1. ALONE...

I am so alone I can hear my breath
I can see when moon shuts her eyes from me
I can feel the time passing by from me
Without giving me anything, so I try to...
Close my eyes from this lonely night
Dreaming that there's someone for me
I hope that...

Dear Sandman take my hand lead me to fairyland
Where also I can feel loved, Sleep take me over
So I can pretend that somebody cares about me

Waking up with feeling of emptyness
Feeling cold and lone lying in me bed
Seems all forgotten that I exist
I have never really missed
The sun keeps shining but not for me
I don't want to be this free
I ask you...

Dear Sandman...

I can't help when tears start to fall again
I just hope that no one can see my pain
They think that I am feeling fine
I am burning down inside, they only see me
Smiling and I know it's wrong
But I want to be so strong
I beg you...

Dear Sandman...

I thought you would be my guardian angel
Lighting up my light
I thought you would same me from this bad world
Where everything has to die...


2. SLUT ENOUGH

Can you see I'm really not the angel I appear
Can you feel the darkness growing in my mind
Little girl inside of me has finally fell asleep
She's still there but now she let's me be myself

Hard to face the truth that I have faults like you
Not a saint just pathetic mortal being, me
Saying words I know you do not want to hear
Face the truth and let me live and be a...

Slut enough, to make you really feel ashamed
Slut enough, to make you deny my name
Slut enough, to dare to lead a life my way
Slut enough, to be a selfish bitch for a while

And those deeds I really can't claim I am proud
But it's gone, past life can't ever be undone
There's no choice just have to love the person I've become
It's just me still I am gonna be a...

Slut enough...
Slut enough...
Slut enough...


3. STILL HERE

Something keeps me awake, thinking 'bout the things you said
It makes my mind scream ahead, i clear my head and ponder
Was it you, was it me, who could't live throught this dream
We will never fall in love again...

There you come again, beautiful smile and kisses
I know I am fool, I'll never get over you
So nice and so warm, it didn't last at all
You will never take care of me...

You're lies you're eyes, I will never forget
You're thoughts you're words, will be there
I love you hate, and that will never change
I'll never get, that back

I'm crying my final tears, my head full of fears
Look at me dying inside, these fears I can not hide
You left a hole in my heart, 'cos I thought we'd never part
I have to wipe away these memories...

You're lies...
You're lies...
You're lies...


4. SOLITARY

Nothing seems to be, the way it should be
What is wrong with me? Just tell me, I can't see
As I know, I wasn't alone at the time when I was born
Everybody's gone away, no one can even see

No cry, no wet stream of tears
It reminds me, my childhood fears
When those thoughts, are coming in my mind
They incise my head, and these wounds only I can bind
Father please, stop hurting me

They're avoiding me, I know that I can take it
But they can't have, anything from me
Solitary is, something that I allways must face
So I live my life and try to hide this bitter trace

No cry...

I am longing, for your tender touch
It is something, I really have no much
I can't take, this anymore I have finally lost my hope
You'll may see me, at the end of the rope

No cry...