Reflexion : Dead to the Past, Blind for Tomorrow

Gothic Metal / Finland
(2008 - Mach XX)
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Lyrics

1. NON-STOP GLORIOUS RIDE

Last time I walked alone was the last day of my life
I walked so far away and the new dawn never arose
It makes me feel like I have seen this all before
This was enough to carry on with, nothing more

I'm hanging myself once again
And waiting for this fall to end

My broken and beaten body
Is waiting to be born again
My shallow mind blows
All the deep thoughts away
(I'm falling high)

I turned a new page to get back in this so called life
I haven't touch these dusty pages for a while
This time I went too far and I went just way too high
But I will take myself for a non-stop glorious ride

I'm hanging myself once again
And waiting for this fall to end

My broken and beaten body
Is waiting to be born again
My shallow mind blows
All the deep thoughts away
(I'm falling high)

Eye for an eye, word from a word
Everyone knows it won't hurt
Too high a price for you to pay
From my own life and my mistake


2. EMBRACE OF WRATH

In to the black and then back home
In the dark I love to roam
Oh can't you see that I want to be alone?
My glass heart has been numb for so long

Can't you see, can't you feel, there's no hope in here
In the dark, all alone we all live
I believe in the dark (and) you have to trust in me
In the end it's the only way to be free

I'm not the one to wake you up
From the stupid dream that you wanna love
Oh, can't you see that we are in dark, want it or not
Why don't you accept that you broke apart long ago (so long ago)

Can't you see, can't you feel, there's no hope in here
In the dark, all alone we all live
I believe in the dark (and) you have to trust in me
In the end it's the only way to be free

Blessed by this world of self-pity and greed
In the calm embrace of wrath
Living in eternal desolation
The faked salvation grows inside of you
like a fucking disease
Is there too much to see?

Can't you see, can't you feel, there's no hope in here
In the dark, all alone we all live
I believe in the dark (and) you have to trust in me
In the end it's the only way to be free


3. TWILIGHT CHILD

Touch the moon and walk on seas
Bless the one who's born from tears
Let me be, set me free

Walk the path you think is right
Take over the world, it's your time
Let me be, set me free

By giving your heart and soul
The night will lead your way
By reading the signs from the stars
You'll find a place to stay
Let the night lead your way

When it feels there's no turning back
You will defeat the curse they cast
Then you're free eternally

By giving your heart and soul
The night will lead your way
By reading the signs from the stars
You'll find a place to stay
Let the night lead your way

When the storm comes and rain beats your face
Spread your hands and smile

By giving your heart and soul
The night will lead your way
By reading the signs from the stars
You'll find a place to stay
Let the night lead your way


4. DANCING IN THE AIR

The parade of snakes in your bed
The disco of lizards in your head
The fraction of beauty in total regret
The fiction of joy when hope is dead

You think you're not gonna fall
If you just go with the flow
But you are so wrong
Your life is just a joke

It's a calling of those lonely days
That echo in your mind
A whisper in the dark
"That's all it's time to go"

A crown of thorns on your head
A modern Jesus without the grace
A gown of a martyr and the world unfair
The kiss of Judas and the last debate

You think you're not gonna fall
If you just go with the flow
But you are so wrong
Your life is just a joke

It's a calling of those lonely days
That echo in your mind
A whisper in the dark
"That's all it's time to go"

See you dancing in the air
It's written in your fate
When too much is not enough
It's the bullet in your head


5. DEAD WITHOUT YOU

Destiny guided me through the valley of fallen souls
But without you I'll be dead before the dawn

The whole wide world is behind my door
The dancing rats on my bedroom floor
I'm so tired again so I think I'll stay at home

It's you who made my world untrue

All I do, I do for you
My heart is dead without you
Don't kill me by saying we're through
My heart is dead without you

You have taken all I've got
My home, my money, my soul
Yes I know I'm losing it
But here I am still begging for more
...I'm in love with you

All I do, I do for you
My heart is dead without you
Don't kill me by saying we're through
My heart is dead without you


6. WEAK AND TIRED

Look out, here it is again
The master of pain and pleasure
Wake up or you will go insane
It's the art that we used to call love

It's waiting, graving
Something that makes you feel loved
It's bleeding and dreaming
Searching for the reason to go on

