Parricide (PL) : Just Past
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1. INTRO
(Instrumental)
2. DISTURBING THOUGHTS
Your only validation
Is in living your own life
Vicarious existence
Is a fucking waste of time
Disturbing thoughts questions pending
Limitations of human understanding
They're clipped your wings
Before you learned to fly
Hidden from this thing
That they call life
The trash collected by the eyes
And dumped into the brain
Praising your religion
Isn't doing any good
Praying to be saved
Now where's your god?
3. ROT IN PEACE
I'm still living
Against myself
Sickness eats my body
In suspended death
Echoes of my life
Deep in my voice
Morbid thoughts
My brain resolved
Deformed dignity
Possessed by oblivion
Looking for the past
Rots in peace
4. PERPETUAL FATE
I'm living on the edge
By myself but not alone
My home is not a home
I adapt to the unknown
My true self left behind
I got nowhere else to be
In solitude I try seeking
Frayed ends of sanity
Nothing here remains
My future is revealed
Surrender's only way
Not much more can I make
No one's gonna bother me anymore
No one's gonna mess with my head
No more
5. THE BARBORING IMAGE
I'm not a human now
My life suffocates
Born in a blasphemy with
Eternal quest of vengeance
I don't give a hoot
What they think about me
I'm living to myself
Snowball's chance in hell
The barboring image
The barboring image
Contradictions fill my mind
Burning from within
The barboring image
Madness causing pain
6. HIDDEN TRUTH
Change yourself
Don't sell your soul
Suicide
Live!
Torments, rape, violence
Cruelty, suffering, unrest
Locked in a darkened world
One dimensional life
Talking smooth
Hidden truth
These times are sent
To try men's souls
I'm sick of this life
Torments, rapes, violence
Cruelty, suffering, unrest
One dimensional life
Hate envy and pain
Change yourself
Don't sell your soul
Suicide
Live!
7. BEHIND THE SCENES
So you that the world is governed
By very different personages
To what is imagined by those
Who are not behind the scenes
Criminals within the law
Push inside our world
Nobody quite understands
Why we are here
We are searching for answer
That never appear
8. MENTALLY INSANE
I know it looks like I'm insane
I want to laugh myself to death
With your fucked pride distorted smiles
Pretended despar of primitive minds
Fearfull fantasy will never end
You cannot hide - blindness idiocy
Sick way of life - is disclousing the meanest feels
You cannot force - to think for you you're dreaming
Estranger thoughts - no hand in destiny
9. FASCINATION OF INDIFFERENCE
Take a piece of life in hand
Pull down your blackened veil
Throw away the conform's way
Impostor hides behind a mask
All that's left is your soul so
Wondering what to look for
Fascination of indifference
Inclination to existence
The silence looms before us
Loke hands from above grasp
Eyes grow numb while trying to see dark
Pray in dreams the cure is in your mind.
10. SWARVING TO SOLITUDE
I try to see through blinded eyes, what is unreal
I try to hear the voice of men, forced to be silent
Hidden secrets lie sickening feelings of might
Creeping through the darkness, searching for my mind
Blinding, I run through the maze
Slip into madness
Surrounded by people the same, flickering whispers
Unignorable silence
Is swarving to solitude
No man is an island
That is fucking truth.
11. BEYOND ALL THIS
Incurable impotence of mind
Impertinence disgust and blind
If I can understand
He's the light and the darkness
He's the senseless and full of sense
We will never comprehend
Beyond all this distaste
Beyond all this dismay
Beyond all this disdain
Beyond all this death
It's the riddle we'll never solve
And can't stop thinking about it
It exists to itself
To disturb us and to amaze
Through convictions, our enemies of truth.
12. STATE OF MIND
The endless dreams and banal tales begin to reign
You may wake up feeling the cold intense despair
A sick way of life is now revealed
Replacing what's real
Polluted minds forced to conform
Permissive slaves
Claws of dumb grip your life
Ripping last piece of mind
Hate and greed feed your soul
You feel the scorn for the world
Reflections of treachery
Shadows from faceless beings
Smothered in tragedy, human gone insane
Losing thoughts disappear
Looking for something else
Madness creeps up from behind
It is your state of mind.
13. PLAY YOUR INSANITY
Empty your thoughts to me
Will see more than you can see
Time it waits for no man
So play your insanity
Innocent pawn in the game
Pupped in apathy
Appearance of emotions
Enmity of intentions
Unaware insolence, vanity obedience
Dicatators of unreal life
Reside within our brains
Mind without emotions
A justified torture
Falling in dementia
Human mass depression
Disappointment of restraint
In affection insufferable.
14. NONSENSE'S REAL
We try to estimate our prize in others eyes
One dignity delays for all
None evade memorial crumbs
Thoughts - the nearest dreams recede - unrealized
They have - Power to kill without power to die
I can wade grief all pools of it I'm used to that
But oftentimes among my mind god was profaned
Disected now by bleaker pain I hate the despair
That devastated nonsense's real so easy to repair
They say that time assuages - time never did assuage
Thought are so far of the mind
Self-existence you have to find
Pain is anterior to the life - Pain is posterior to the death
15. BODILESS CONCEALED
Surrounded by bodiless concealed
Like the word in the empty prison
Hate cannot harm a foe so reticent
Who have no life but this to lead it here
Never word would be the same
So when at times the mob is swayed
To carry praise or blame to far
We may close in ourselves
If you rise from nowhere up to somewhere
From being no one up to being someone
Be sure to keep repeating to yourself
Yo owe it to an arbitrary god
Beware of coming too much to the surface and using for
Apperel what was meant
To be the curtain of the inmost soul
I am to absent - to scare myself with my faces
The loneliness - where no human race is
16. COBWEB ON THE SOUL
Death is a cobweb on the soul
That surrounds at last
It is a stealthy surgeon conducted first
By pallid innuendoes and dim explain
But brace at last with bugles
And a bisected coach
It bears away in triumph to truth unknown
You call not that far that can be had
The going from the world we know
To the world a wonder still
Who ponders this tremendous scene
Those who will be in the grave
To pity those know her not - is helped by the regreat
That those who know her, know her less -
The nearer her they get
17. FEAR
There is a dismay
There is a despair
There is a mistrust
There is a fear
While we were fearing it
It came but came with less of fear
Because that fearing it so
Long had almost made it fair
Fear is a test of the trouble but it is not a remedy
If such it prove it prove too there was no melady
Retreat - was out of hope
Behind - a sealed route
Before the white flag
At eternity's gate
18. CONTROVERSAL VIEWS
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