1. BEFORE I DIE

Set Me Free
Let Me Be Who And What I Am
Why Can't You See?
You Never Seem To Understand
This Pain I Feel
Is As Real As Your Ignorance
Question Fate
As I Await Deliverance

Like A Fantastic Fork In Bloody Meat
Don't Give Me Love I Wanna Drowned In Your Deep Divide

Tumbleweed
Sew The Seed
In This Ghost Town
You Never Know
What You'll See When The Sun Goes Down
I Saw Her Last
In A Dream She Seems To Astound
Heard Of Her First Third Verse (216)

Hands Bound
Taken From Me In My Mind
Empty Without It Inside
Starving I Am The Deprived
Just Want It Once

Desires Strong Resistance Is Weak
It's Hard To Win When You've Got So Many Mouths To Feed

Set Me Free
Let Me Be Who And What I Am
Why Can't You See?
You Never Seem To Understand
This Pain I Feel
Is As Real As Your Ignorance
Question Fate
As I Await Deliverance

I Could Die For All Of My Sins
No Not For That
For All That I Have Never Had

This Life's A Fight
For Fulfillment Inside
A War Of My Own Hindsight
Look Back With Resentment
Taken As I Find Myself All Alone
This Life's A Fight
For Fulfillment Inside
Taken As I Find Myself All Alone

All Alone

This Life's
A Fight For Fulfillment
Inside A War Of My Own
Hindsight Look Back With Resentment
Taken As I Find Myself All Alone

All Alone

2. BWOMP

Got To Get Together
Got To Get With The Game Plan
To Defeat The Dealer That Dealt This Hand
I Don't Understand Why The Kids Are Killing Kids
When The Only One's That Benefit Are The Big Whigs.....

Pray For Me
I Pray For You
Pray For Me
I Pray For

We're Piling It Too High
Talk Not Saying Anything
What We Leave Behind
What We Can't Afford To Keep
There's No Sympathetic Posturing
There's No More True Humanity
The Old Ways Aren't Working Anymore
Let's Separate The Users From The Whores

Creepy Crawl
Twist The 4-5 Cap To Get Wrapped
Tight Slap The Wax On The Wheels To Feel Alright
Find The Flow Freak The Funk Like Your In Heat
Wrap The Leaf Strike The Blunt Now Your In Deep
We've Got To Get Together
Got To Get With The Game Plan
To Defeat The Dealer That Dealt This Hand
I Don't Understand Why The Kids Are Killing Kids
When The Only One's That Benefit Are The Big Whigs
Mankind Unkind Always A Fine Line
We've All Got To Die And This Time It's My Time
Hindsight Blind Fight I Hate It When I'm Right
He Destroys The World While We Sleep At Night
Twist The 4-5 Cap And Understand
That If It Was Up To Me I'd Free Charles Manson
Hindsight Blind Fight I Hate It When I'm Right
He Destroys The World At Night

Throw It All Away

If It Was Up To Me I'd Free Charles Manson

We're Piling It Too High
Talk Not Saying Anything
What We Leave Behind
What We Can't Afford To Keep
There's No Sympathetic Posturing
There's No More True Humanity
The Old Ways Aren't Working Anymore
Let's Separate The Users From The Whores

Creepy Crawl

What Do We Have To Hope For
Why Do We Even Try
Laughed At Religion Long Ago
I Doubt I'll Be An Angel When I Die

Mankind Unkind Always A Fine Line
We've All Got To Die And This Time It's My Time
Hindsight Blind Fight I Hate It When I'm Right
He Destroys The World While We Sleep At Night
Twist The 4-5 Cap And Understand
That If It Was Up To Me I'd Free Charles Manson
Hindsight Blind Fight I Hate It When I'm Right
He Destroys The World At Night

Let's Separate The Users From The Whores


3. SOLITAIRE/UNRAVELING

Locked Away In A Cage
My Rage Has Got The Best Of Me
Time Finds A Way Each Day
It's Leaving Less Of Me Behind
I Find This Fight
Must Be Won Inside The Mind
So Uptight And Confined
Often Blinded By The Light

Taking It's Toll On My System
Like Some Played Out Existence

Time Ticks Away These Last Few Moments
Is There Anything We've Left Unsaid?
I'm On A Quest For Atonement
I've Got To Find Piece Of Mind
And A Place To Rest

Biding My Time
Until I'm Strong Enough
To Fight Back
Hope, I Hope Against Hope
For Some Resistance
Been Taking It Out On My System

Time Ticks Away These Last Few Moments
Is There Anything We've Left Unsaid?
I'm On A Quest For Atonement
I've Got To Find Piece Of Mind
And A Place To Rest

