Freshtration

I've been wasted, wasting all of my energy
Stranded, standing and waiting for nothing
You'd think that I would come to my senses
And realize you're not worth your defenses
All the lights in my life are red
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the hope inside me is dead
I can't help but be addicted to you
Fiending for more of the hell you always put me through
This love of ours is so goddamned sick
I hang around needing one more fix
And when I ask you "yes, or, no?"
All I get is "I don't know"
All the lights in my life are red
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the hope inside me is dead
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the hate your lies have bled
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the rage inside my head...
It's just nothing
You're just nothing
I'm just nothing
We're just nothing
All the hate your lies have bled
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the rage inside my head
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the lights in my life are red
(it's just nothing, you're just nothing)
All the hope you gave me
All the you life you gave me is dead

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Blame Me

Wanna hold you in my arms again
Whisper all those things I've never said
Lend you my sweet remedy
Absence so slowly killing me
You kill me
I'm the thing that keeps you up at night
And the reason why you hate your life
Endless is the bludgeoning
Nothing stops the suffering
So just get ready for me
I'll give you something that you won't soon forget
Know you'll never be free
and you can just blame me
I'm the fear that never goes away
and the reason why they tend to stray
Endless is the bludgeoning
Loving you is suffering
Loving you is suffering
Loving you is suffering
Endless is the bludgeoning
Loving you is suffering
Get yourself ready for me
I'll give you something that you won't soon forget
Know you'll never be free
and you can just blame mead

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All About Me

I don't care that you only complain
I don't care that you're going insane
I don't care how you're living in dreams
I'll just keep screaming
I don't care that it happened again
I don't care I wanna fuck all your friends
I don't care that you called me a whore
I just came back for me
Doesn't really matter what I say
You never really gave a damn anyway
You're looking at me like a mistake
while we're copulating
I don't care if you think I'm a freak
I don't care if you don't want to speak
I don't care if you call me a pig
Go kiss you're mother with that mouth
Toeing the line is all that I do
The pain inside is always from you
Speaking in tongues and hoping you'll see
This time it's over for real
and it's all about me
I don't want your fantasy
I don't want to be your enemy
I don't want your company
I don't want your faith
I don't want to be miserable
Abused and accountable
For the shit and lies
You've thrown in my face
I don't want to hear "I love you"
That lie is overdue
I don't want no second chance
I don't want this sick romance
I don't care now who you believe
I don't give a fuck what you do
Let's get this one thing clear
I am done with you
Toeing the line is all that I do
The pain inside is always from you
Speaking in tongues and hoping you'll see
This time it's over for real
and it's all about me

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Trip To Hell

I have severed ties and crashed the gates
And I am the bearer of all blame
Some try to taunt me
By believing in your name
The memory still haunts me
We can prey upon the pain
I'm a weed in the garden
I'm the spirit that negates
Come feed in the garden
Where we all negotiate
Caught cheating your way through paradise
Lost in the tingling of a vice
Some celebrate me with dilations of the tongue
I'm in love with the ones who hate me
They were mine all along
I'm a weed in the garden
I'm the spirit that negates
Come feed in the garden
Where we all negotiate
Won't you come...
O, come ye faithless
Joyful and triumphant
O, come ye sinners
to Jerusalem
Hell
Where the seed of Him begins
Tripping down Jerusalem
In a song that never ends

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Hollywood Ending

Marilynize your haggard head
(marilynize your haggard head)
Bring her crotchless bones to bed
(bring her crotchless bones to bed)
Dilute us with good looking saviors
(delude us with good looking saviors)
Let us pray the lord has come
(let us pray the lord has...)
Delusions of illusions
Celebrate the surgeon's form
As the day-glo wide-screen pacifier
Keeps the couch seat warm
Shoot em up and build em down
(nail em up and pin em down)
Bleeding cuming all around
(bleeding cuming all around)
Give us sex and give us drugs
(give me sex and give me drugs)
Snuff and porn just ain't enough
(snuff and porn just ain't enough)
Delusions of illusions
Celebrate the surgeon's form
As the day-glo wide-screen pacifier
Keeps the couch seat warm
Hollywood is burning up
Intensifying like a pelvis thrusts
Making me hate myself for ever loving you in the first place
Hollywood is burning up
Multiplying like a tumor lumps
Making me hate myself for ever loving you in the first place
Hollywood is burning up
Intensifying like a pelvis thrusts
Making me hate myself for ever loving you in the first place
Hollywood is burning up
Multiplying like a tumor lumps
Making me hate myself for ever loving you in the first place
Forever fucking you in the first place