1. CELL

My door is locked
The sun goes down
The world outside
Is in a frame

In drinks and smoke
I start to drown
People think
That I’m a shame

The light is off
The TV’s on
The world outside
No more than black

I dream of love
But I’m alone
There is no way
To turn time back

It’s my turn, I have to learn, the life I earn,
My soul is burning
out my cell, leave this hell,
Break the spell and start to yell


2. YOU NEVER HAD

You think your life is in your hands
But never had a sweet romance
Of sentiments you early turned away

You choose your words so very well
And always have something to tell
You left your friends cause they were in your way

You feel like in controlling mode
But in your heart it’s freezing cold
Your mask is getting better anyway
Day by day

You never ask and you always take
Your perfect smile is cold and fake
You think respect is something you do earn

You love to play and you cheat by chance
The lawyer sells you innocence
I think it is respect you have to learn
Pain still burns

You always seem to win in every game
But underneath the surface you're to blame
You try to step into the brightest light
But still you feel so empty deep inside
This emptiness is driving you insane
Happiness is brought just by cocaine
You seek for being rich and being known
But in the end you’ll die poor and alone

Your life is such a sad story
Honestly I feel sorry
Sometimes you think your time is over yet

Too much despair inside of you
You hate yourself and you hate me too
What you can’t give is what you never get

The child that you have never been
The love that you have never seen
A million times you tried hard to forget
You never had
Oh no


3. MY WAY

Look into my eyes, now
You will be surprised, somehow
Listen, to what I say
I have found my way

Come one step closer
Find yourself in my world
Secrets
Feelings that I share


4. AMOK

No, cause I can’t take no more now
Sensless but pain, sorrow in vein

Why? the only thought in my mind
Restless insane, now you loose all
Helpless again, blind you will fall

I see the horror, I see reality kills me
Revenge and hate become your friends
Come join with me a deadly dance

(You hear my voice, you hear me whispering)
(Join me, dance with me)

My blinded mind
Everything is painted red
Got left behind
Hear voices in my head

(You know me, I’m the real you)
(Come on, let’s dance, let’s dance)

Senses dead
You’re controlled by hate and fear
Feel so afraid, know the end is near


5. WAITING FOR TOMORROW

Look at myself
I know I shouldn’t be here and wait for
I’m waiting for tomorrow
To come
But I don’t move and feel the time passing by
Time that I am loosing

The sense
Refusing a chance
I need someone to help me out of here
Now

To let myself
Go is the way of holding my back in
Today has been tomorrow
Won’t come
Cause I don’t move and see the days pass me by
Days I won’t remember

The past
It happens to fast
I need someone to help me out of here
You


6. THE HUMAN RACE

I am humanity, got raised in shortest time
Invented, created gods, declared myself divine

I justify my sins that way

Now mother earth my servant, so I say the world is mine
I never realized that I’m enslaved by father time

The human race
Has just begun
And so I set the pace
To meet my destiny I run

(I dream, I dream,....)

I dream of life
I want to live forever

I am humanity, I’ve got so many skills
I lie and betray and to survive I learned to kill

I try to save my life that way

The crown of creation, I’m the one who’s to obey
It is megalomania what’s gonna make me pay

There won’t be hope
If I don’t cope
Will I ever see the signs in front my eyes


7. MY LAST GOODBYE

I wake up at the dawn
Still breathing so I sigh
Last life before the calm
Today I die

I start my day the same way I did thousand times before
I feel I have no reason be in hurry anymore
I walk the last time to a favorite place of mine
Still full of life and happieness because the sun does shine

Today I rest upon the memories I have
Reflecting on the things I’ve done
And all the words I’ve said

I’ve kept some secrets, I lied and told the truth
Got followed by my conscience
Since the days of my past youth
Of all the feelings I had throughout my life
To love and to be loved was what kept my flame alive

So finally the ones I love are gathered round my bed
Though I’ve found my inner peace I feel a little sad

Suddenly I feel my heartbeat going faster
And a little painfully
I know my time has come to die
You hold my hands, I see your faces as I feel a teardrop
Running down my cheek
I close my eyes and say my last goodbye


8. BLACKNESS AND WHITE LIGHT

Blackness and white light the same, now
No more lies and no more truth and no shame
Remembrance and vision are one, now
No more past and no more times to come, all gone

Of life and of death I do know, now
Got no face and no more places to go
Understanding and ultimate knowledge, now
No more questions and no secrets lie beyond the edge


9. REVOLUTION

Do you know who I am?
Am I alive, or am I dead?
Did you ever know my name?
My attitude, the thoughts inside my head?

All the dreams I ever had?

Your mission is control
You number me and label me
Remember me the day you fall
Blind you speed into a dead end street

Finally we’re gonna meet

Step aside, better hide
And await the calm before the storm

Revolution is evolution
You wonder
How it could have come so far
At second view you notice that it’s me

Strange to feel some kind of free

Own free will for the skill
Individuality in
Social life, taking on
The responsibility


10. MOTHER

One grain of sand on the shore
One moment in stream of time
Burning a fire in my core
Just being isn’t a crime

As long as I’m here I’m alive
Feel what you see cause it’s true
Out of my womb I give life
One of my children is you

Mother
Mother

I’m your son ‘though I forgot that
It was you who’s given me the life
I live
I’m the one who only takes until the day
There’s nothing left to give
Forgive
I burn your skin, I cut your flesh,
My poison in your lungs and in your veins, your veins
Yes, I’m your son but I have learned to treat you
If you were a goddamned slave, my slave

I don’t care
All pain and fear is for you
I will be living forever
Fading away is just you

Global warming and storm warning,
Deforestation and another petrol station
Fuel burning and deserts growing,
Water pollution and contamination
Acid rain and ice melting, genetic manipulated
Greenhouse effect and co emission,
Mankind on a suicidal mission
A perfect self betrayer, who cares about ozon layer?
Biomechanical weapons and nuclear power to threaten
The throw away society found guilty for the dying sea
Toxic smog and air pollution,
Mankinds disastrous intrusion
Making war, killing and dying,
Motherfucking self destruction

And I live on, you fade away
And I live on, you fade away
And I live on, you fade away