Rest
There's A Calm Before The Storm
And The Western Front Is Quiet
I've Got Rembrandt As My Right Hand And Solo As My Pilot

Condemned Man (Condemned)
Convicted Man (Convicted)
Could Not Save My Life
Cutting Strand By Strand

Passing It Off
Like Some Kind Of King
You Don't Know Peace
Til You've Had Suffering
I've Suffered
All Of Your So Called Resolve
But You Haven't Tasted Pain
Have You Ever Been Inside Of The New Masterpiece?
Rest
Have You Ever Been Inside?
Rembrandt As My Right Hand And Solo As My Pilot
Have You Ever Been Inside Of The New Masterpiece

Condemned Man (Condemned)
Convicted Man (Convicted)
Could Not Save My Life
Cutting Strand By Strand

Strand By Strand By
Strand By Strand
Condemned


4. THESE FILTHY HANDS

Haphazardly, Tumbling Hard
Fall Right Down, Laugh Out Loud
All In The Scheme Of Things
We're All Looking Up Growing Tall
It's Like Pulling One Hair
You Are What You Are To Me (With Wet Fingers)
In My Eyes You're A Star (Petroleum Jelly)
You're Something I'll Never Be (And Watch The Rain Dance)
You're Something, I'm Frightened Of
I've Got To Get Clean
The Rain Will Cleanse Me
And I've Got To Wash
These Filthy Hands

Because It's All Just A Futile Plan
That'd Mean I'd Have To Believe Again
It's Like A Career To Breathe
An Existence I Can't Conceive
Emotionless As In Slug
With My Imagined Oblivion

You Would Swear (It's As Much Fun)
That I Could, Walk And Talk (As Poking At A Nerve)
But I Doubt You'll Ever (No One Wants To Fail)
Ever Prove Enough (Vocabulary Test Is Graded On A Curve)
Smartest Kid Is Stupid
Word Is Never Heard
(I Doubt You'll Ever Prove It!)

I've Got To Get Clean
The Rain Will Cleanse Me
And I've Got to Wash
These Filthy Hands

All These Thoughts And Feelings Are For Naught
Unappealing So You Expect Them To Dull And Fade
Still They Remain

Caught Waiting For The Rain
Time Devours Life
With My Soul As The Defendant
Don't Catch Me If I Fall
I May Have Jumped You Never Know
You Don't Know Me At All

All These Thoughts And Feelings Are For Naught
Unappealing So You Expect Them To Dull And Fade
Still They Remain

Because It's All Just A Futile Plan
That'd Mean I'd Have To Believe Again
It's Like A Career To Breathe
An Existence I Can't Conceive
Emotionless As In Slug
With My Imagined Oblivion

You Would Swear (It's Like Pulling One Hair )
That I Could,
Walk And Talk But I Doubt You'll Ever (With Wet Fingers)
Ever Prove Enough (Petrolium Jelly)
And Wash The Rain's Hands
(I Doubt You'll Ever Prove It!)

All These Thoughts And Feelings Are For Naught
Unappealing So You Expect Them To Dull And Fade
Still They Remain

Caught Waiting For The Rain
Time Devours Life


5. NEVER LET IT GO

Never Let It Go
No I'll Never Ever Let It Go

Caressing The Downfall
Out Stretched Arms On Your Knees Crawl
Filthy And Feeling Low
Dancing In The Undertow

Caressing The Downfall
Out Stretched Arms On Your Knees Crawl

The Cut That Always Bleeds But Never Shows
Everyone Crawls To Someone Some Run
To The Puppeteer And Volunteer To Become One
But Who Pulls The Strings That You Are Attached To
Who Pours The Gas That You Are The Match To?
Strive For Perfection And Strike With Precision
Soon It Blows Up In Your Face
And The Smoke Blurs Your Vision
But Now You're Fading Fast
Maybe Your Time Has Passed
Bound And Gagged As Your Dragged
To The Typecast

Never Let It Go

Caressing The Downfall
Out Stretched Arms On Your Knees Crawl

The Cut That Always Bleeds But Never Shows
Everyone Crawls To Someone Some Run
To The Puppeteer And Volunteer To Become One
But Who Pulls The Strings That You Are Attached To
Who Pours The Gas That You Are The Match To?
Strive For Perfection And Strike With Precision
Soon It Blows Up In Your Face
And The Smoke Blurs Your Vision
But Now You're Fading Fast
Maybe Your Time Has Passed
Bound And Gagged As Your Dragged
To The Typecast

