1. BRICKWORKS

Caught in this small place, were it's safe and quiet
Beloved protective shelter, were i can forget and cry
Where my countless tears of blood are shed
And casted to bricks, invisible and eternal

My castle, my liar, my hate and my anger
My casket, my grave, my fears and my death
To build up, to pull down
Nothing should remain

All the stabs into my back with cold and ridged knives
Pushing me deeper into myself and force me
To raise up the walls built of trouble and woe
And trap me, in my prison, my fortress, my life

My castle, my liar, my hate and my anger
My casket, my grave, my fears and my death
To build up, to pull down
Nothing should remain


2. BASEMENT FLAT

And gone are now all fears which came when it started
They've been replaced by something different

An emphatic urge for lethargy and weariness
Not even able to lose the hope itself
The increase of the feeling to be nothing more
Than a spoiling and fading creature

Reducing itself to a limp and unsusceptible body
A body which became indifferent
Even to it's own impressions, thoughts and memories
Lying within, and dying within it

The outer darkness seeming to crawl inside
Corroding the skin and breeding beneath it slowly
But persistent

Just lying under the blanket and trying
To keep the warmth inside
Letting all dreams and fantasies pass through
Without trying to hold or to understand them
Awake or asleep just not daring to imagine
Or to think about how the final solution will look like

At the same time understanding that it's the only way
To survive and keep sanity and reason

Just lying under the blanket and trying
To keep the warmth inside
Letting all dreams, fantasies pass through
Without trying to hold or to understand them
Awake or asleep just not daring to imagine
Or to think about how the final solution will look like

Just to lie here and to wait until he comes
And continues to tell the story
Just to lie here and wait until he comes
Just to lie here until he comes - to an end


3. FEINT ATTACK

What is the usage for this all
When I don't need to tell you my story
Who could be satisfied by listening to things
You always have known and just forgot for a while

Why should I lay my soul bare in front of you every day new
Just because you're to lame to remember on yourself
And don't see it even worth a try

I don't want to fill your life
Which is meant to be lived on your own
Just refuse this I'll give you the knife and
Will be pleased to see you gone

If it's to toilsome for you
To bring it on, even for yourself
Don't expect it from anyone else
Or just stay the slave, you are

I won't get you out of any trouble
You don't deserve any help
You don't want to learn, you don't want to try
And you don't want to live, so why don't you want to die

I don't want to fill your life
Which is meant to be lived on your own
Just refuse this i'll give you the knife and
Will be pleased to see you gone

You don't want to learn
You don't want to try
You don't want to live
Why don't you want to die
I don't want to
I don't want to fill your life


4. PAIN AND SORROW

Do you see the shape of mine,
When you close your eyes
Do you feel the touch of my hands
when you are lying lonesome in your bed at nite
Is your only hearts desire when days get rough
To lay your head down on my shoulder to feel
And hold me tight
Will a tender kiss make you feel warm,
When it's gettin' cold outside

Rely on me there ain't a chance for us
If you don't turn your disbelief to steam
Coz only then you can see,
How I really feel for you

Would comfort me and dry my tears,
When I'm lost in pain and sorrow
Would you hold me close to you,
When I'm trembling in bad dreams
And tell me everything's ok
I am here
Would you cross a killing field,
Risk your life for saving me

Coz only then you can see,
How I really feel for you
And maybe all these words ain't worth a dime
I'll prove them all, to make you see
That I'll never draw a line for this love I feel
What ever comes,
What ever there will be

Now I hope you can see how I really feel,
How I really feel for you
And maybe all these words ain't worth a dime
I'll prove them all just to make you see

That I'll never draw a line for this love I feel
What ever comes, what ever there will be