1. PRELUDE

(Instrumental)


2. RESTRAIN

Close your eyes. Separate yourself
Then you might adjust to this violent behavior
That you can't comprehend
Restrain, Restrain me
Accept this life, it's what I am
Save Yourself
It's your life


3. FAR FROM HOME

I must have lost my mind
Suffering through my eyes
This must have never happened
You're still here when I wake up in the middle of the night
Then suddenly you're gone
Walkin' searchin' for you
I remember I brought my dream to reality
Then it turned to a dream again
When I awake, you are gone far from home
Far from home
Far from home
The smoke gets in my eyes, the you are gone
Relaxin' this torn heart
I'll see you tomorrow feelin' tears roll again
Forgive me, I'm not that strong
Maybe not today, maybe tomorrow


4. WITHOUT YOU

I have freed you from these blistered hands
Buried this love I once embraced
Now you are gone and the song plays on
Drowning in the sea of despair
It's time to come up for air
I am anxious to see your tears
I'll show you what it's like
I'll show you what's it's like to die
Life is not the same without y9ou
This is your forever as hope turns to misery
And I'm no longer afraid to be without you
You were once beauty reflecting from my eyes
What's left for you now
So long my love


5. LOST IN ILLUSION

I'm 'bout to break
Look me in the eyes
Feels like i've been alive forever
Is there no end to this lonely road
I've been searching for anything
I've got to...i've got to realize
I've got to...i've got to open my eyes
There is nothing when I am everything
I am everything
Is there any option left
Seems like I'm trapped in illusions grasp
Carry me high above the clouds
So I can see a greater distance to figure a way out
There is nothing left...there is nothing left
The sun has burnt out like a candle
And yesterdays dream has vanished
Once again I have given up
I am the torch that burns when you are close
I am lost.


6. LOST IN ILLUSION

(Instrumental)


7. THE LAST EFFORT

In this dying world
There is so much wonder
No peace of mind of mind
There is no escaping
Will I ever sleep nights
Turning into into creatures
Night stops all the time
This will never end

Looking around
Shadows crawling into familiar places
I'm not ready for another dose of these pills
I will not speak of it
I'll just lie awake
Tonight this is the last effort
Sleeping tonight with you on my side
I can't wake up someone save me


8. THE DARKER SIDE OF

Turn the lights out
Walk a little slower towards me
It seems too quiet in here
Gonna make this night your last
Every little thought of you
Turns my stomach in two
You never looked so scared
Cut you up
Drop you off
I watched you fall
Fall down to this concrete
You are gone
I watched you fall
Let me breath


9. SEARCHING

Tears fall from dreamin' eyes
Sounds from the outside run too deep
Sounds form the outside let me sleep
The silence fills my ears unsatisfying laughter no more
I lost control
I look for you in my dreams
I look for you
I will dream on
Searching for some reason to comfort
What is in my mind
Five years of suffering and tears
And I will not stop searching for you
Seen it coming from the sky
I won't stop looking


10. HER MISFORTUNES

I'll still breath
Ain't it sad to see
Destroyer of all dreams
Thoughtless devilish
It's not hard to explain
In time we lose this meaning
Now I'm not chained to these walls anymore
Dream a different dream tonight
I won't be there this time
Sleep well tonight on your own
Her misfortunes
On your own


11. THE GIFT

Answer this confusion
Come out with another story
The sky is the limit
Soak me with your wettest dream
Cut your skin
Keep the lights dim
Scream into the emptiness
Do you still believe in me?
Be still my love
And breath slow
I am not waiting for you to crush my heart
You let me fall down
I'll rise against
Can't break me
This is the end of hope
I am no waiting for you