Never Ever Let It Go

Jumping Back And Forth And Forth And
Back Once More Oblivious
To What It Is I'm Looking For

Never Let It Go

Caressing The Downfall
Out Stretched Arms On Your Knees Crawl
Filthy And Feeling Low
Dancing In The Undertow
Goodbye But I Cannot Forget It
No I'll Never Ever Let It Go

I'll Never Let It Go


6. XEROXED

Fall From Grace
False Messiah Laid To Waste
Amidst Desire Never Found
The Fuel That Feeds The Fire Of Your Passion
Carbon Copy Xeroxed Soul
Redundant Thought Assassin
Regurgitate All You Hear
And Claim It As Your Own Step
On Those From Which You Stole On Your Path To The Throne
Sink Your Teeth In Decadence
Manipulate The Crown
Drink The Wine And Toast Us All For
We Will Take You Down
x2


7. THE WRIST

Did You Ever Think Anything
Did You Ever Think Everything

Acting Tragically, In An Inept Manner
Trying To Act Like Something Really Mattered

When I Open My Eyes It's All Gone
Overthrown By Your Children
God Willing Shut You Down
It's Like The Closer I Get, I Start To Regret What I've Done
A Sick Piece Of Shit ,With The Balls To Admit When He's Wrong

React Defiantly I Am Someone, Someone
Might Even Fool Myself Before I'm Done

When I Open My Eyes It's All Gone
Overthrown By Your Children
God Willing Shut You Down
Making Believe There's Someplace I Belong
Greedo Died By The Hand Of Solo

Amass A Fortress Of Steel, Unsure If I Can Instill
My Will Is Caving In Black, Til There's No Bringing It Back Again
A Fortress Of Steel, Unsure If I Can Instill
My Will Is Caving In Black, Til There's No Bringing It Back Again

Led Astray By Their Mock Sincerity
False Charity Condemned Chewing Insult
Inheriting Unwarranted Birthright
Crown A Scapegoat New King Of Shit
Ignorance Is Followed By Ignorance
Repetition Diminishing Senses
Defenseless Crippled Libido
Greedo Died By The Hand Of Solo

When I Open My Eyes It's All Gone
Making Believe There's Someplace I Belong
When I Open My Eyes It's All Gone
Might Even Fool Myself Before I'm Done


8. CHANCRE SORE

Self Absorbed Chancre Sore
Love You Like A Matador
Life Is Just A Metaphor
Nothing's Fair Love Is War
Nothing More


9. THE NEW CULT KING

In That Dream I Recall
Pieces Of Prisons I'm Escaping
In The Next Big Religion
I Do The Cross Thing, The Cross Thing

Which Ever Way The Wind Blows
Your Mind In Time I'm Nine
Our Lives Unwind We Find The Wine Red Or White
Like The Days Fade Away
A Cloud Of Smoke Blurred Eyes
You're Always Brighter In The Daytime
You Fight It After Midnight

It Just Seems To Me
It's Such A Joke Every New Walk Thru Life, Just Inherits Christ
You Should Have To Prove Something First, Something First
Prove Something
You're A Godfiend

In That Dream I Recall
Pieces Of Prisons I'm Escaping
From A Black Hole I Crawl, I Crawl
Beneath My Halo Emanating

The Only Proof You Need Is That You Know, And Today's Way's Divine Right
Brainwashed Overnight
You Shouldn't Have To Lose Something First, Something First
Lose Something
You're A Godfiend
The New Cult King
Yeah, Doing The Cross Thing, The Cross Thing

Can't You See Why I'm Still...
Can't You See Why I'm Still Wondering
Can't You See Why I'm Still Wondering If There Is A Dog
Can't You See Wondering
Can't You See Why I'm Still Wondering

Search For Signs To Light The Path Show Me The Way
Savior Send A Glimpse To Glance And Renew My Faith
Emerald Meets The Oceans Blue In A Shade Of Grey
The General Knows Not What To Do As Tears Run Down Her Face
Nails Through Hands And Feet On This Cedar Grave
Atone For Sin Can This Be Can My Soul Be Saved
All Alone I Think Too Much Need To Believe
In Something Real Don't Need This Crutch Because It Just Deceives
Can't You See Why I'm Still

Search For Love Or War To Restore
Disorder Challenge Me Once More To Hold My Head Above Water
Drowning Quick Flooding In Soaked Through My Lungs
Judgment Day The Verdicts In It Seems The Jury Is Hung


10. BORN OF DESIRE

I Feel So Helpless In This Haze
Better Days Are Laid To Rest
Life's A Test World Of Stress, Who Is Blessed?
Can I Get A Little Heart?
You Know The Deal Our Weakness Is We Feel Torn Apart
Still We've Got To Keep It Real

