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1. Diary Of A Piss Drinker Left alone - with fingers bleeding Try to claw - something worth keeping On my knees - and bleeding And you just don't give a fuck A new betrayal - fucked hard again Stripped to bone - by one more set of friends Tear it down - no feelings of shame Set up to be knocked down again You have No morals Twisted Selfishness I hate you Kill you if I Wasn't gutless Foul taste Of piss In my throat from you And I invited you in I fucking let you in I stare into the mirror - clutching pride Eyes tell the truth - I cannot hide Another piece of me - has dropped and died And now I lie here crippled by my life Pride and sense of worth in a world of hurt Are falling off me - and I can't get them back Try to fight and love to hate - I build a wall Against my will to protect from another attack >From the endless queues of bitter shits Who wait in line with spikes and knives With evidence and opinions of what I am They don't know me and I do not even like them.......cunts 2. Father Son And Holy Goat Question myself till I bleed Will I live to spoil another day The answers lost in mud I won't if it goes on this way And what if you discovered that I could not give a fuck Would you crumble, start to fall Just like I have a hundred times before Blacken my face Distort my features I'll be no-one soon I was told to bank on 70 22's been hard enough Search for a space to hide in The life I have's too much Feeble-minded, fickle and worthless Sickened by my blind incompetence Can't even pay the rent And I can't see a way out Blacken my face Distort my features alone - on my own - I fight but I will not win I have been wrong - misled - and now I feel dead Put in goal for the millionth time Not a scratch on anyone else Fuck you - can't even erase my self I don't want to be here - living with fear So whilst I hunt for the exit - keep the fuck out of my way And you should know by now no one fucking hurts you like you hurt yourself Submission hold around my throat Father, son and holy goat 3. Retention I'm dazed and contused alone now feeling confused one more time I'm fucked up animosity has been struck up You were supposed to be my friends this not so good thing how it ends There is no way to make amends forced to my knees - I'm screaming Beat down and raised up piss half fills the loving cup Our bonding now breaking been giving - now I'm taking Tried hard to be the best I could brought home with violence how good Acting only as told I should again I'm down and bleeding this pattern repeats - spiralling around me Spiralling round me - this pattern repeats. Respect - no way man I'm bored it's out of hand The time has come to close the door I just can't take this anymore You're anal and you make me sick so get the fuck right off my dick You filthy dirty lying whores I just can't take this any fucking more I'm lonely and I've drawn a blank worked so hard with no thanks Push through dirt to find the way out left alone in the house of doubt The face that looks at me is dead killed by the bad things in my head Push me again if you dare I'm past the point of pretending to care I'm starting to wonder what friends are for. 4. Hilary's Song [Instrumental] 5. Rest Among The Silt When it's dark and I'm alone I cry for peace but they won't go. And this is killing me but I can never let you know It's more than I can take, I sink - I drown - I cannot float And they keep pushing me the rope constricts my fucking throat again... You don't know what it's like if you did you'd never want me To be there - And if I made you understand, you'd have it an you'd BE IN THIS MESS!!! Dragged down to rest among the silt, I cannot breathe it's ??? [The rest of the lyrics are too hard for me to interpret] 6. Instant Karma Down on your knees you cry for help Unleashed the rage, no reprieve What you've done is coming back around Instant karma, appropriate I believe Laugh out loud I beat you harder Both hands broken you can't fight back For years you tried to break me Turned round no fists my odds are stacked Strapped and abused in misery Chewed up pissed on cast aside No place for me in your plan for life Learned through time to depend on you And you ask me why I'm bitter Placed you on a pedestal and fell Outstayed my welcome once again Your actions unacceptable And you ask me why I'm bitter Two's company, three's a crowd Time for me, disallowed Beaten fucked up it feels so sweet Justice served for what you've done Left now taped up in your defeat Your time for repent is nigh, scum And I see you smiling now And you ask me why I'm bitter You know I really used to like you don't you? Consciousness slips away over time You know I really used to like you..... 7. Clint Eastwood Is Very Hard, Innit I am an asexual god The self breeding mother of hate Or maybe that's just how I feel I reflect what I receive every day In my world so full of lies I reflect the pain I suffer every time I spit out your filthy ugly name It seems you radiate the sun Inside you were hit with the ugly stick I never ever felt more dead Than when I got inside you This extension of my hand Will rid us all of shit like you Could take your head clean off your neck If I fucking wanted it too Bad men will speak my name in fear Cower back from Callaghan Enforce the feelings I believe Cos I'm the mother-fucking man Cower back in fear. 8. Merrick Sympathiser It starts right now Stake my claim for the throne of incompetence Come last at everything - every time I have failed at all I have attempted Childhood goals tipped and up-ended And you just look at me and say I fucking told you so You're not the king of me I'm the king of me So why do I still beg for your attention My name remains a filthy word unfit for you to mention I'm fucking shit, I'm really sick I cannot cope, I don't think I can put up with it Here we go again - headlong into another scene I put hands over my eyes and try to hide It never changes, I've never lived up to your expectations I am the cancer in your life - I am a burden And all the times I tried my best, it's never good enough Cause every time I fail the tests - I'm just not good enough Too fucking stupid, too fucking dull I can never live up to what you want from me I've only just begun to find my feet And you kick them right out from under me I can't compete, this isn't fair I'm the circle that cannot fit the square Lying awake, cannot sleep Play over in my mind all that you've done to me I smile outside - inside I'm screaming And silently - in my mind I'll always be your enemy I am your enemy 9. Phuelled By Farmiceuticals You cannot touch me Will never feel me I'll lock myself in a shell of shame So you can never know me Been bitten by your type before Opened up and let you into me Paint myself a new way just for you Protect me And I never begged Never ever pleaded Fought tooth and nail for Anything I ever needed Good morning, It's a new day I think I'll just be on my own This isolation makes me secure Effect of words my major bone Dishonesty from a mouth I once liked Eyes wide a boy int?????? By this connection he may never have again Gripped till he couldn't then he slipped Friends are nice but few really care Reflection all around me I'm volatile 10. Two Pigs Fucking Esconced in turgid lakes of sweat The animals up to their necks A heaving mass of evil shit Sins that manifest themselves in sex I feel that I've been done wrong Pushed and laughed at way to long Bestial ructions in fullest flowing The filthy juices ripe on my tongue To hurt myself priority Punishment overdue rolls free Senses race to ascertain the breach Drown in pools of blood-soaked piss Razors skate on a park of arteries Release the presence of promiscuous whores A face I knew but no longer recognize Good-will overtook by power to despise I feel no sorrow Where previously I chose to wallow The only path to inner-peace seems to me to be acceptance of responsibility If I could just be a better man for one day then things may not have gone this way Cut off your legs to spite your life I bring my hand down Bring down the knife Cut off your face Pull out your eyes To end your life And spite your lies lyrics added by sargeist - Modify this lyrics
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