1. FALLING TO PIECES

Black day melancholy, isolated alone.
To face introspection, to myself one more confession.
Pinned down by the machine, now I drown into the fear.
From the darkness running, sickened by what I'm becoming.

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This blank reflections stares at me every day.
No one to turn to left helpless in my own decay.
Everything is coming apart.
My life is falling to pieces.

So cold I'm so alone sinking in depression.
Breathe in disappointment exhale my unending torment.
I've been caught in a web, nothingness the feeling.
It cannot be repaired when you're in a world of despair.

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Detach catatonic, madness winning again.
Bound and gagged by silence questioning my own existence.
On my final descent, I've come to the bottom.
It's a new beginning tranquilize to kill the feeling.

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2. MY ASCENT

These tortured memories still haunt me to this day.
Dark thoughts that plague my dreams have never gone away.
My soul is growing weak; I just can't take the strain.
Fears from my past fill me with unrelenting pain.

I don't understand how you can't see this life of anger you've brought to me.
I'm the one that had to live through all the pain that destroyed my view of the world and this life I once loved.
All your apologies will never be enough.

I'll hide my war inside and try to carry on.
Just living life day to day until this curse is gone.
I am a slave to this sickness that will not end.
Up from this pit of sorrow I hope to ascend.

I don't understand how you can't see this life of anger you've brought to me.
I'm the one that had to live through all the pain that destroyed my view of the world and this life I once loved.
All your apologies will never be enough.

You put me in this hell, this overwhelming world of pain.
Now all this anger that I feel inside I can't restrain.
The karma clock is ticking down and soon will come to be.

Admit the sorrow and depression thet you've brought to me.
I'm the one that had to live through all the pain that destroyed my view of the world and this life I once loved.
All your apologies will never be enough.


3. BLASPHEMY

I choose not to obey these lies that you portray.
The fear and desperation are your master's creation.
Hear the cries of the mindless sheep that are being destroyed.

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My soul dies when I see so many trapped in this void.
All their lies were taught to me.
Spread throughout humanity.
Start from birth feed on their weakness.
Christian mind control the sickness.

Their words assassinate their words you can't debate.
A mass destructive sickness.
Use fear to prey on weakness.
Hear the cries of the mindless sheep that are being destroyed.

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Mind numbing rhetoric, seduce the tired and sick.
Preach to me tolerance then practice decadence.
Hear the cries of the mindless sheep that are being destroyed.

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4. THE PRICE OF SALVATION

Read me the scripture fill me with hate.
With this virus we seal our fate.
Metaphors will not set you free.
All these lies were formed to mislead.

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Command the weak and mold the sheep.
Their words in disguise, from the book of lies.
To a god you bow.
Talk down to me now.
To their god you bow.
Live with it somehow.

Their fabrications lead to disease.
So much corruption is hidden with ease.
Misinformation is what they give.
Control all aspects of how you live.

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God's salvation comes at a fee.
It's the price of individuality.
Guide the subjects with thoughts of guilt.
This grand illusion you sect has built.

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5. INTO THE UNKNOWN

Each day that passes by is one more step towards the edge.
My past comes seeping through with all the things I dread.
My shadows still reflect a bleeding broken heart.
Eternal mental scars are tearing my world apart.

I want to feel again.
Is there something left for me ?
I want to live again.
Drifting in uncertainty.
I'm on the edge of the abyss and its growing cold.
I'm at the edge and I'm scared to take a step into the unknown.

Back then I did not know this hatred that I feel.
I've tried to mend these wounds but they will never heal.
How could you kill my soul and I leave me in this state ?
Please don't apologize; your words are far too late.

I want to feel again.
Is there something left for me ?
I want to live again.
Drifting in uncertainty.
I'm on the edge of the abyss and its growing cold.
I'm at the edge and I'm scared to take a step into the unknown.

How could you kill that part of me ?
The part that makes me want to live.
I'm losing touch with reality.
I'm just a shell, nothing more to give.

I'm on the edge of the abyss and its growing cold.
I'm at the edge and I'm scared to take a step into the unknown.


6. JUST ONE REASON

Give me just one good reason to let you live.
You're nothing but a fucking whore, you don't deserve the skin that you were printed on.
Every day you wake up is a tragedy; every word from your mouth is pure stupidity.
From this pain I cannot recover, my need for vengeance has taken over.
No one can right what's wrog, so I'll punish this world until the rage is gone.

