1. A MYRIAD OF DEAD STARS

One spark outshines aeons of darkness
I am a star fallen from the sky
I am the force that is guiding me
Consciousness and awareness of the universe

Inside the nothingness void takes form
Like planet Earth in endless space and time

This is the age of the shining stars
Each one of them is smiling for me
Now I discern the order of chaos
I know I have always been where I should have been

Here

Nothing can be without its opposite
The seeming antithesis forms a unity

A myriad of dead stars cast shadows on our hearts
An slowly we are dying with every dream that breaks


2. DESCENDING HORIZONS

Dawning of doomsday has arrived
Basking under a black sun

Please let me paint you another lamentation
Decline is certainly to come
Darker and colder and more diffuse
Awake from like to nonexistence

You trap me with insanity
Your branches of despair
The barren fields within me
The dark pictures of your heart

Soon to stand in hollow distress
As coldness will be replacing all emotions
Vast is the emptiness beyond those vacant stars
Forever remain in endless seclusion


3. TWILIGHT INFERNO

In darkness forgotten
In silence forlorn
In coldness enfolded
In bleakness paralysed

Nothing is unthinkable
Nothing equals everything

Where and when is space
When and where is time

Cosmic horizons falling apart
Twilight inferno within my heart


4. REFLECTIONS OF EMPTINESS

Born into nothingness
We are the lost children of pure emptiness
Solitude is our heritage is our fate

This endless void of being in between this endless void

I want to meet you in the fire
Whine non-occurrences forever happen
The explanation lies in everything

Reflections of eternity
Tiny flakes within time
Everything is nothing is everything
Tomorrow I will be gone

And as my blood is drying
And as my soul is dying
Everything is nothing is everything is void

Videbis tacere nonnumquam praestat
Maybe when our hearts are filled with suicide
Will I ever solve my own enigma


5. DE NIHILO NIHIL

Omnis ut est per se natura
Duabus constitit in rebus
Nam corpora sunt inane
Haec in quo sita sunt et qua diversa moventur

Nam quacumque vacat spatium
Quod inane vocamus corpus ea non est
Qua cumque tenet se corpus
Ea vacuum nequaquam constat inane

Corpora sunt porro partim primordia rerum
Partim concilio quae constant principiorum
Nec tamen undique corporea stipata tenentur omnia natura

Namque est in rebus inane

Sunt igitur solida primordia simplicitate
Quae minimis stipata cohaerent partibus arte

Non ex illorum conventu concilitata
Sed magis aeterna pollentia simplicitate
Unde neque avelli quicquam neque deminui iam concedit
Natura reservans semina rebus

Omne quod est nulla regione finitum est
Namque extremum debeat habere
Nunc extra summam quoniam nihil esse fatendum
Non habet extremum caret ergo fine modoque


6. Ruins bleed oblivion
A tired game dissolves in void
Gone astray in my aspirations
Realized departure far too late

Harvest the downfall of a life
Shattered fantasies of burning skies
Serenity forever away
A sorry taste of bitterness remains

My reverence for you collapsed
Guilt spills out of innocence
Yearn for soothing dreams of rain
I bow before the angels of decline


7. FALLEN APART

Paint my life in dismal colours
A vision of my own mortality

Please don't say a word
For I know about thy grief
Writhing in broken delusions
Sorrow will spread its wings above us all

The golden coffins in our hearts
Who knows how dead we already are

Please don't say a word
For I know about thy grief
Writhing in broken delusions
Sorrow has spread its wings above us all


8. SIRIUS

Solitude is what enfolds us now
Harbinger of vast darknesses to come
The shades of autumn are spreading across us

It is you who feeds me with your black milk
My mind is covered by ebony veils
Disaffection corrodes infinite sympathy

You foster my plight with your sight
Your star shines in every colour
I bleed from a thousand wounds

The fall from grace
The crying in vain
The voice inside
The space between

You rip my heart
You shred my soul
My life in ruins
Now all is gone

The sense is pale
I kiss decline
Embrace the fall
The solitude insane


9. EKPYROSIS SUICIDE

Indifference will come as I turn from your jaded sheen

Is your angelic view just an illusion of sanity
One moment of my purity outshines your entire life

Lifetime of lies

Desist, I am helpless now
Who will arouse the fire
So I will not sleep anymore
And it seems I think of you

Sometimes
Somehow

Purity


10. METASTABILITY

Lost inside forgotten ache
Sleep in a timeless room
Infinite exasperation
Falling further somehow

Existence leaves me all alone
Everything I lived for has gone

If life is a river
I am dropping down a waterfall

The waves break over me
Your silence is my death

Darkness without any structure
Complete absence of everything