1. MY BELOVETH

You know...
...I will never leave You
You'll stay still engraved inside my soul
Whispering sweet in my blackened nights
Your velvet words of solace
Dwelling in my arms
Full of scars of Your loss...
...Of Your good-bye!
Written in purest pain
Within each drop of mourning rain...
...Your poetry of screaming heart.
I write to You somewhere...
...Where You are...!
Oh, where are You!?
My love!
My adored!
My bitterly adored!


2. THE FADING LIGHT IN HER DYING EYES

Those grieving silhouettes of crosses
Protruding towards hevy cloudy skies
In voiceless inertness silence...
Tombstones whispering their tragical storeies
Written in bitter tears of mourner's
Bent under heaviness of their fates
Remembrance so strong
For these precious moments
When she lived
When her love shone in her eyes full of devotion...
But put in the arms of death
Taken away from me
Torn apart from my love
Her body fading under heaviness of illness...
...Her fainting voice...
Her soul praying to stay with me...
In vain...
..No help...
..No return...
...Perished like dying flowers...
...Under veil of vanity...
...Heavens wept so torturous...!
Her light extincted forever
Under closed flowers of her gentle eyelids...
...And I was here to left to live
Nothing to take
Nothing to give
No reason to breathe
Under crushing clouds if grief
Only god knows the reason..
...Why!?


3. SHE GAVE ME HER ALL

...I could only give her nothing but my hopeless grief
Silence of my grating memories...
Clouds above her grave I was staring to
My tear blinded eyes
My prayers for her innocent soul...
To be salvated
In the purest light of eternal peace...
She was all I've ever had
And for all she gave me
I could only give her nothing
But my bleeding suffering
Creeping in quiet moments without her voice
Giving me the strength to die slowly here
Drowned in my endless shrieks
Throttled in smell of Thuyus...
...Caressing me,soothing me...
...For just one & only touch & word of hers...


4. WHITE ROSES, WHITE COFFIN

Her color so white
Her death so quiet
The grief of those who remained
Devoured in the dawn of april
White roses,White coffin
Her flower veiled in obstinate silence
No words can be said...
...But sadest of sad...
Her color so quiet
Her death so white
When all love is there so deep...
...But no one to give...

Her heart stopped it's pace
Drowned in mortal weeping...
Those who left will be forever searching
The reason of living
All was here remained
White roses,White coffin
In bitterly grieving rains of spring
Her desolate loneliness they slowly bring
Tears heavily falling into grains of sand
Burying the path leading to her tomb
Rounded so painfully by depressive gloom...
...Of dawn of april
Her last...
...Most painful...
...Good-Bye...