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All these feelings are coming back again.
I cannot stop it.
So let the floods begin.
You can't repair my past, nothing can be done.
These bitter memories have made my spirit numb.

There are so mny things I have to say.
How could you put me in this hole ?
I want to live but all that I can feel is hate.
This dead face staring back at me.
Tired eyes and years of torment only I can see.
So be the punishment.
You'll never know the tears I've spent.
All my love is gone.
For my wounded world is a brand new dawn.

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You destroyed my fucking soul, killing my life your only goal.
Everything reminds me of the pain.
Now this hate I can't restrain.
All that I want is my fucking life back.
All of this anger is making my mind crack.
All of my thoughts and dreams have gone black.
Bitch this is your fucking payback.

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7. SCHIZOPHRENIC REVELATIONS

I know the medicine has taken my identity.
I'll stop the drug and slowly let go of my sanity.
This overwhelming pain is acting as a sedative.
It's how I keep the monster inside tarne so I can live.
The blind confusion is flooding through again, feeding delusions that are only in my head.

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The demons are free again, schizophrenic revelations, they scream inside my head, schizophrenic revelations.

The never ending search for something to cure this disease.
I cannot function with the world in this state of unease.
The shaking starts again; I hope someday they'll let me go.
My demon tormentors have faces that they will not show

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8. BARREN

So calm, weak and sedated, paralyzed in a tragic state.
Deep thoughts are a distraction from my dreams of impending fate.

Desperation, is this my design, in a world where no one ever seems to care.
Exploitation of my heart and mind, barren hell, this is all too much to bear.
Can't you see that I have nothing left ?
Set me free from this prison cell.
Just let me sleep, just let me forget.
Everyday I'm in a living hell.

My hope is fading with each day; bleed my heart until it's dry.
Can I stop ? What will I take ?
Now I struggle just to say good-bye.

Desperation, is this my design, in a world where no one ever seems to care.
Exploitation of my heart and mind, barren hell, this is all too much to bear.
Can't you see that I have nothing left ?
Set me free from this prison cell.
Just let me sleep, just let me forget.
Everyday I'm in a living hell.

My soul is hollow and empty, make the world just disappear.
This life has lost all meaning.
My bitter end is becoming clear.

Desperation, is this my design, in a world where no one ever seems to care.
Exploitation of my heart and mind, barren hell, this is all too much to bear.
Can't you see that I have nothing left ?
Set me free from this prison cell.
Just let me sleep, just let me forget.
Everyday I'm in a living hell.


9. BURN

I feel so empty.
I feel so dead inside.
Every time I try to struggle I'm pulled out by the tide.
Trapped in this haze of sorrow; what's feeding my despair ?
There's just too many questions no answers anywhere.

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This illusion of a smiling face is what you see as I deal with the fear and pain inside of me.
My world is stained; no one can cure this pain.
When will it be my turn to watch your world burn ?

This is a prison, a mind created cell.
Why was I put here ?
Is this some kind of hell ?
They sink their hooks in, these demons of despair, I just can't hold on.
It's just too much to bear.

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10. FICTIONAL GUILT

I have nothing left to give.
You have taken it all away.
All my hopes and all my dreams in the void they will decay.
Hollow shell of a person left, deception I finally see.
Never again to join your sect, blinders off I'm finally free.

These mind controlling lies I see through.
So tell me where is god to save you.
Where's your god to save you ? Where's your god to save you ?
Preachers and their sick desires, irresponsible empires, innocence condemn to fire, bow before your fucking liar.

Bow before your fucking liar. Bow before your fucking liar.

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He didn't spill his blood for me.
Fictional guilt won't set us free.
All these wrong you're in denial, self-righteous pedophile.
Bow your head to feed their greed.
Money and power is what they need.
Repent to your loving god.
Can't you see, it's all a fraud ?

These mind controlling lies I see through.
So tell me where is god to save you.
Where's your god to save you ? Where's your god to save you ?
Preachers and their sick desires, irresponsible empires, innocence condemn to fire, bow before your fucking liar.

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Now can you see their greed in action everywhere ?
They manipulate the sheep by feeding guilt and fear.
Don't question anything that the false prophets say.
These are mind control tactics practiced every day.

Preachers and their sick desires, irresponsible empires, innocence condemn to fire, bow before your fucking liar.