I know that your heart is always on fire
You're losing yourself to desire
Your body is weak and so tired
And you are ready to die for this love

When you get lost
Things will never be the same
You will carry the shadow of broken soul

"The less I care the less I cry"
You said and now your eyes
Are smiling but your soul is dead

It's waiting, graving
Something that makes you feel loved
It's bleeding and dreaming
Searching for the reason to go on

I know that your heart is always on fire
You're losing yourself to desire
Your body is weak and so tired
And you are ready to die for this love

Is it the pain you feel, that makes your world more real?
Was it the perfect sin that murdered your only dream?
In sickness and in death, no memories, no regret
Until life do us apart

I know that your heart is always on fire
You're losing yourself to desire
Your body is weak and so tired
And you are ready to die for this love


7. BLACK IS THE COLOURS OF YOUR LIFE :

Black nails, black hair, black lips
And your deep black dress
Black mind, black tears, black is
The colour of your life

The heartless never cries
The painless never dies
These wings will keep me up"
"They will never let me down"
"They'll carry me through the day"
All of your life you've waited for
Someone to take you back home

Oh, how you've waited for someone
To take you back home
Oh, how you've waited for someone
Who brings back the the colours of your life

It follows you, days and nights
Makes you lose your mind
It brings tears into your eyes
All of your life you've waited for someone
To take you back home

Oh, how you've waited for someone
To take you back home
Oh, how you've waited for someone
Who brings back the the colours of your life


8. THE ONE WITH NO NAME

Waiting for the fallen one
Undress the soul for those who rape it
Drink the blood of a saint to save the dawn

Celebrating the pain
For seven years I've dragged along
A sadness that will never let me go

Now the wounded skin
Is burning from within
I can't believe I'm done

I fall in my dreams, forget all that's real
I am the one with no name
I've lost my fears, trust and believe
I am the one with no name

I don't need to hold on
If there's nothing more to say
I don't need your rainy face to prove me wrong

Drowning in the sea
Of bitterness and fear
I can't believe I'm done

I fall in my dreams, forget all that's real
I am the one with no name
I've lost my fears, trust and believe
I am the one with no name


9. FOREVER GOT TOO LONG

You are locked inside my heart
I touch your face and wonder why we got lost
It's been such a long time since we've been like this
Together dreaming of the times we had

Save this for the one last time, for our sake
I'll pray until you're ready to trust your fate

Those times were just too tough
We have to remember that we are the ones without love
It will break me apart
If you don't give me one more night
But now we are just hoping for, praying for
Waiting for better times

Save this for the one last time, for our sake
I'll pray until you're ready to trust your fate

I know it could've been much more
Why did we let it go?
I remember we swore an oath, but forever got too long

Save this for the one last time, for our sake
I'll pray until you're ready to trust your fate


10. THOUSAND NAILS IN MY HEART

In your beautiful dress you were standing in front of me
There was sun in your eyes and for a little while
You made heaven come alive
You wore flowers on your head (and)
Your hair was shining
Nothing could murder us now
But again I could not be more wrong

Heaven was you and it made me come alive
But I don't believe in things that make me dead inside
The heaven in me was a lie

When the storm arrived it started raining
Behind the white veil I saw you crying
And the clouds went dark
Before my heaven came crashing down
I saw your beautiful dress painted with blood
And it ripped me apart like a thousand nails in my heart

Heaven was you and it made me come alive
But I don't believe in things that make me dead inside
The heaven in me was a lie

I can still feel you by my side
In the fading shadows I see your smile

Heaven was you and it made me come alive
But I don't believe in things that make me dead inside
The heaven in me was a lie


11. JUST ONE WORD (GOODBYE)

It seems to be the end of the world
To see you walking out of that door
Not one tear did you cry, just one word: 'goodbye'

I wake up every single night
To feed the snakes that are sleeping with me
I see spiders crawling everywhere
I'll take these pills and go back to my bed

I'm so broken.
My legs are numb and my eyes are aching
I'm so broken and now I know
How it feels to be all alone

I think I've found my way back home
I think I know who I can trust no more
I fail to see your lies

I'm so broken.
My legs are numb and my eyes are aching
I'm so broken and now I know
How it feels to be all alone


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