Aline Cedrac":]
No! I will not follow you!

["Alan Morton":]
Night will overwhelm us

["Drakkar Anni":]
Alone in the dark!

["Drakkar Anni":]
We are servants of the night
Stalkers, hunters, miscreants
Creatures of a black domain
Sleepless, sunless revenants

["Alan Morton":]
I hold the key to all that is evil
Crossing the gates into hell
I'm the creator, I'm the enforcer
You shall obey!

["Aline Cedrac":]
When darkness falls
They appear to blind eyes
When the shadows wake, silence breaks
We stand helpless


9. SUICIDE BY MY SIDE

Living everyday through this nightmare no signs of waking up
Surrounded by my fear and frustration paralysed here I stand

So I surrender now, and give up on myself
Been sinking for so long, I'm one to deep now
How much more can I bear? Seems no one even cares
I'm drowning in a sea of desperation

Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

I've tried over and over again, still you see, I can't hang on
Hopelessly I lie and wait for redemption, as I slowly drift away

Drink of the poison now and take my final bow
Don't know what lies ahead I'll take that chance though
For all that I've been through don't know what else to do
(I kiss my life goodbye so hear my last words...)

Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide your life is in my hands
Suicide stay by my side

Suicide, be my guide, embrace me now, so I can die

Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide your life is in my hands
Suicide stay by my side


10. REMEMBRANCE

[Instrumental]



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