1. UNREASON

"What is Unreason?
Perhaps Isn't It A Glimmer of light
in the dreary monotony of a mentally ill?
Or in a simple way isn't it a way to flee
From the difficult reality of the world?
But Who can say?"

Nobody can judge what he doesn't know
All is allowed in an instant of madness
Let me show you my world
Let me show you that glimmer of light.


2. ESCAPE

I still remember that spring day
Fragments of that sad past
Unaware of the evil that surrounds us
All seemed to turn around us

I love that place
We never came back there

I still remember her green eyes
And her scent of cinnamon
The innocence of a child playing with the world
And her hair floating on the ground

I love that place
We never come back there

Why do we have to leave our home?
I'm frightened of staying alone
Why do we have to leave our home?
I don't know where mommy is and I have fear

Our minds are fragile
And our souls are corrupted
Lies, lies, lies can be harder than a wall
Lies, lies, lies

Cos'è la pazzia? non è altro che uno spiraglio di luce

Why do we have to leave our home?
I'm frightened of staying alone
Why do we have to leave our home?
I don't know where mommy is and I have fear

Open wide your eyes, because it all started like this


3. FAR FROM GRACE

It was autumn
The eleventh month of twentieth year
A shape came into my dreams
And I felt fear and solitude

But the shape didn't speak stared at me

In life we all wish the best
In life we search for the best
My Lord, my soul is dirty
My Lord, what if they all faded out?

I wish I were dust
So I could fly
Moved by the wind
And my mind would go
Over heaven
And so far away

But now can innocence cause so much pain?

In life we all wish the best
In life we search for the best
My Lord, my soul is dirty
My Lord, can innocence kill?


4. MAYBE YOU ARE...

I am nothing but a cold whisper on your cheeks
A tear falling down from the merciful face of the moon
A shadow haunting your sleep
And yet there was a time when I was like you!

Flesh and blood but now it's just a flickering memory
I'm lost into nothingness, into nothingness

Who or what are you coming to visit me in my dreams?
Silent and plate like a moon ray on a motionless lake
Do you come from heaven or hell?
Or are you just an image of my unconscious?

I looked for you in the depths of my memory
Among the fragments of my distant past
Among the images of my withered youth
Among the folds of time but I can't remember

I can't remember anymore

Talk to me. I wait for you every night
Sleep falls sweet on my eyes
With caressing embrace of darkness
Cause it brings me to you

Maybe you are my love...
Love that never found me
Love which could have filled my life of light
Love I don't believe anymore

Maybe you are my love...
Love that never found me
Love which could have filled my life of light
Love I don't believe anymore

Talk to me. I wait for you every night
Sleep falls sweet on my eyes
With caressing embrace of darkness
Cause it brings me to you


5. THE WARMTH OF LIFE

Who am i? I am no more who were I
Before this eternal night
I come back to visit your dreams
For in this present beyond time

I crossed the gates of death to talk to you
To feel you to fell the warmth of life
In this cold winter of eternity

All my life was nothing but a dream
Now it's so far, immaterial...
Fading everything is but a flash of memories
In this evanescent existence

Winter was dying when life ran away from me
So cruelly but blooming love
Did not wither under the frost of death

I crossed the gates of death to talk to you
To feel you to fell the warmth of life
In this cold winter of eternity.


6. FROST AND EMPTINESS

I was gone on a spring day. I was gone never to came back
When nature is reborn, my heart ceased to beat
When the spring warmth embraces all, the grave received me
When beauty blooms. My light got extinguished

Death is always frost and emptiness
But a stolen youth tears your heart apart
Death is always frost and emptiness
But dying young is killing the light

Death abducted me suddenly unexpected companion of blooming days
Death had big innocent eyes, death had name and a face
If only I could know why. If only you could...

For the infinite love i feel for you
Tear the veil of silence
Surrounding my end
Maybe I could rest in peace

Death is always frost and emptiness
But a stolen youth tears your heart apart
Death is always frost and emptiness
But dying young is killing the light


7. BLOODRED

Sparkling fire in the fireplace heat up the room
The eyes of the death stare at me from the walls
Outside, the moors under a razorblade moon
Wind among the trees singing a ghost song

Once there was a time when I was in love with you and we had a child

Dreams are crowding my mind
Dreams are haunting my sleep
Dreams that the daylight can't dissolve

I see myself carrying you
My hands are blood-red
My mind burns like the flames of hell
And then I flee away with my son

Eyes wide open in their agony
Incredulous face in the fixity of death
Come back in a macabre carousel
Calling me from the dark rooms of my mind

Once there was a time when I was in love with you and we had a child

Dreams are crowding my mind
Dreams are haunting my sleep
Dreams that the daylight can't dissolve


8. A PRAYER

My heart is a desert of ice
For your lifeless eyes
And for the mystery which surrounded you
It's only my fault
If the truth is hidden to
The only person who should know

Since your death
I have been wandering through the labyrinth of unreason
In my heart
Your remembrance has never died

A white light accompanied you
In your last journey
And I was left here alone
To light an extinguished candle

This restless life is
The sentence of heaven for
Hiding a sad truth
For over twenty years

There's nobody to hear my voice
Crying my rage against the sky
Waiting for somebody to save me from myself
And from my pain

Tear this veil of silence
Maybe I could rest in peace
Tear this veil of silence
Maybe I could rest in peace

Since your death
I have been wandering through the labyrinth of unreason
In my heart
Your remembrance has never died


9. INSTANTS OF MADNESS

Obsessions of death steal into my days
Innocent blood pursues me from deep past
The compulsive impulse to kill me
Possesses me like a primeval instinct

Some guilts cannot be redeemed
I will dance with death too
Tho break the spell of blood
That poisoned my mind

Some guilts cannot be redeemed
I will dance with death too
Love danced with death
In an instant of madness

Every man kills the thing he loves
Some man loves his damnation


10. WHILE I'LL BURN

Dear death, take my hands
Lead me to my damnation
My soul is torn and my heart is rotten
In solitude

I am only a lost soul, in my walk there's only fire
In what for me will be the last home
I am only a lost soul and I'll burn in hell too
So take my hands angel of death

I will pray for your soul while I'll burn in hell
Only with my death I'll wash out my sins

Somebody please help me
Tears blood and pain
Are the only thing
I can see here

I will pray for your soul while I'll burn in hell
Only with my death I'll wash out my sins


11. UNSPOKEN

On that day I found a new toy
It was hidden in an old drawer
I used to play with my cow boy guns
This was cold and heavy

I wanted to play with my mum so
I hide and when she came in I fired I fired I fired I

So he has hidden me
All the truth about
What happened on that sad day
And I have grown up ignoring
That I was guilty of the murder
Then because of this
My father went mad and he was shut up here in this mental home

Can innocence kill?
How can pain appears
From an innocent action
Who's the victim and who's the murderer?

God! why has this happened?
He was only six
My son killed her

God! why has this happened?
I was only six
Can innocence kill?

Why?
What is unreason?
Perhaps isn't it a glimmer of light
In the dreary monotony of a mentally ill

Isn't it a way to flee
From the difficult reality of the world?
But who can say?
Nobody can judge what he doesn't know

Everything is allowed in an instant of madness
Everything is allowed
Everything
Everything is allowed