1. I HATE MYSELF TODAY

Silence i cant hear your reproaches today
Whats wrong did I loose control this time
For real goddammed tell me who are you
To blame me for your mistakes
To push me to deconstruct me to make me
Want you even more feel me love me spoil
Me save me go! kick me stab me burn me
Save me whore this is the first time that
I´m on my knees and I hate myself today
I tried so hard and nothing works
Fine kick my head and say you´ll be
Mine let me suffer go on sucking my
Self esteem kick my head crush it and
Smile while scream I am nothing


2. LIVING YOUR HELL

She´s my summer in this fall telling
Me everything is alright, she´s just a face inside that
Little light that wants to gloom for life what if i said
That i am tired of it all it keeps spinning around and
It will not last until the end living your life living your
Hell you almost made me taking it all living your
Life living your hell but whatever you do it will be
All light but whatever you do will be killing me
Your face is showing no emotion i expect no return
As i hold my head up high im desperate for
A changing shes my summer in this fall telling
Me everyhings alright shes just a fucking face inside
That little light that wants to gloom for life


3. REALITY IS A WHORE

What makes you feel what makes
You see what sucks out your vital force
What brings you on the ground - you -
Do you get sick all the time theres
No need for another whore did you
Ever try to change anything still feed your illusions
This is your truth can you remember
Your name still get sick when
Coping with yourself allow yourself
To bleed listen to your core
Why cant you see your reality is
The whore what makes you bleed
What makes you crawl why cant
You loose control why cant you be
With yourself whats guilt or shame its
All just pain this is slowly dying inside
Loose control go out and find some light
Forget who you are, and find yourself