Born Of Desire
Conspired Denial
Be Your Own Messiah
Savior, Everything
I Am The Liar
Jester To The Sire
I Burn With You Fire
Walk With Me

Pleasing Dreams
Are Few And Far Between
The Good And Badly Needed Breaks In Life
Just So You Don't Hate Yourself

Born Of Desire
Conspired Denial
Be Your Own Messiah
Savior, Everything
I Am The Liar
Jester To The Sire
I Burn With You Fire
Walk With Me

If You Believe
In Some Kind Of Masterwork
This Was All Meant For Something
I Am Truly Sorry
Although I'm Really Laughing Inside
Because I Know This All Comes Out To Nothing
I Am Truly Sorry
Although I'm Really Laughing Inside
Because I Know This All Comes Out To Nothing

Born Of Desire
Conspired Denial
Be Your Own Messiah
Savior, Everything
I Am The Liar
Jester To The Sire
I Burn With You Fire
Walk With Me.

Go On Believe
Life's Some Kind Of Masterwork
This Was All Meant For Something
I'm Sorry, Laughing Inside
For Nothing
Sorry, Laughing Inside
For Nothing

I Feel So Helpless In This Haze
Better Days Are Laid To Rest
Life's A Test World Of Stress, Who Is Blessed?
Can I Get A Little Heart?
You Know The Deal Our Weakness Is We Feel Torn Apart
Still We've Got To Keep It Real

Born Of Desire
Conspired Denial
Be Your Own Messiah
Savior, Everything
I Am The Liar
Jester To The Sire
I Burn With You Fire
Walk With Me


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12. EPIPHANY

Mind Hemorrhage
Fuckin' Folding Chairs In The Hallway
Crucified, Paralyzed
You Laugh I Cry
Calculating My Miscalculations

What Is The Sign
For I'm Choking To Death?
There's Something Caught In My Throat
Could It Be Something I've Said?

Sighted Blind, Braille Is Fine
Two Black Eyes
Are You A Badass Or Just A Fuckin' Asshole?

What Is The Sign
For I'm Choking To Death?
There's Something Caught In My Throat
Could It Be Something I've Said?

There's Too Much, Not Enough God And Dog
Well I've Seen A Dog
I'll Take My Chances And Sleep Like A Log
Hard In The Ground, Dig?

God, Dog, God, Dog
Agnostic, Insomniac
Dyslexic
I'm Wide Awake And I'm Wondering If There Is A Dog


13. FEAR HELD DEAR

Listen
Listen Please Won't You Listen
Listen Up

Listen To Me Listen
Listen To Me

You Left Your Mark Like A Hand Print
In Wet Cement To Make Sure These Regrets I Won't Forget
You Tried To Divide Dissect Me Of My Pride
But I Refuse To Fold Into Your Arms

You Left Your Mark Like A Hand Print
In Wet Cement To Make Sure These Regrets I Won't Forget
Media's Ventriloquist Anglo Saxon Evangelist
I Find It So Ridiculous The Fears That We Hold Dear
Media's Ventriloquist Anglo Saxon Evangelist
I Find It So Ridiculous The Fears That We Hold Dear

Listen To Me Listen
Listen To Me

You Left Your Mark Like A Hand Print
In Wet Cement To Make Sure These Regrets I Won't Forget
Media's Ventriloquist Anglo Saxon Evangelist
I Find It So Ridiculous The Fears That We Hold Dear
Media's Ventriloquist Anglo Saxon Evangelist
I Find It So Ridiculous The Fears That We Hold Dear

Listen Please Won't You Listen
Listen Up
Listen To Me
Listen To Me
Listen Up
Listen To Me
Fear Held Dear
Listen To Me
Listen Up

You Left Your Mark Like A Hand Print
In Wet Cement To Make Sure These Regrets I Won't Forget


14. TOO MUCH NOTHING

Too Much Nothing
I'm Always Excusing Myself
But Now It's Getting Hard
To Tell The Reason Why I Even Care
Increasingly I'm Unaware
Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time

I'm Always Excusing Myself
But Now It's Getting Hard
To Tell The Reason Why I Even Care
Increasingly I'm Unaware
Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time

Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time

Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time

I Think Too Much Nothing Too Much
I've Never Known How To Behave
I've Never Strayed Far From The Grave
I Need To Get Up Off The Ground
To Force Myself To Make A Sound

Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time

The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time

Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
Instead Of Bettering Myself
I'm Crawlin' Deeper In My Shell
The Whole Point That I Am Alive
Seems To Escape Me
At This Time